Atmadharma magazine - Ank 196
(Year 17 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2486, A.D. 1960)
(English transliteration).

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(vIr san. 2482 jeTh vad 14)
A AtmA dehathI bhinna atIndriy chaitanyamUrti chhe, te antarano viShay chhe, ne temAn ja sukh chhe.
jeNe AvA antaranA viShayane na jANyo tene bAhyaviShayomAn Atmabuddhi thaI; A deh te ja AtmA chhe,
IndriyanA viShayomAn sukh chhe–evI mithyAbuddhi thaI te jIv uttam sharIrane ane svarga vagere
viShayabhogone ja vAnchhe chhe. sIdhI rIte je viShayabhogonI IchchhA kare tene to pAp chhe, tene kAI uttam
svarga maLatun nathI. agnAnI dravyalingI thaIne vrat–tap kare chhe tene sIdhI rIte to viShayonI abhilAShA
nathI, paN tenA abhiprAyamAn chaitanya taraphano jhUkAv nathI ne rAg taraphano ja jhUkAv chhe, rAganI ja
bhAvanA chhe tethI te rAganA phaLarUp viShayonI bhAvanA paN tenA abhiprAyamAn paDI ja chhe. rAganI
bhAvanArUp mithyAtvamAn anantA viShayabhogonun mULiyun Ubhun chhe, mATe agnAnI je vratAdi seve chhe te
bhogahetu ja chhe–em kahyun chhe.
gnAnI to atIndriy chaitanyatattvanI ja bhAvanA kare chhe. shubh–ashubh hoy bhale paN tene tenI
bhAvanA nathI. ane jyAn rAganI bhAvanA nathI tyAn rAganA phaLarUp viShayonI bhAvanA kem hoy?
vItarAgI chaitanyane jANyA vagar rAganI bhAvanA TaLe nahi. ne jyAn rAganI bhAvanA TaLI nathI tyAn
rAganA phaLarUp viShayonI bhAvanA paN TaLI nathI.
mAro AtmA ja gnAn ne AnandasvarUp chhe, bAhya viShayo vagar ja mArA AtmAmAn Anand chhe–
em atIndriy AtmAno sparsha–ruchi–anubhav jene nathI te jIvane IndriyaviShayono ja sparsha–ruchi–
anubhav chhe. juo, A antaranA vedan uparathI gnAnI–agnAnInun mAp kADhyun chhe. jene atIndriy
Anandanun vedan nathI tene IndriyaviShayonun ja vedan chhe. jene atIndriy Anandanun vedan chhe tene ja
IndriyaviShayonI ruchi chhUTI chhe. ek taraph atIndriy AtmAno viShay, ne bIjI taraph Indriy viShayo,–te
bannenI ruchi ekasAthe na hoI shake. jene ekanI ruchi chhe tene bIjAnI ruchi nathI. rAganun phaL
atIndriy Anand nathI paN IndriyaviShayo ja chhe, tethI jene rAganI ruchi chhe tene IndriyaviShayonI ja
ruchi chhe, tene atIndriy AtmAnI ruchi nathI.
bhagavAne kahelAn vyavahAr vrat–tap pALato hovA chhatAn agnAnIne kem mukti thatI nathI?–teno
khulAso karatAn AchAryadev kahe chhe ke te agnAnI jIv rAganI ne rAganA phaLarUp bhoganI ja ruchithI
vratAdi kare chhe, tethI te mokShane pAmato nathI; tene rAgathI pAr ne IndriviShayothI pAr
chidAnandasvabhAvanI ruchi–pratIti–shraddhA nathI; tenA vedanamAn te rAgane ja vede chhe. rAgarahit
AtmasvabhAvane te vedato nathI, tethI tene karmakShay thato nathI.
gnAnI to chaitanya svabhAvanI bhAvanAthI rAgamAnthI chhUTavA mAnge chhe, ne dehAdi viShayothI paN
chhUTavA chAhe chhe. chaitanyanA Anandanun vedan jem jem vadhatun jAy chhe tem tem rAg ane viShayo chhUTatA
jAy chhe. jene rAgamAn ne dehamAn Atmabuddhi hoy tene rAg ke dehathI chhUTavAnI kharI bhAvanA kayAnthI
hoy? chaitanyanA atIndriyaAnandanI asti vinA IndriyaviShayonI nAsti kayAnthI thAy?
kaShAyanI mandatA karIne, shubharAgathI k kvrat–tap kare, te rAganI mIThAsathI mUDh agnAnIne em thaI
jAy chhe ke men ghaNun karyun...panchamahAvrat pALe tyAn agnAnIne em thaI jAy chhe ke men ghaNo mokShamArga sevyo...hun
dharmamAn ghaNo AgaL vadhI gayo. paN te kharekhar mokShamArgamAn Avyo ja nathI, sansAramArgamAn ja Ubho chhe.
ane koI gnAnI dharmAtmA gRuhasthapaNAmAn hoy, tene antaramAn viShayothI ne rAgathI pAr chaitanyatattvanA
Anandanun vedan thaI gayun chhe; tene vrat–tap na hovA chhatAn antaramAn apUrvadraShTinA baLe anant sansAr kApI
nAnkhyo chhe, ne mokShanA ArAdhak thaI gayA chhe. tyAn agnAnI tenI apUrva anrtadraShTinA achintya mahimAne to
oLakhato nathI ane mUDhatAthI mAne chhe ke Ane to kAI vrat–tap nathI ne ame to vrat–tap pALIe chhIe,
mATe ame to enAthI ghaNA AgaL vadhI gayA!–evA mUDhane ahIn