Atmadharma magazine - Ank 194
(Year 17 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2486, A.D. 1960)
(English transliteration).

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sharaN!! A ghor dukhamAn koI sahAyak!! koI A vedanAthI chhoDAvanAr!! hAy! A asahya vedanAthI
koI bachAvanAr!! ’ tyAn samakitI bhAI kahe chhe ke are bandhu! koI sahAyak nathI, andaramAn bhagavAn
chaitanya ja AnandathI bharelo chhe, tenI bhAvanA ja A dukhathI bachAvanAr chhe, chaitanya bhAvanA vinA
bIjun koI dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI, bIjun koI sahAyak nathI. A deh ne A pratikUL sanyogo e
badhAyathI pAr chaitanyasvarUpI AtmA chhe.–AvA bheedagnAnanI bhAvanA sivAy jagatamAn bIjun koI
dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI, koI sharaN nathI. mATe bhAI! ek vAr sanyogane bhUlI jA...ne andar
chaitanyatattva AnandasvarUp chhe tenI sanmukh jo. te ek ja sharaN chhe. pUrve AtmAnI darakAr karI nahi ne
pAp karatAn pAchhun vALIne joyun nahi tethI A narakamAn avatAr thayo...haven to A ja sthitimAn hajAro
varShanun AyuShya pUrun karye ja chhUTako...sanyog nahi phare, tArun lakSha pheravI nAnkh...sanyogathI AtmA judo chhe
tenA par lakSha kar.
sanyogamAn tArun dukh nathI; tArA Anandane bhUlIne ten ja mohathI dukh Ubhun karyun chhe, mATe ek vAr
sanyogane ane AtmAne bhinna jANIne, sanyoganI bhAvanA chhoD ne chaitanyanI bhAvanA kar. hun to
gnAnamUrti–AnandamUrti chhun, A sanyog ane A dukh bannethI mAro AtmasvabhAv judo gnAn–AnandanI
mUrti chhe–AvA AtmAno nirNay karIne tenI bhAvanA karavI te ja dukhanA nAshano upAy chhe. chaitanyanI
bhAvanAmAn dukh kadI praveshI shakatun nathI. “ jyAn dukh kadI na praveshI shakatun tyAn nivAs ja rAkhIe...”
chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI bhAvanAmAn Anandanun vedan chhe, temAn dukhano pravesh nathI...evA chaitanyamAn ekAgra
thaIne nivAs karavo te ja dukhathI chhUTakArAno upAy chhe. kaShAyothI santapta AtmAne potAnA shuddhasvarUpanun
chintan ja tenAthI chhUTavAno upAy chhe. mATe ‘jinendrabuddhi’ shrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe chhe ke he antarAtmA!
rAgadveShAdi vibhAvonI utpatti aTakAvavA mATe svastha thaIne tArA shuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA kar...tenA
chintanathI tArA vibhAvo kShaNamAtramAn shAnt thaI jashe. agnAnI jIvone samyagdarshan pragaT karavA mATe paN
chaitanyanI bhAvanA karavI e ja upAy chhe.
jem dhom taDakAthI santapta prANIo vRukShanI shItaL chhAyAno Ashray le chhe, tem A sansAranA ghor
santApathI santapta jIvone chidAnandasvabhAvanI shItaL chhAyA ja sharaNarUp chhe, tenA Ashraye ja shAnti thAy chhe.
dharmI jANe chhe ke aho! mArA chaitanyavRukShanI chhAyA evI shAnt–shItaL chhe ke temAn mohasUryanAn santapta
kiraNo praveshI shakatA nathI. mATe mohajanit vibhAvonA AtApathI bachavA hun mArA shAnt–shItaL–upashAnt–
Anand jharatA chaitanyatattvanI chhAyAmAn ja jAun chhun–chaitanyasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA karun chhun.AA 39AA
rAg–dveShanA viShayarUp je sharIr teno prem chhoDIne, tenAthI bhinna evA gnAyakasharIrI AtmAmAn prem
joD, em have upadesh kare chhe–
यत्र काये मुनेः प्रेम ततः प्रच्याव्य देहिनम्।
बुद्ध्या तदुत्तमे काये योजयेत्प्रेम नश्यति।।४०।।
je sharIr, shiShya vageremAn munine jarAk prem hoy tenAthI bhedagnAnanI buddhi vaDe potAnA AtmAne
bhinna karIne, gnAnAnandasvarUp uttam kAryamAn eTale ke shuddha jIvAstikAyamAn potAnun chitta joDe; A rIte
shuddhAtmasvarUpamAn chitta joDatAn tenAthI bAhya evA sharIrAdi pratyeno sneh naShTa thaI jAy chhe. chaitanyanA
AnandamAn jenun chitta lAgyun tenun chitta jagatanA koI paN viShayomAn lAgatun nathI. chaitanyanA atIndriy
Anandaras pAse jagatanA badhAy ras tene nIras lAge chhe; chaitanyanA utsAh pAse dehAdinI kriyA taraphano
utsAh UDI jAy chhe. jyAn sudhI A jIvane potAnA nijAnandamay nirAkuL shAnt upavanamAn krIDA karavAno
avasar nathI maLato tyAnsudhI ja te maL–mUtra ane mAnsathI bharelA evA A apavitra sharIramAn ne
IndriyaviShayomAn Asakta rahe chhe;