Atmadharma magazine - Ank 180
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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10 Atmadharma 180
thAy chhe. tem AtmAnI paryAyamAn vikAr vartato hovA chhatAn, sarvagnadeve AtmAnun svarUp shuddha chaitanyasvabhAvI kahyun chhe, ne
gnAnIoe tevun anubhavyun chhe; te shuddha svabhAvano nirNay koI indriyothI ke mananA sankalpa–vikalpothI thato nathI, paN
gnAnane antaramAn lambAvIne te svabhAvano nirNay thAy chhe. gnAnane antaramAn vALatAn ja svabhAvane sparshIne evo nirNay
thAy chhe ke ahA! mAro svabhAv AkuLatA ane AtAp vinAno param shAnt chhe, kShaNik AkuLatA te mArun param svarUp
nathI, mArun param svarUp to AnandathI ullasatun chhe.
(ahIn pANInA draShTAntamAn ne AtmAnA siddhAntamAn eTalo pher chhe ke, uShNa pANInA ThanDA svabhAvano nirNay
karatAn te ja kShaNe tenI ThanDAshanun vedan to thAy ke na paN thAy; jyAre AtmAnA shuddha svabhAvano nirNay karatAn te ja kShaNe
antaramAn tenI shuddhatAnA anshanun Anandasahit vedan jarUr thAy ja chhe. jyAn sudhI evun vedan na thAy tyAn sudhI
svabhAvano samyak nirNay na kahevAy.)
are, jIvonun lakSha bahAramAn je doDe chhe paN antaramAn potAnA taraph lakSha vaLatun nathI tethI potAnI mahattA
bhAsatI nathI ne paranI ja mahattA bhAse chhe. siddhabhagavanto AvA mahAn, arhant bhagavanto mahAn, sant–munivaro ne
dharmAtmAo mahAn!–em teonI mahattA gAy chhe, paN he bhAI! jenI mahattA tun rAtadin gAy chhe te tun pote ja chhe,
kemake santo kahe chhe ke–jevo amAro AtmA tevo ja tAro AtmA; mATe he jIv! tun tArA svabhAvanI mahattAne lakShamAn le.
vaLI arhant–siddha ke sant–dharmAtmAonI paN kharI mahattA tyAre ja samajAy chhe ke jyAre potAnA svabhAvanI mahattAne
samaje. sarvagno ane santo je mArge antaramAn peThA te mArga tAro tArAmAn ja chhe; antaramAn chidAnand svarUpamAnthI sahaj
shItaL Anand pragaT karIne AtApano temaNe nAsh karyo chhe, tun paN AtApano nAsh karIne sahaj shItaL–Anand pragaT
karavA mATe tArA chidAnand svarUp taraph vaL.
he jIv! tArA Anandanun astitva tArA svabhAvamAn chhe, bahAr nathI. jagatanA bAhya padArthonI je kAI pariNati
thatI hoy tenI sAthe tAre kAI levAdevA nathI. tArA dukhamAny tun ekalo ne tArI shAntimAny tun ekalo. sarvagno tArI
samIp beThA hoy to paN teo tArI pariNatine sudhArI dye em nathI, ane anek dushmano tane gherI vaL‌yA hoy to
paN teo tArI shAntine bagADI shake em nathI. tArA anrtasvabhAvanA avalamban vinA bIjethI tArI shAnti
AvavAnI nathI, ane tArA svabhAvanA avalambane je shAnti pragaTI te bIjA koIthI bagaDavAnI nathI. ahA keTalI
spaShTa vastusthiti chhe! chhatAn, bahArathI mArI shAnti Ave ne bIjo mArI shAnti lUnTI lye–evI agnAnI jIvanI bhramaNA
maTatI nathI. jo A vastusthiti samaje to antarmukh thaIne potAnI shAnti potAnA antaramAn ja shodhe, ane
anrtashodhanathI shAnti maL‌yA vagar rahe nahi. bhagavAnane ane santone shAntaras pragaTayo te kyAthi pragaTayo?
anrtasvabhAvamAn shAntarasano samudra bharelo hato te ja ullasIne pragaTayo chhe. he jIv! samyaggnAn dvArA tun paN tArI
svabhAvashaktine UchhAL. aho! mArA chidAnand svabhAvamAn ja shAntarasano samudra bharyo chhe–em vishvAs karIne temAn
ekAgratA karavI te ja shAntino upAy chhe.
mArI shAnti, ane te shAntino upAy, bAhya indriyaviShayomAn kyAy nathI paN antaramAn atIndriyasvarUpamAn ja
chhe;–Am pahelAn potAnA atIndriy chaitanyasvabhAvano gnAnavaDe nirNay kar. ‘hun koN chhun” em nijasvarUpane jANavA
mATe tArA antaranA atIndriy–gnAnasvabhAv sivAy bIjA koIno sahAro nathI. bhale tArI chAre bAju santamunionA
ToLAn beThA hoy to paN, tArA anrtasvabhAvanA Ashray vagar tane shAnti ApavA bIjun koI samartha nathI; ane jo ten
tArA svabhAvano Ashray karyo chhe to pachhI, bhale duniyA AkhI DulI jAy ke brahmAnD Akhun gaDagaDI UThe to paN tArI
shAntine pheravavA koI samartha nathI. A rIte, jagatathI bhinna potAnA astitvane jANIne, ane mArI shAntinun
pariNaman mArA antaranA sAdhanane AdhIn chhe–Avun bhAn karIne. je jIv potAnA antaramAn Thare chhe te param shAntaras
pragaT karIne sarvadukhothI mukta thAy chhe.
jem ukaLatun pANI phadaphadatun hoy, te jarAy shAnt na rahe, tem A sansAramAn ghor dukhothI jIv phadaphadI rahyo chhe,
tene jarAy shAnti nathI;–AvA sansAr–