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upayogamAn sva taraph vaLIne vAramvAr nirvikalpa Anandano anubhav thayA kare chhe; jyAre chothA–pAnchamA guNasthAne te
kyArek thAy chhe; tene visheSh antar paDe chhe, ane koIk vAr tarat paN thaI jAy chhe.
prashna– savikalpa dashAmAn nishchayanay hoy?
uttara– nishchayanayano upayog shuddha AtmAne ja dhyey banAvIne jyAre temAn thambhI jAy chhe tyAre nirvikalpatA
ja thaI jAy chhe, eTale kharekhar to nishchayanay vakhate nirvikalpa dashA ja hoy chhe.
–Am chhatAn, shuddha svabhAv taraph DhaLatA upayogane savikalpa dashAmAn paN koI koI ThekANe nishchayanay tarIke
chhe.
abhed dravyanI anubhUti taraph jeno jhUkAv nathI,–tyAn sudhI je pahonchI vaLato nathI, te jIvanA shuddhasvabhAv
sambandhI savikalpa chintanane nishchayanay kahI shakAy nahi,–upachArathI paN na kahevAy. tene nishchayanayano vikalpa chhe–mAtra
rAg ja chhe, paN nishchay ‘nay’ tene nathI.
jIvane shuddha nayano–nishchayanayano ‘pakSha’ paN pUrve kadI Avyo nathI,–em kahIne temAn je nishchayanayanA pakShanI
paN apUrvatA batAvI chhe te to svabhAv taraph jhUkI rahelA jIvanI vAt chhe, ekadam nIkaTamAn samyagdarshan pAmavAnI jenI
taiyArI chhe, ne te mATe svabhAvane lakShamAn laIne te taraphanun jor karI rahyo chhe,–evA jIvanI te dashAne paN apUrva gaNI chhe
–tene nishchayanayano pakSha gaNyo chhe. pachhI svabhAv taraphanA jorane lIdhe taratamAn ja teno vikalpa tUTIne andar upayog
thambhI jatAn sAkShAt nishchayanay thAy chhe, te vakhate nirvikalpatA chhe. A nishchayanayanA upayog vakhate AtmAnA Anand
sAthe gnAnanI ekAkAratA thatAn adbhut nirvikalpa AnandanI anubhUti thAy chhe...aho...nirvikalpa dashAno te Anand
vikalpane gochar nathI.
prashna– anAdinA agnAnI jIvane, samyagdarshan pAmyA pahelAn to ekalo vikalpa ja hoy ne?
uttara– nA; ekalo vikalpa nathI. svabhAv taraph DhaLI rahelA jIvane vikalpa hovA chhatAn te ja vakhate
AtmasvabhAvanA mahimAnun lakSha paN kAm kare chhe, ne te lakShanA jore ja te jIv AtmA taraph AgaL AgaL vadhe chhe;
kAI vikalpanA jorathI AgaL nathI vadhAtun.
apUrvabhAve svabhAvane lakShagat karIne, jenI pariNati pahelavahelI ja shuddhasvabhAvanA anubhav taraph jhUkI
rahI chhe, jene samyagdarshan pAmavAnI taiyArI chhe, evA jIvanI khAs pariNatinun alaukik varNan karatAn ahIn pU.
gurudevashrIe kahyun hatun ke, svabhAvane lakShamAn laIne tenA anubhavano prayatna karI rahelA te jIvane rAg to chhe
paN tenun jor rAg upar nathI jAtun, tenun jor to antaranA svabhAv taraph ja jAy chhe, eTale tenI pariNati
svabhAv taraph jhUkI jAy chhe ne rAg tUTIne nirvikalpa anubhav thAy chhe. pahelAn rAg hato tenun kAI A phaL
nathI, paN andar svabhAv taraphanun jor hatun tenun A phaL chhe.–jo ke tenun A phaL kahevun te paN vyavahAr chhe,
kharekhar to te samyagdarshan vakhatano prayatna judo ja chhe; parantu ahIn samyagdarshan pahelAnI dashAmAn je visheShatA
chhe te batAvavI chhe; tethI em kahyun chhe.
rAg taraphanun jor tUTavA mAnDayun ne svabhAv taraphanun jor vadhavA mAnDayun, tyAn (savikalpa dashA hovA chhatAn) ekalo
rAg ja kAm nathI karato, paN rAganA avalamban vagarano, svabhAv taraphanA joravALo ek bhAv paN tyAn kAm kare chhe,
ane tenA jore AgaL vadhato vadhato, puruShArthano koI apUrva kaDAko karIne nirvikalpa AnandanA vedan sahit
samyagdarshan pAmI jAy chhe.
ek vAr Avo nirvikalpa anubhav thaI gayA pachhI gnAnIne pAchho vikalpa paN Ave, ane vikalpa vakhate
nishchayanayano upayog na hoy; chhatAn te vakhate ya te