Atmadharma magazine - Ank 180
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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adhyAtma bhAvanA
(pRuShTha 6thI AgaL)
bAhyaviShayo (eTale ke temAn sukhabuddhi) tyAn tane prem Avyo–utsAh Avyo,–e kevI vichitratA chhe!! are
jIv! have tArA gnAnachakShune UghAD re UghAD!! bhAI, tAro svabhAv dukharUp nathI, te svabhAvanA sAdhanamAn jarAy kaShTa
nathI, ne bAhya viShayo taraphanun valaN ekAnt dukharUp chhe, temAn svapne ya sukh nathI.–Am vivekathI vichArIne tArA
anrtasvabhAv taraph vaL, ne bAhya viShayomAn sukhabuddhi chhoDIne temanAthI nivRutta thA...nivRutta thA. nitya nirbhay sthAn
ane sukhanun dhAm to tAro AtmA ja chhe
“sukhadhAm anant susant chahI,
dinarAt rahe tad dhyAnamanhI”
anant sukhanun dhAm evun je chaitanyapad tene chAhatA thakA santo dinarAt tenA dhyAnamAn rahe chhe, mATe he jIv! tun
tArA chaitanyapadano vishvAs karIne, jagatamAn sukhanun dhAm koI hoy to mArun chaitanyapad ja chhe–em vishvAs karIne,
nirbhayapaNe svabhAvamAn jhUk...svabhAvanI samIp jatAn tane potAne khabar paDashe ke ahA! A to mahAAnandanun dhAm chhe,
AnI sAdhanAmAn kaShTa nathI paN UlaTun te to kaShTanA nAshano upAy chhe...A ja mArun nirbhayapad chhe.
chaitanya svabhAvamAn andar to pravesh kare nahi. are! tenI najIk paN Ave nahi, ne em ne
em dUrathI ja kaShTarUp mAnIne tenAthI dUr bhAge, ne viShayo taraph vegathI doDe, evA mUDh jIvone
chaitanyadhyAnamAn pravRutti kyAthi thAy? tethI AchAryadev karuNAthI samajAve chhe ke are jIv! jemAn tun
sukh mAnI rahyo chhe evA indriyaviShayo samAn bIjun koI bhayasthAn nathI; ane jemAn tun kaShTa mAnI
rahyo chhe evI paramAtmabhAvanA sivAy bIjun koI abhayasthAn nathI. bhavadukhothI tArI rakShA kare
evun koI abhayasthAn A jagatamAn hoy to te tArun paramAtmatattva ja chhe, mATe tenI bhAvanAmAn
udyat thA.
jem, jene moTo sarpa Dasyo hoy ne jher chaDayun hoy te, kaDavo lImaDo paN premathI chAve chhe, tem jene
mithyAruchirUpI jher chaDayunchhe evo jIv, dukhadAyI evA viShayakaShAyone sukhadAyI samajIne temAn sanlagna rahe chhe; vaLI
jem pIttajvaravALA rogIne mIThun dUdh paN kaDavun lAge chhe tem jene UndhI ruchino rog lAgu paDayo chhe evA bahirAtmAne
param sukhadAyak evI AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA paN kaShTarUp lAge chhe.–AvI viparIt buddhine lIdhe ja agnAnI jIv
AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA bhAvato nathI ne viShayakaShAyanI ja bhAvanA bhAve chhe. santo AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavAnI
vAto kare tyAn paN, ‘are! te ApaNathI kem bane? AtmAnI samajaN ApaNane kyAthi thAy?’–em bhaDakIne
bhayabhIt thAy chhe, potAthI te thaI ja na shake em mAnIne temAn nirutsAhI rahe chhe, ne bAhya viShayomAn ja utsAharUp
varte chhe; tethI ja anAdikALathI jIv dukhI thaI rahyo chhe. kharekhar to A jIvane potAnA paramAtmatattvanI bhAvanA
samAn bIjo koI padArtha jagatamAn sukhadAyI nathI, mATe te bhAvanA ja kartavya chhe.
jem rAjadarabAramAn pahelavahelA rAjA pAse janArane ajANapaNAne kAraNe k kkShobh ke bhay jevun lAge chhe, paN
vAramvAr jene rAjAno parichay thaI gayo tene rAjA pAse jatAn kAI kShobh ke bhay thato nathI, paN UlaTo harSha thAy chhe,
tem chaitanyarAjAnA darabAramAn, pahel vahelo AtmAno anubhav karavA mATe prayatna karanArane, anAdinA ajANapaNAne
kAraNe k kkaShTa jevun lAge, paN ruchipUrvak vAramvAr chaitanyarAjAno parichay karatAn te sugam–sahaj ane AnandarUp
lAge chhe...ane vAramvAr chaitanyatattvanI bhAvanA karIne temAn ja layalIn rahevA mAnge chhe, mATe chaitanyatattvanI bhAvanA
kharekhar kaShTarUp nathI paN AnandarUp chhe. Avo vishvAs lAvIne he jIv! tun vAramvAr tenI bhAvanA kar.
are! atyAr sudhI tArA sukhane bhUlIne ten paramAn sukh mAnyun...tun bhramaNAthI bhUlyo..ne dukhI thayo. are!
svapad durgam ane parapad sugam–em mAnIne ten svapadanI aruchi karI...ne parapadane tArun karavAnI vyartha mahenat karIne
tun dukhI thayo. parachIj kadI AtmAnI thaI ja nathI ne