mAgashar : ra487 : pa :
te jIv bahirAtmA thaI jAy chhe. mATe antarAtmAne sAvadhAn kare chhe ke he antarAtmA! dehathI bhinna
chaitanyatattvane jANIne ten je apUrva dashA pragaT karI chhe temAn bhedagnAnanI evI draDh bhAvanA rAkhaje ke pUrvanI
bhrAntinA sanskAr pharIne jAge nahIn.
athavA, A ‘samAdhi’ nA upadeshanun shAstra hovAthI samAdhinI apekShAe laIe to bhedagnAn pachhI
paN jeTalA rAg–dveSh thAy chhe teTalI asamAdhi chhe. bhedagnAnI–antarAtmA thayA pachhI paN A asamAdhi kem?
to kahe chhe ke rAgadveShanA anAdinA sanskAr hajI chAlyA Ave chhe tethI te rAgadveSh thAy chhe. strI–putra–bandhu
vagerenA viyogathI dharmIney shok thaI Ave, rUdan paN AvI jAy; tem ja bandhu–lakShmI–strI vagerenA
sanyogathI dharmIne paN harShapariNAm thaI Ave–kemake hajI vItarAgIsamAdhi thaI nathI tyAn, bhedagnAn hovA chhatAn
evA harSha–shokanA pariNAm varte chhe, eTale gnAnachetanA sAthe tene teTalI karmachetanA paN chhe. tene shraddhA–
gnAnamAn bhrAnti nathI parantu asthiratA apekShAe bhrAnti kahevAy. jene shraddhAgnAnamAn paN bhrAnti thaI jAy te to
bahirAtmA chhe. bhedagnAnanI bhUmikAmAn paN jeTalA rAg–dveSh thAy teTalI asamAdhi chhe, te rAg–dveSh TALIne
vItarAgapaNe svarUpamAn Thare tyAre ja pUrNa samAdhi ane shAnti thAy chhe. AvI samAdhi prApta karavA mATe
dharmIjIv kevA chintavan vaDe te rAg–dveSh TALIne madhyastha thAy chhe–te havenI gAthAmAn kahe chhe.
[vIr san. 248r aShAD sud choth : samAdhishatak gA. 46]
अचेतनमिदं द्रश्यमद्रश्यं चेतनं ततः ।
क्व रुष्यामि क्व तुष्यामि मध्यस्थोऽहं भवाम्यतः ।। ४६।।
A je sharIrAdi drashya padArtho chhe te to achetan chhe, tene to kAI khabar nathI ke koN amArA upar
rAg kare chhe ke koN dveSh kare chhe? ane rAg–dveShAdine jANanAr je chetanatattva chhe te to IndriyothI agrAhya–
adrashya chhe; to hun konA upar rAg–dveSh karun? mATe bAhya padArthothI udAsIn thaIne hun madhyastha thAun chhun.–Am
dharmI vichAre chhe, ne potAnI pariNatimAn samAdhi rAkhe chhe.
A sharIr rUpALun, ke A sharIr kALun–evI buddhithI rAg ke dveSh karun tyAn sharIr to bichArun kAI jANatun
nathI. A sharIr ja hun nathI, sharIr to achetan chhe. achetan upar rAgadveSh karavAthI shun? eTale sharIr ane
AtmAne bhinna bhinna dekhanAr gnAnIne rAg–dveShano abhiprAy raheto nathI sundar strIne dekhe tyAn ‘A strI
sundar chhe’ em mAnIne agnAnI rAg kare chhe. gnAnI to AtmA ane sharIrane bhinna bhinna dekhe chhe ke A je
rUpALun sharIr dekhAy chhe te to achetan paramANunun DhIngalun chhe, tene to khabar paN nathI ke koN tenA upar
prIti kare chhe! ane andar strInA sharIramAn je AtmA rahelo chhe te to mane AnkhathI dekhAto nathI, to dekhyA
vagar tenA upar rAg shun? mATe mArA rAg–dveShano koI viShay nathI; hun to gnAtA rahIne udAsIn–madhyastha
thAun chhun. par pratye madhyastha rahIne hun mArA svatattvane ja viShay karun chhun. AtmA ja mAro dhyey chhe...tene ja
gnAnano viShay banAvIne hun madhyastha thAun chhun. A madhyasthatA te ja samAdhi chhe. samakitIne ja AvI samAdhi
thAy chhe. jenA gnAnano viShay sva–tattva nathI tene parapratyenA rAg–dveShano mithyA abhiprAy varte chhe, eTale
tene asamAdhi ja thAy chhe.
dharmIne alpa rAgadveSh thAy chhatAn gnAnano viShay (gnAnanun dhyey) palaTI gayel chhe. gnAn–AnandarUp
AtmA ja mAro svaviShay chhe. jyAn rAg–dveSh thAy tyAn antaranA chaitanya viShayane vAramvAr sparshIne gnAnI
rAgadveShane TALe chhe. agnAnI bAhya viShayo pratye ja roSh–toSh kare chhe, tenun dhyey ja bahAramAn gayun chhe. gnAnIe
antaranA chaitanyasvabhAvane ja dhyey banAvyun chhe.
hun to gnAnamUrti gnAyak chhun...jagatanA padArtho sau saunA pariNaman pravAhamAn chAlyA jAy chhe...jem nadImAn
pANInun pUr Ave tyAn pANIno pravAh to chAlyo ja jAy chhe...koI agnAnI kAnThe Ubho Ubho em mAne ke
“A mArun pANI Avyun..ne chAlyun jAy chhe!! are! mArun pANI chAlyun jAy chhe!!” to te dukhI thAy. athavA
em mAne ke pANInA pravAhamAn hun taNAI jAun chhun–to te dukhI ja thAy. paN kAnThe Ubho Ubho madhyasthapaNe
joyA kare to tene kAI dukh na thAy. tem jagatanA padArthono pariNaman pravAh chAlyo jAy chhe; teno
madhyasthapaNe gnAtA