Atmadharma magazine - Ank 183
(Year 16 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2485, A.D. 1959)
(English transliteration).

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: poSh : 2485 : Atmadharma : 21 :
sukhI chhe. mahAAnandI chhe, sharIrane sinh phADI khAy temAn shun thayun? sharIrathI AtmAne bhinna jANIne santo to
chaitanyamAn lIn thaIne Anandane ja anubhave chhe. sAdhak santo upar upasarga Ave tyAn te dUr karavAnI vRuttino
bhAv dharmI bhaktone AvyA vinA rahe nahi, parantu tyAn sAmA santone dukhI mAnIne te bhAv nathI Avato, paN
potAnA rAgane lIdhe–bhaktibhAvane lIdhe tevI vRutti Ave chhe. jene sanyog taraph jhUkAv thaIne rAg–dveSh thAy chhe
tene ja dukh thAy chhe; paN jene sanyog taraph jhUkAv nathI ne svabhAv taraph ja jhUkAv chhe evA santone rAgadveSh
thatA nathI, ane tethI game tevA sanyogathI paN temane dukh thatun nathI, Anandano ja anubhav chhe; ne e rIte
chaitanyanA AnandamAn lIn thaIne te muktine sAdhe chhe.
sharIrane AtmA mAnyo tyAn sharIr uparanA mamatvane lIdhe ja agnAnI dukhI khedakhinna thAy chhe. paN jyAn
dehathI AtmAne judo jANyo, dehanun mamatva ja chhUTI gayun ne chaitanyamAn lInatA thaI tyAn dharmIne AnandanI ja
atrUTadhArA vahe chhe, temAn tene khed ke dukh thatun nathI. bhedagnAnapUrvakanI AvI tapasyA te mokShanun kAraN chhe.
AtmA ane sharIranun bhedagnAn karIne jyAn AtmAmAn ekAgra thayo tyAn samasta bAhyaviShayonI chintA
chhuTI jAy chhe ne potAnA param atIndriy Anandano anubhav thAy chhe. bahAranA game tevA sanyogamAn paN teno
Anand abAdhit rahe chhe; bAhyasanyoganI pratikULatAthI ke vrat–tapathI tene khed thato nathI.
।। 34।।
[vIr san. 2482 : jeTh vad 6]
(samAdhishatak gA. 35)
jyAn sudhI bAhya padArthomAn A mane IShTa ane A mane anIShTa evI rAg–dveShanI buddhirUp kallolothI
jIv chanchaL chhe tyAn sudhI chaitanyanA Anandano anubhav thato nathI. jenun chitta samasta bAhya padArthothI bhinna
potAnA gnAnAnandasvarUp AtmAmAn vaL‌yun chhe te jIv rAg–dveShAdi kallolothI rahit sthir chhe, ne evA sthir
chittavALo jIv ja param Anandamay Atma–tattvane dekhe chhe, bIjA dekhI shakatA nathI–em have kahe chhe–
रागद्वेषादि कल्लोलैरलोलं यन्मनाजलम्।
स् पश्यत्यात्मनस्तत्त्वं तत् तत्त्वं नेतरो जनः।।३५।।
jenun gnAnarUpI jaL rAgadveShAdi kallolothI avikShipta chhe te Atmatattvane dekhe chhe, bIjA jano tene dekhatA
nathI. jem melA ke tarangavALA pANImAn rahelI vastu dekhAtI nathI, tem jenun gnAnajaL mithyAtvarUpI melathI ke
rAg–dveSharUpI kallolothI vikShipta chhe–chanchaL chhe tenA gnAnamAn Anandamay AtmAno anubhav thato nathI.
A Atmatattva rAgadveShAdi kallolovaDe vedanamAn Avatun nathI. AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAn jene kaShTa lAge
teNe AtmAne dekhyo ja nathI. paramAnandasvarUp AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAn kaShTa kem hoy? bAhya padArthomAn IShTa–
anIShTa sankalponA tarangathI je DAmADoL varte chhe tene AtmAnA AnandamAn lInatA thatI nathI. chaitanya sarovaranun
jaL rAgadveShanA tarangothI DolI rahyun chhe tyAn samAdhi thatI nathI. rAg–dveShathI bharelo manarUpI ghaDo phUTayA vagar
man AtmAmAn Tharatun nathI. jem tarangathI UchhaLatA pANImAn andar UnDe rahelI vastu dekhAtI nathI tem jenun
gnAnajaL rAg–dveSharUpI tarangothI UchhaLI rahyun chhe tene andar rahelA Atmatattvanun darshan thatun nathI. rAg–dveSh rahit
nirvikalpa chittavaDe Atmadarshan thAy chhe. chidAnand tattvamAn UnDe UtaratAn rAg–dveShAdinA sankalpo chhUTI jAy chhe–
manarUpI ghaDo phUTI jAy chhe.
prabho! Atmadarshan shun chhe tenI paN tane khabar nathI to shAnti ke samAdhi thAy nahi. antaranA chaitanyanun
nirvikalpa vedan na thAy tyAn sudhI to samyagdarshan paN hotun nathI. sankalpa–vikalpothI vimukh thaIne chaitanya
svabhAv taraph jhUkIne nirvikalpa vedan karyA vagar to samyagdarshan paN nathI, samyagdarshan vagar munidashA ke vrat–
tap hotAn nathI, ne munidashA vagar samAdhi thatI nathI. samyagdarshan thatAn amuk shAnti ne samAdhi to thaI chhe, paN
hajI munidashAnI visheSh samAdhi nathI. sankalpa–vikalpa rahit chaitanyatattvano Anand jenA vedanamAn nathI Avyo
tene dukh ane khedanAn pariNAm thayA vinA rahetA nathI. nirvikalpa manavaDe Atmadarshan thAy chhe; ahIn ‘man’
eTale gnAn samajavun. gnAn jyAn antarmukh vaL‌yun tyAn nirvikalpa thayun, ne AtmAnA