Atmadharma magazine - Ank 186
(Year 16 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2485, A.D. 1959)
(English transliteration).

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chaitra 248p 19
je jIv AtmasvarUp samajavAno, atyant jignAsu chhe, tene shrIguru shuddhAtmA samajAve chhe, parantu te
shiShyane shuddhanayano anubhav nahi hovAthI tene samajAvavA bhedarUp vyavahArathI upadesh Ape chhe. upadeshak
guruno Ashay bhedamAn aTakAvavAno nathI temaj jignAsu shiShya paN te bhedanA vikalpamAn aTakato nathI,
paN bhedathI khasIne abhed svabhAvane pakaDavAno prayatna kare chhe. AvA jignAsune shuddha AtmAnI shAntinun
apUrva vedan thAy chhe.
A chaitanyasvarUpanun bhAn karIne tenI shAntinun vedan AbAlagopAL saune thaI shake chhe, sinh vagere
tiryanchone ke nArakIone paN chaitanyanI atIndriy shAntinA anshanun vedan thaI shake chhe. darek AtmA
shAntisvabhAvathI bharelo paramAtmA chhe. bhAI, tane tArun paramAtmasvarUp santo dekhADe chhe. tArI shAnti tArAmAn
bharelI chhe, te kyAy bahArathI nathI AvatI, temaj bahirmukh vikalpomAnthI paN shAnti nathI AvatI; rAgathI pAr
thaIne chaitanyasvarUpamAn antarmukhatAthI ja potAnI atIndriy shAnti vedanamAn Ave chhe.
shiShyane samajAvavA mATe AchAryadev guN–guNI bhedathI upadesh Ape chhe ke ‘darshan–gnAn–chAritrane
je hammeshA prApta hoy te AtmA chhe.” tAro AtmA sadAy darshan–gnAn–chAritrasvarUpamAn pariNamI rahyo chhe.
dehane prApta hoy te AtmA–em na kahyun, rAgane prApta hoy te AtmA–em paN na kahyun, kemake te
AtmAnun kharUn svarUp nathI; AtmAnun kharUn svarUp to darshan–gnAn–chAritra chhe, te svarUp sAthe AtmA
traNe kALe ekamek chhe. AvI AtmAnIvAt sAmbhaLatAn vent ja te samajavA mATe TagaTag joI rahe chhe
arthAt gnAnane antaramAn vALavAno prayatna kare chhe. aho! A k kmArA apUrva hitanI vAt mane
sambhaLAve chhe–em teno mahimA lAve chhe, na samajAyun tethI kanTALo nathI lAvato paN teno mahimA lAvIne
samajavAno garaju thaIne andar prayatna kare chhe. santo je bhAv kahevA mAnge chhe tene dhIrajathI
tIvrajignAsAthI anusaravA mAnge chhe. ahA! A chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI vAtamAn koI apUrva shAntinI
jhAnkhI thAy chhe, santo mane mArI apUrvashAntino upAy batAy chhe–em atishay bahumAn lAvIne gnAn–
najarane (mati, shrutagnAnane) antaramAn vALIne shuddha nayavaDe TagaTagapaNe chaitanyasvarUpane nIhALe chhe. A
darshan mohano kShay karIne apUrva chaitanyashAnti prApta karavAno upAy chhe. shAntinAth bhagavAn paN A ja
rIte AtmAnI pUrNa shAntine pAmyA, ne shAnti mATe temaNe A ja mArga jagatane upadeshyo...mATe jeo
AtmashAntine chAhatA hoy evA mumukShuo shuddha nayavaDe A mArgane anusaro.
AchAryadev kahe chhe ke ame mumukShu chhIe ane shuddha nayavaDe chaitanyasvarUpane ame anusarIe chhIe.
bIjA paN je jIvo mumukShu hoy temane mATe amAro upadesh chhe ke he mumukShuo! tame paN shuddha nayavaDe tamArA
AtmAne anusaro....te shuddha nayanA avalamban vaDe ja karmakShay thAy chhe. koI vyavahAranI ruchivALA jIvone
shuddha nayanA AshrayanI A vAt na ruche to mane mumukShu jANIne kShamA karajo...kemake hun to mumukShu (mokShano ja
abhilAShI) chhun tethI jenAthI mokSha thAy te ja vAt mArA upadeshamAn Avashe. amane rAganI ruchi nathI to
rAganA avalambanano upadesh amArI vANImAn kem Ave? padmanandImAn brahmacharyano khUb upadesh ApIne
chhevaTe viShayanA lolupI jIvo upar kaTAkSha karatAn kahe chhe ke he viShayAndh prANIo, viShayonA tIvra premane
lIdhe tamane jo A brahmacharyano upadesh na ruche to mane muni jANIne kShamA karajo...kem ke hun muni chhun,
viShayothI pAr chaitanyanA Anandane sAdhanAr muninI vANImAn to brahmacharyano ne vItarAgatAno ja upadesh
hoy; viShay–kaShAyanA sevanano upadesh vItarAganI vANImAn kem hoy! are mUDh prANIo! bAhya
viShayomAn sukhanI kalpanA te to moTI bhramaNA chhe; bAhya viShayo svapnamAn paN shAnti ApavA samartha nathI.
bAhya viShayonA avalambanavaDe ke rAgAdi bAhya vRuttiovaDe kadI chaitanyashAntinun vedan thatun nathI.
chaitanyashAntinun vedan to shuddhanayadvArA antarmukh thavAthI ja thAy chhe. A ja dharma chhe, A ja shAntino rAh chhe,
ne A ja shAntinAth bhagavAnanI kharI yAtrA chhe.