ashADa 248p 11
Avato nathI; vachan ane vikalpothI pAr thaIne sIdhesIdhA AtmAnA avalambanathI ja AtmAno anubhav thAy chhe,
eTale te mAtra svAnubhavagamya chhe. AchAryadev kahe chhe ke chaitanyasvarUp kahevA mATe amane vikalpa UThayo chhe ne vachano
nIkaLe chhe, paN te vachano AtmAne sparshatA nathI, te vachanovaDe AtmA jaNAto nathI, mATe tame vachananA avalambanamAn
aTakasho nahIn, paN vachananun vAchyA je shuddha chaitanyasvarUp tene lakShamAn laIne tenun ja avalamban karajo. kemake–
je pad shrI sarvagne dIThun gnAnamAn,
kahI shakyA nahIn te paN shrI bhagavAn jo.......
teh svarUpane anya vANI to shun kahe?
anubhavagochar mAtra rahyun te gnAn jo.........
aho, A svAnubhavagamya chaitanyapadane vachanathI kaI rIte kahIe! vachanathI game teTalun kahevAmAn Ave
paN jyAn sudhI vachanathI vimukh thaIne (–tenun avalamban chhoDIne) svabhAvanI sanmukh na thAy tyAnsudhI AtmA
jaNAto nathI. samayasAranA mAngaLikamAn paN AchAryadev kahe chhe ke svAnubhUtithI prakAshamAn evA ‘samayasAr’
ne (–shuddha AtmAne) hun namaskAr karun chhun–
नमः समयसाराय स्वानुभूत्या चकासते’
‘samayasAr’ eTale shuddha AtmA arthAt sArabhUt AtmA; rAg to asAr chhe, te kAI sAr nathI; manavANI
deh to jaD chhe, te paN kAI sAr nathI. jaDathI judo ne rAgathI pAr ne shuddha chidAnandarUp AtmA chhe te ja sArabhUt chhe;
Avo sArabhUt AtmA svAnubhavagamya chhe. A rIte svAnubhavagamya AtmAne oLakhIne tene namaskArarUp
mangalAcharaN karyun chhe. hun shuddha AtmAne namun chhun, eno artha e thayo ke hun rAgane nathI namato, rAg taraph nathI DhaLato,
rAgano Adar nathI karato; rAg karatAn karatAn tenA avalambane hit thashe em mAnato nathI. rAgathI pAr thaIne
antaramAn shuddha chidAnand AtmAmAn vaLun chhun, temAn DhaLun chhun, teno Adar karun chhun.–Anun nAm “नमः समयसाराय’ chhe.
ek vAr paN jeNe A rIte shuddha AtmAne namaskAr karyA tene bhavabhramaNano ant AvI gayo.
AtmAmAn sarvagnatA ane pUrNa AnandanI tAkAt svabhAvathI bharelI chhe (–lInDIpIparamAn tIkhAshavat)
temAnthI ja te pragaTe chhe. jenAmAn je svabhAv hoy temAnthI ja te pragaTe, jenAmAn je svabhAv na hoy temAnthI te kadI
Ave nahIn. jaDamAn kadI gnAn ke sukh chhe ja nahIn, to te jaDathI AtmAne gnAn ke sukh kem thAy? gnAn ane sukh
to AtmAno svata svabhAv chhe parantu pote potAnA svabhAvanI sangati chhoDIne jaDano sanyog karyo tethI tene
potAnA sukhano anubhav thato nathI; temAn jIvano potAno ja doSh chhe, karme kAI tene rokayA nathI. kemake–
करम बिचारे कौन....भूल मेरी अधिकाइ।
अग्नि सहे धनधात लोहकी संगति पाइ।।
ekalI agni upar koI ghaN nathI mAratun paN agnie pote loDhAno sansarga karyo tethI tenA upar
ghaNanA ghA paDe chhe. tem chaitanyajyot AtmA jo pote ekalo potAnA svabhAvamAn rahe to tene dukh hotun nathI,
paN potAnA svAbhAvik sukhanun vedan thAy chhe; parantu jyAre pote potAnA svabhAvano sang chhoDIne parano sansarga
karyo tyAre jIv pote potAnA agnAnabhAvathI dukhI thAy chhe, karma bichArun tene shun kare? paN jIvane potAnA
aparAdh karma upar DhoLI devAnI Tev paDI gaI chhe. are, kShaNik paryAyamAn pote svatantrapaNe doSh kare chhe tene paN
je nathI svIkArato, te jIv anantaguNathI svatantra evA shuddhachidAnandasvarUpane kyAthi svIkArashe?
shuddhachidAnandasvarUp AtmA vikArathI paN pAr svAnubhavagamya chhe.–Avo chaitanyamUrti bhagavAn AtmA tamArI
bhavadukhathI rakShA karo.–em AchAryadev AshIrvAdAtmak vachan kahIne apUrva mangalAcharaN kare chhe.
are jIv! tArA svabhAvamAn ja sukh chhe, e vAt lakShamAn laIne ek vAr tun tenA anubhavano prayatna to
kar.....sharIrAdinI mamatA chhoDIne AnandasAgaramAn ek vAr magna thA....to te AnandasAgaramAn magnatAthI tane
tArun chaitanyatej pragaT anubhavamAn Avashe. jem dhULamAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne svachchha sarovaramAn pravesh karatAn
shAntinun vedan thAy chhe, tem samasta bAhya padArthonI mamatA chhoDIne–(–temane potAthI atyant bhinna jANIne)
antarmukh thaIne AnandasAgaramAn magna thatAn je vastu anubhavamAn Ave chhe te ja AtmA chhe, te ja tArun
chaitanyasvarUp chhe. gnAnAnandasvarUpamAn ek vAr DUbakI mAr...to tane tAro AtmA anubhavagamya thashe. Avo
svAnubhavagamya AtmA te ja jagatanA jIvone sharaNarUp chhe, te ja mangaLarUp chhe, ne te ja bhavabhayathI rakShA karanAr
chhe, mATe evA AtmAnI pratIti ane anubhavano udyam karavo–e kartavya chhe.