Atmadharma magazine - Ank 181
(Year 16 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2485, A.D. 1959)
(English transliteration).

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koI sAdhan nathI. ahA! vairAgya bhAvanAmAn jhulatA munivaro game tevA ghor upasarga vakhate paN potAnI
ArAdhanAmAn tatpar rahe chhe, jarA paN DagI jatA nathI. mATe AchAryadev kahe chhe ke nikaT bhavyajIvone Anand
upajAvanArI bhAvanAo hun kahIsh. jenA sansArano ant najIk AvI gayo chhe evA bhavya jIvone A vairAgya
bhAvanAothI Anand thashe, ane temano AtmA mokShamArgamAn utsAhit thashe.
aho! aDol digabanr vRuttine dhAraN karanArA, vanamAn vasanArA, vairAgyanI mastImAn DolanArA ne
chaitanyanA AnandamAn jhUlanArA munivarono avatAr saphaL chhe....evA sant–munivaro paN vairAgyanI bAr
bhAvanAo bhAvIne vastusvarUp chintave chhe ne vItarAgatA vadhAre chhe. evA munibhagavantoe kahelI vairAgyanI A
bhAvanAo darek jIve bhAvavA jevI chhe. A bhAvanAo AnandanI jananI chhe; kemake vastusvarUp anusAr
vairAgyanI bhAvanAonun chintavan karatAn chittanI sthiratA thaIne bhavyajIvane Anand thAy chhe, tethI A
bhAvanAo ‘bhavik jan–Anand jananI’ chhe. A bAr bhAvanAothI bhavyajIvane mokShamArgamAn utsAh Upaje
chhe. dIkShA vakhate badhAy tIrthankaro paN A bAr–bhAvanAonun chintan kare chhe. ahA! vairAgya ras jharatI A bAr
bhAvanAo bhAvatAn kone Anand na thAy!–kone mokShamArgano utsAh na Upaje.
bAr bhAvanAo kaI kaI chhe!–pahelI anitya bhAvanA, (2) asharaN bhAvanA, (3) sansAr bhAvanA,
(4) ekatva bhAvanA (pa) anyatva bhAvanA, (6) ashuchitva bhAvanA, (7) Asrav bhAvanA (8) samvar
bhAvanA, (9) nirjarA bhAvanA, (10) lok bhAvanA, (11) bodhidurlabh bhAvanA, ane (12) dharma bhAvanA;–
A pramANe bAr vairAgya bhAvanAo chhe. anukrame te darekanun svarUp kahevAshe. temAnthI pahelI ‘anitya bhAvanA’nun
keTalunk vivechan Atmadharma ank 173mAn AvI gayun chhe; tyAr pachhI bIjI ‘asharaN bhAvanA’ nun A vivechan chhe.
sansAranun asharaNapaNun chintavIne, chaitanyasvabhAvanun sharaN levA mATe A asharaN bhAvanA chhe. are, A
asharaN sansAramAn jyAn dev–devendra ane chakravartI vagere paN kALano koLiyo thaI jAy chhe tyAn jIvone shun sharaN
chhe! Indrapad ke chakravartIpad e koI, jIvane sharaNabhUt nathI, chaitanyapad ja jIvane sharaNabhUt chhe. svarganA Indrane
chAre bAju hajAro devo sevAmAn UbhA hoy, chhatAn AyuShya pUrun thatAn te Indrane paN maratAn koI bachAvI shakatun
nathI, to sAdhAraN jIvonI shI vAt! hA, ek chaitanyasvabhAv ja jIvone maraNathI bachAvavA samartha chhe, mATe he
jIv! AkhAy sansArane asharaN jANIne tArA chaitanyasvabhAv taraph vaL, ne tenun sharaN le; tenA sharaNe evun
siddhapad thashe ke jyAn kadI maraN nathI, dukh nathI, bhay nathI.
sarvagna bhagavAn kahe chhe ke he jIv! tane bahAramAn koI sharaN nathI, bahAranA bhAvo paN tane sharaN nathI;
dehAdithI nIrALo tAro pavitra chaitanyasvabhAv ja tane antaramAn sharaNarUp chhe. moTA moTA shahenashAh ane indra
jevA paN kShaNamAtramAn kALano koLiyo thaI jAy chhe, to jIvane koN sharaN chhe? sharaN to te kahevAy ke je
potAnI rakShA kare,–janmamaraNAdidukhothI AtmAne bachAve. janmamaraNanAn dukhothI AtmAnI rakShA karanAr to
samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra ja chhe, tethI te ja sharaNarUp chhe.
juone, A sansAramAn savAramAn jeno rAjyAbhiShek thato dekhyo hoy te ja sAnje smashAnamAn rAkh thato
dekhAy chhe,–AvA prasango to sansAramAn anek bane chhe; anek koDabharyA pati–patnI hajI to paraNIne pAchhA jatA
hoy tyAn TreInamAn ja akasmAt thatAn banne marI jAy chhe, A rIte thoDIvAr pahelAn je lagnamanDapamAn hatA te ja
thoDIvAr pachhI rAkh thatA dekhAy chhe; paraNatI vakhate to strIne em thayun hashe ke A pati mane AkhI jindagI
sharaN Apashe....parantu te pote ja ghare pahonchatAn pahelAn asharaNapaNe maraNane sharaN thaI jAy chhe.–AvA prasango
najare jovA chhatAn mohamUDh jIvone vairAgya nathI Avato. bApu! sansArane asharaN jANIne te taraphanA vegathI
pAchho vaL, ne tArA AtmAnun sharaN le. A asAr sansAramAn AtmAnA shraddhA–gnAn–chAritra sivAy bIjun koI
sharaN nathI. he jIv! bahAramAn sharaN mAnIne anantakAL tun bahAramAn doDayo.....paN tane kyAy sharaN na
maL‌yun..... mATe have to antamurkha thA......tArun sharaN antaramAn chhe. A sansAr ke sansAranA sanyogo svapney paN
sharaNabhUt mAnavA jevA nathI, antaranA ek chidAnandatattvane