Atmadharma magazine - Ank 180 (simplified iso15919 transliteration). Page: 7.

ḥ 6ḥ ātmadharmaḥ 180

chaitanyatattva abhayapadanun sthān chhe...shāntisvarūp chhe...ānandanun dhām chhe. āvā ātmatattva sivāy bahāramān tane koī
paṇ chīj sharaṇ nathī, tane bījun koī nirbhayatānun sthānanathī. are! āvo bhagavān ātmā abhay sthān hovā chhatān
mūḍh ātmāo tenāthī ḍare chhe–tenī ruchi karatā nathī paṇ khed kare chhe;– pariṇāmamān chañchaḷatā sandeh kare chhe te ja bhay chhe.
paṇ niḥshaṅkapaṇe temān ekāgra thatān nathī. bahāramān deh, kuṭumb, lakṣhmī vageremān sukh mānīne temān niḥshaṅkapaṇe bhay vagar
pravarte chhe...paṇ temān kyāy sukh nathī, te koī sharaṇanun sthān nathī. ek chaitanyapad ja abhay chhe...te ja sharaṇanun sthān
chhe...māṭe nirbhayapaṇe temān pravarto...em ‘svāmī’ no upadesh chhe.

chaitanyasvabhāv pratye honsh lāvato nathī ne bahāramān honsh lāvīne pravarte chhe, tene chaitanyano ḍar lāge chhe, bhay

lāge chhe. jene bhayanun sthān māne temān kem pravarte? ane jene abhayasthān māne tene kem chhoḍe? chaitanyasvabhāvano
vishvās agnānīne āvato nathī eṭale niḥshaṅkapaṇe temān ullās karato nathī. tenāthī dūr bhāge chhe, ne viṣhayonī samīp
ullāsathī doḍe chhe, temān sukhano vishvās kare chhe; jem mr̥ugajaḷanī pāchhaḷ mr̥ug doḍe tem te viṣhayo pratye doḍe chhe...bāhya
viṣhayone sharaṇ mānīne tenī pāchhaḷ jhāmvā nāṅkhī nāṅkhīne doḍe chhe ne ākuḷatāthī duḥkhī thāy chhe. jyān sukhanī sattā
bharī chhe evā potānā ātmānī sattāno to vishvās karato nathī, tenī āsthā karato nathī, tyān to nāstik thaī jāy
chhe, ne bahāramān sukh na hovā chhatān tyān sukh mānīne te taraph doḍe chhe. jem jene jherī sarpa karaḍayo hoy te manuṣhya kaḍavā
līmaḍāne paṇ premathī chāve chhe, tem jene mithyātvarūpī kāḷā nāganun jher chaḍayun te jīv duḥkhadāyak indriy–viṣhayone paṇ
sukhadāyak mānīmānīne te taraph doḍe chhe. indriyaviṣhayo to ekānt bhayanun–duḥkhanun ja sthān chhe, ne ā atīndriy
chidānandasvarūp ātmā ja abhayasthān ane sukhanun dhām chhe. chaitanyanī sanmukhatāmān ānand rasano anubhav thāy chhe,
māṭe tun tārā shuddha chaitanyapadano anubhav kar, em santono upadesh chhe.

samayasāramān paṇ shuddha ātmānā anubhavano ja upadesh āchāryadeve karyo chhe. tyān shiṣhya prashna pūchhe chhe ke prabho!

pahelethī ja āp shuddha ātmānā avalambanano upadesh āpo chho, parantu temān to kaṣhṭa lāge chhe, kāīk vyavahāranun
avalamban batāvo! tyāre āchāryadev kahe chhe ke are bhāī! vyavahāranā (shubh rāganā) avalambanamān tārun kāī hit
nathī, temān ekalun duḥkh ja chhe, ne chaitanyatattva ānandano sāgar chhe temān tārun sukh chhe; māṭe shuddhanayavaḍe tenā ja
anubhavano udyam kar; tyānthī ja hitanī sharūāt thāy chhe.

samyagdarshan–gnān–chāritra te ātmānā hitakar chhe chhatān agnānī tene ahitarūp–kaṣhṭarūp māne chhe, ne

viṣhayakaṣhāyo ātmāne ahitarūp chhe chhatān temān agnānī hit mānīne pravarte chhe.–chha ḍhāḷāmān kahe chhe ke–

“rāgādi pragaṭ ye duḥkhaden,
tinahīko sevat ginat chen.”

ane

“ātamahit–hetu virāg gnān,
te lakhe āpakun kaṣhṭa dān.”

juo, ā agnānīnān lakṣhaṇ! rāgādi vibhāvo duḥkharūp hovā chhatān mūḍhatāthī tene sukharūp mānīne tenun sevan

kare chhe; ane chaitanyasvabhāvamān antarmukh thaīne je gnān–vairāgya karavā te ātmānā hitano hetu hovā chhatān mūḍh jīv te
potāne kaṣhṭadāyak samaje chhe. ātmagnānane to kaṣhṭadāyak samajīne tenāthī dūr bhāge chhe, ne rāgādine sukhadāyak mānīne
tenā taraph honshathī doḍe chhe. ā te kevī mūḍhatā chhe!! agnānī jīvonī āvī pravr̥utti māṭe karuṇāpūrvak shrīmad rājachandrajī
kahe chhe keḥ are jīv!

anant sukh nām duḥkh, tyān rahī na mitratā,
anant duḥkh nām sukh, prem tyān vichitratā!
ūghāḍ nyāy netrane, nīhāḷ re! nīhāḷ tun,
nivr̥utti shīghramev dhārī te pravr̥utti bāḷ tun.

ahā je anant sukhanun dhām chhe evā chaitanyasvabhāvamān to tane mitratā na rahī–temān utsāh ane prem na

āvyo; ne anant duḥkhanun dhām evā je

(anusandhān pr̥uṣhṭha 21)

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