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pragaT anubhav ApaNo,
nirmaL karo saprem re chaitanya prabhu! prabhutA tamArI chaitanyadhAmamAn..
(pU. gurudevanA shrImukhe adhyAtmanI mastIpUrvak vairAgyabharelI halakathI gavAtun A pad
sAmbhaLatAn shrotAjano mugdhatAthI DolatA hatA.)
he jIvo! tamArA chaitanyamAn ja tamArI prabhutA chhe, tenI prIti karIne anubhav karavo te kartavya
chhe. rAg to tuchchha chhe. tamArI moTap, tamArI mahattA, tamArI prabhutA to chaitanyamAn ja chhe; sukh–shAnti–
Anand je kaho te badhun tamArA chaitanyamAn ja bharelun chhe. ahA! Avun chaitanyadhAm e ja kharun
vishrAmasthAn chhe. dehamAn ke rAgamAn kayAny visAmo nathI, temAn chaitanyanA koI guN nathI. mATe antarmukh
thaIne chaitanyadhAmamAn draShTi karo, tenI nirmaL prIti karo ne teno anubhav karo. tamArA chaitanyanI prabhutA
tamArA anubhavamAn lyo.
jene paisAnI ruchi hoy tenI draShTi kayAn hoy?–ke jyAnthI paisA maLatA hoy tyAn tenI draShTi ane
prIti hoy; tem jene dharmanI ruchi hoy tenI draShTi kayAn hoy? ke jyAnthI dharma maLato hoy tyAn; dharma maLavAnun
sthAn kayun? dharmanun dhAm AtmA chhe tenA upar dharmInI draShTi hoy chhe ne teno ja dharmIne prem hoy chhe; rAganA
vikalpano prem dharmIne hoto nathI. jene rAgano prem chhe tene dharmano prem nathI. rAgano prem kaho ke
vyavahAramUDhatA kaho. shuddhaAtmA te kAraNaparamAtmA chhe, tene kAraN samayasAr paN kahevAy; ane tenA
Ashraye mokShanA kAraNarUp je samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra pragaTe te ratnatrayapariNat AtmAne paN
kAraNasamayasAr kahevAy chhe. je jIv nishchayasvabhAvane jANato nathI ne vyavahAranA Ashraye mokShamArga mAne
chhe te jIv bhale dravyalingI digambar sAdhu thaIne panchamahAvratAdi pALato hoy topaN teNe hajI
kAraNasamayasArane jANyo nathI, tene mokShamArganI khabar nathI. ane jyAn kAraNasamayasAranI khabar nathI tyAn
kAryasamayasAranI prApti kayAnthI thAy? mokShamArganI ja jyAn khabar nathI tyAn mokShanI prApti kayAnthI thAy?
700 munionI rakShA thaI te hisAbe vAtsalyanA vikalpanI prashansA karI; paN te
viShNukumAramunine munidashAmAnthI UtarIne je rAg thayo te kAI prashansanIy nathI. viShNukumAr pote te
rAgane prashansanIy mAnatA na hatA, eTale to pAchhaLathI tenun prAyashchit karIne pharI muni thayA ne vikalpa
toDI, svarUpamAn TharI kevaLagnAn pAmI, siddha thayA. vAtsalyanA vikalpavaDe nahIn, parantu vikalpane chhedIne
svarUpamAn TharIne teo paramAtmA thayA. A ja mokShano upAy chhe, bIjo koI mokShano upAy nathI.
kAraNasamayasAr eTale shuddha samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUpe pariNamelo AtmA, tenA vagar
kAryasamayasAranI prApti thatI nathI. mokShanun kAraN trikALI chidAnandasvabhAvanA Ashraye ja pragaTe chhe,
tenA sivAy bIjA koI vikalpanA Ashraye ke dehanI kriyAnA Ashraye mokShanun kAraN pragaTatun nathI.
bhagavAne Avo (shuddhAtmAnA AshrayarUp) mokShamArga sAdhyo ne e ja mArga jagatane dekhADayo: he
jIvo! mokShano mArga A ja chhe, bIjo nathI. jem bhagavAnano AtmA ane A AtmA svabhAve sarakhA
chhe tem mokShano upAy paN bannene mATe sarakho ja chhe.
arUp evo AtamA tanamAn kare nivAs.
te ja shuddha paramAtamA, bIjo bhed na khAs.
A jaD dehanI madhyamAn arUpI chaitanyamUrti AtmA shuddha paramAtmA jevo birAjI rahyo chhe;
siddhaparamAtmAmAn ane A jIvamAn paramArthe kAI bhed nathI, khAs kAI bhed nathI. paryAyamAn je bhed chhe te
gauN chhe eTale ke khAs–mukhya nathI. bhAI! antaranA svabhAvathI jo tArAmAn ne siddhaparamAtmAmAn
jarAy pher nathI. siddha bhagavAn jevo ja AtmA A dehamAn vasI rahyo chhe, paN dehathI te tadna judo chhe.
jaD dehanA avayavo AtmAne nathI. hAth–pag–Ankh kAn vagere jaD sharIranA avayavo chhe, te kAI
AtmAnA avayavo nathI, ne AtmA te avayavothI kAI kAm leto nathI. AtmAnA avayavo to gnAn,
shraddhA, Anand vagere chhe, ne te avayavonon upabhog AtmA kare chhe. asankhya pradesho ne gnAnAdi anant
guNorUp je avayavo teno avayavI