Atmadharma magazine - Ank 180
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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6 Atmadharma 180
chaitanyatattva abhayapadanun sthAn chhe...shAntisvarUp chhe...Anandanun dhAm chhe. AvA Atmatattva sivAy bahAramAn tane koI
paN chIj sharaN nathI, tane bIjun koI nirbhayatAnun sthAnanathI. are! Avo bhagavAn AtmA abhay sthAn hovA chhatAn
mUDh AtmAo tenAthI Dare chhe–tenI ruchi karatA nathI paN khed kare chhe;– pariNAmamAn chanchaLatA sandeh kare chhe te ja bhay chhe.
paN nishankapaNe temAn ekAgra thatAn nathI. bahAramAn deh, kuTumb, lakShmI vageremAn sukh mAnIne temAn nishankapaNe bhay vagar
pravarte chhe...paN temAn kyAy sukh nathI, te koI sharaNanun sthAn nathI. ek chaitanyapad ja abhay chhe...te ja sharaNanun sthAn
chhe...mATe nirbhayapaNe temAn pravarto...em ‘svAmI’ no upadesh chhe.
chaitanyasvabhAv pratye honsh lAvato nathI ne bahAramAn honsh lAvIne pravarte chhe, tene chaitanyano Dar lAge chhe, bhay
lAge chhe. jene bhayanun sthAn mAne temAn kem pravarte? ane jene abhayasthAn mAne tene kem chhoDe? chaitanyasvabhAvano
vishvAs agnAnIne Avato nathI eTale nishankapaNe temAn ullAs karato nathI. tenAthI dUr bhAge chhe, ne viShayonI samIp
ullAsathI doDe chhe, temAn sukhano vishvAs kare chhe; jem mRugajaLanI pAchhaL mRug doDe tem te viShayo pratye doDe chhe...bAhya
viShayone sharaN mAnIne tenI pAchhaL jhAmvA nAnkhI nAnkhIne doDe chhe ne AkuLatAthI dukhI thAy chhe. jyAn sukhanI sattA
bharI chhe evA potAnA AtmAnI sattAno to vishvAs karato nathI, tenI AsthA karato nathI, tyAn to nAstik thaI jAy
chhe, ne bahAramAn sukh na hovA chhatAn tyAn sukh mAnIne te taraph doDe chhe. jem jene jherI sarpa karaDayo hoy te manuShya kaDavA
lImaDAne paN premathI chAve chhe, tem jene mithyAtvarUpI kALA nAganun jher chaDayun te jIv dukhadAyak indriy–viShayone paN
sukhadAyak mAnImAnIne te taraph doDe chhe. indriyaviShayo to ekAnt bhayanun–dukhanun ja sthAn chhe, ne A atIndriy
chidAnandasvarUp AtmA ja abhayasthAn ane sukhanun dhAm chhe. chaitanyanI sanmukhatAmAn Anand rasano anubhav thAy chhe,
mATe tun tArA shuddha chaitanyapadano anubhav kar, em santono upadesh chhe.
samayasAramAn paN shuddha AtmAnA anubhavano ja upadesh AchAryadeve karyo chhe. tyAn shiShya prashna pUchhe chhe ke prabho!
pahelethI ja Ap shuddha AtmAnA avalambanano upadesh Apo chho, parantu temAn to kaShTa lAge chhe, k kvyavahAranun
avalamban batAvo! tyAre AchAryadev kahe chhe ke are bhAI! vyavahAranA (shubh rAganA) avalambanamAn tArun kAI hit
nathI, temAn ekalun dukh ja chhe, ne chaitanyatattva Anandano sAgar chhe temAn tArun sukh chhe; mATe shuddhanayavaDe tenA ja
anubhavano udyam kar; tyAnthI ja hitanI sharUAt thAy chhe.
samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra te AtmAnA hitakar chhe chhatAn agnAnI tene ahitarUp–kaShTarUp mAne chhe, ne
viShayakaShAyo AtmAne ahitarUp chhe chhatAn temAn agnAnI hit mAnIne pravarte chhe.–chha DhALAmAn kahe chhe ke–
“rAgAdi pragaT ye dukhaden,
tinahIko sevat ginat chen.”
ane
“Atamahit–hetu virAg gnAn,
te lakhe Apakun kaShTa dAn.”
juo, A agnAnInAn lakShaN! rAgAdi vibhAvo dukharUp hovA chhatAn mUDhatAthI tene sukharUp mAnIne tenun sevan
kare chhe; ane chaitanyasvabhAvamAn antarmukh thaIne je gnAn–vairAgya karavA te AtmAnA hitano hetu hovA chhatAn mUDh jIv te
potAne kaShTadAyak samaje chhe. AtmagnAnane to kaShTadAyak samajIne tenAthI dUr bhAge chhe, ne rAgAdine sukhadAyak mAnIne
tenA taraph honshathI doDe chhe. A te kevI mUDhatA chhe!! agnAnI jIvonI AvI pravRutti mATe karuNApUrvak shrImad rAjachandrajI
kahe chhe ke are jIv!
anant sukh nAm dukh, tyAn rahI na mitratA,
anant dukh nAm sukh, prem tyAn vichitratA!
UghAD nyAy netrane, nIhAL re! nIhAL tun,
nivRutti shIghramev dhArI te pravRutti bAL tun.
ahA je anant sukhanun dhAm chhe evA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn to tane mitratA na rahI–temAn utsAh ane prem na
Avyo; ne anant dukhanun dhAm evA je
(anusandhAn pRuShTha 21)