ashADa 248p 13
(vI. san 2482, jeTh vad 9)
(samAdhishatak gA. 38)
rAgadveShathI vikShipta thatun man, gnAnanA ugra sanskArathI svatattvamAn sthir thAy chhe em kahyun, have kahe chhe ke
gnAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanAthI jeNe potAnA chittane svarUpamAn ekAgra karIne avikShipta karyun chhe tene mAn–
apamAnathI vikShep thato nathI; ane jenun chitta chaitanyabhAvanAmAn ekAgra thayun nathI tene ja mAn–apamAnathI
chittamAn vikShep–kShubdhatA thAy chhe–
अपमानादयस्तस्य विक्षेपो यस्य चेतसः।
नापमानादयस्तस्य न क्षेपो यस्य चेतसः।। ३८।।
chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn jenun chitta Tharyun nathI, tethI jenA chittamAn rAg–dveShano vikShep varte chhe tene ja mAn–
apamAn lAge chhe; parantu chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn jenun chitta Tharyun chhe eTale jenA chittamAn rAgadveShano vikShep vartato
nathI tene mAn–apamAn kAI nathI, arthAt mAn–apamAnamAn tene samabhAv varte chhe.
‘ANe mane bahumAn Apyun, ANe mArun apamAn karyun, ANe mAro tiraskAr karyon, ANe mArI nindA
karI’–AvI mAn–apamAnanI kalpanA jIvane tyAn sudhI ja satAve chhe ke jyAnsudhI tenun chitta rAg–dveShAdi
vibhAvothI kutsit varte chhe; rAgadveShAdi vibhAvomAn vartato jIv ja mAn–apamAnanI kalpanAthI dukhI thAy chhe.
parantu jenun chitta rAg–dveSh–moharUpI vibhAvothI dUr thaIne potAnA gnAnasvarUpamAn Tharyun chhe tene e prakAranI mAn–
apamAnanI kalpanAo satAvatI nathI. chaitanyanA AnandamAn lIn thatAn, koN mArI stuti kare chhe ke koN mArI
nindA kare chhe–eno vikalpa ja UThato nathI, sarvatra samabhAv ja varte chhe.–
“shatru–mitra pratye varte samadarshItA,
mAn–amAne varte te ja svabhAv jo;
jIvit ke maraNe nahi nyunAdhikatA,
bhAv–mokShe paN shuddha varte samabhAv jo”
juo, A santonI samAdhidashA!–paN AvI vItarAgI samAdhi kaI rIte thAy? ke gnAnasvabhAvanun bhAn
karIne temAn ekAgratAnA draDh sanskArathI AvI vItarAgI samAdhi thAy chhe.
mArA gnAnasvabhAv sivAy bIjun kAI mArun nathI, Indriyono mane AdhAr nathI, rAganun mane sharaN nathI,–
AvI bhAvanAvALA gnAnIne paradravyathI potAnun mAn–apamAn lAgatun nathI. mArI mahattA to mArA gnAn–
svabhAvathI ja chhe, mArA svabhAvanI mahattAne toDavA jagatamAn koI samartha nathI.
–Am potAnA svabhAvanI mahattA jene nathI bhAsatI ne parasanyogavaDe jeNe potAnI mahattA mAnI chhe
evA agnAnIne mAn–apamAn lAgyA vagar rahetun nathI. koI apamAn–kare nindA kare–dveSh kare tyAn jANe mAro
svabhAv ja haNAI gayo–em agnAnIne apamAn lAge chhe, ane bahAramAn jyAn anukULatA ne mAn maLe tyAn
jANe ke mAro svabhAv vadhI gayo–em mUDh jIv mAne chhe. AvI mAn–apamAnanI vRutti agnAnIne thAy chhe.
gnAnIne AvA prakAranI mAn–apamAnanI vRutti thatI nathI, kemake parasanyogavaDe potAnA AtmAnI mahattA ke
hInatA te mAnatA nathI. asthiratAne lIdhe jarAk mAn–apamAnanI vRutti thAy tyAn gnAnIne svabhAvanI bhAvanA
chhUTIne te vRutti thaI nathI. munivarone to dhyAnamAn mAn–apamAnanI vRutti ja nathI UThatI, eTalun vItarAgI
chAritra thaI gayun chhe. samakitI gRuhasthane eTalun vItarAgI chAritra thayun nathI paN parasanyoganI asar vinAnA
potAnA gnAnAnand svarUpanI draShTi thaI chhe, agnAnanA sanskAr chhUTI gayA chhe, gnAnasvabhAvanI ja mahattA karI chhe,
eTale te gnAnasvabhAvanI mahattA pAse bIjA padArthonI jarAy mahattA bhAsatI nathI, tethI bIjA padArthovaDe tene
potAnun mAn bhAsatun nathI; temaj nindA vagere pratikUL prasangathI tene potAnun apamAn bhAsatun nathI. koI nindA
kare ke koI prasanshA kare, te banne vakhate hun to tenAthI judo gnAnasvarUp chhun, nindAnA ke prashansAnA shabdo mArAmAn
AvatA nathI, nindA karanAr tenA potAnA dveSh bhAvane kare chhe, prashansA karanAr tenA potAnA rAgabhAvane kare chhe,
paN mArA gnAnasvabhAvamAn te kAI karatA nathI,–AvA bhAnamAn dharmIne mAn–apamAnanI buddhi chhUTI