Atmadharma magazine - Ank 194 (simplified iso15919 transliteration). Page: 15.

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sharaṇ!! ā ghor duḥkhamān koī sahāyak!! koī ā vedanāthī chhoḍāvanār!! hāy! ā asahya vedanāthī
koī bachāvanār!! ’ tyān samakitī bhāī kahe chhe ke are bandhu! koī sahāyak nathī, andaramān bhagavān
chaitanya ja ānandathī bharelo chhe, tenī bhāvanā ja ā duḥkhathī bachāvanār chhe, chaitanya bhāvanā vinā
bījun koī duḥkhathī bachāvanār nathī, bījun koī sahāyak nathī. ā deh ne ā pratikūḷ sanyogo e

badhāyathī pār chaitanyasvarūpī ātmā chhe.–āvā bheedagnānanī bhāvanā sivāy jagatamān bījun koī
duḥkhathī bachāvanār nathī, koī sharaṇ nathī. māṭe bhāī! ek vār sanyogane bhūlī jā...ne andar
chaitanyatattva ānandasvarūp chhe tenī sanmukh jo. te ek ja sharaṇ chhe. pūrve ātmānī darakār karī nahi ne
pāp karatān pāchhun vāḷīne joyun nahi tethī ā narakamān avatār thayo...haven to ā ja sthitimān hajāro
varṣhanun āyuṣhya pūrun karye ja chhūṭako...sanyog nahi phare, tārun lakṣha pheravī nāṅkh...sanyogathī ātmā judo chhe
tenā par lakṣha kar.

sanyogamān tārun duḥkh nathī; tārā ānandane bhūlīne ten ja mohathī duḥkh ūbhun karyun chhe, māṭe ek vār

sanyogane ane ātmāne bhinna jāṇīne, sanyoganī bhāvanā chhoḍ ne chaitanyanī bhāvanā kar. hun to
gnānamūrti–ānandamūrti chhun, ā sanyog ane ā duḥkh bannethī māro ātmasvabhāv judo gnān–ānandanī
mūrti chhe–āvā ātmāno nirṇay karīne tenī bhāvanā karavī te ja duḥkhanā nāshano upāy chhe. chaitanyanī
bhāvanāmān duḥkh kadī praveshī shakatun nathī. “ jyān duḥkh kadī na praveshī shakatun tyān nivās ja rākhīe...”
chaitanyasvarūp ātmānī bhāvanāmān ānandanun vedan chhe, temān duḥkhano pravesh nathī...evā chaitanyamān ekāgra

thaīne nivās karavo te ja duḥkhathī chhūṭakārāno upāy chhe. kaṣhāyothī santapta ātmāne potānā shuddhasvarūpanun
chintan ja tenāthī chhūṭavāno upāy chhe. māṭe ‘jinendrabuddhi’ shrī pūjyapādasvāmī kahe chhe ke he antarātmā!
rāgadveṣhādi vibhāvonī utpatti aṭakāvavā māṭe svastha thaīne tārā shuddha ātmānī bhāvanā kar...tenā
chintanathī tārā vibhāvo kṣhaṇamātramān shānt thaī jashe. agnānī jīvone samyagdarshan pragaṭ karavā māṭe paṇ
chaitanyanī bhāvanā karavī e ja upāy chhe.

jem dhom taḍakāthī santapta prāṇīo vr̥ukṣhanī shītaḷ chhāyāno āshray le chhe, tem ā sansāranā ghor

santāpathī santapta jīvone chidānandasvabhāvanī shītaḷ chhāyā ja sharaṇarūp chhe, tenā āshraye ja shānti thāy chhe.

dharmī jāṇe chhe ke aho! mārā chaitanyavr̥ukṣhanī chhāyā evī shānt–shītaḷ chhe ke temān mohasūryanān santapta

kiraṇo praveshī shakatā nathī. māṭe mohajanit vibhāvonā ātāpathī bachavā hun mārā shānt–shītaḷ–upashānt–
ānand jharatā chaitanyatattvanī chhāyāmān ja jāun chhun–chaitanyasvabhāvanī ja bhāvanā karun chhun.āā 39āā

rāg–dveṣhanā viṣhayarūp je sharīr teno prem chhoḍīne, tenāthī bhinna evā gnāyakasharīrī ātmāmān prem

joḍ, em have upadesh kare chhe–

यत्र काये मुनेः प्रेम ततः प्रच्याव्य देहिनम्।
बुद्ध्या तदुत्तमे काये योजयेत्प्रेम नश्यति।।४०।।

je sharīr, shiṣhya vageremān munine jarāk prem hoy tenāthī bhedagnānanī buddhi vaḍe potānā ātmāne

bhinna karīne, gnānānandasvarūp uttam kāryamān eṭale ke shuddha jīvāstikāyamān potānun chitta joḍe; ā rīte

shuddhātmasvarūpamān chitta joḍatān tenāthī bāhya evā sharīrādi pratyeno sneh naṣhṭa thaī jāy chhe. chaitanyanā
ānandamān jenun chitta lāgyun tenun chitta jagatanā koī paṇ viṣhayomān lāgatun nathī. chaitanyanā atīndriy
ānandaras pāse jagatanā badhāy ras tene nīras lāge chhe; chaitanyanā utsāh pāse dehādinī kriyā taraphano
utsāh ūḍī jāy chhe. jyān sudhī ā jīvane potānā nijānandamay nirākuḷ shānt upavanamān krīḍā karavāno
avasar nathī maḷato tyānsudhī ja te maḷ–mūtra ane mānsathī bharelā evā ā apavitra sharīramān ne
īndriyaviṣhayomān āsakta rahe chhe;

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