: 8 : Atmadharma : ra07
chhoDavA mAnge chhe te abhiprAy ja jUTho chhe, ne mithyA abhiprAy sahitano tyAg te to dveShathI bharelo chhe.
chaitanyagUphAmAn praveshIne shAntinA vedanamAn lIn thatAn bAhyapadArtho pratye rAg–dveSh–mohanI vRutti ja na
thAy tenun nAm tyAg chhe; ne jyAn rAg–dveSh–moh chhUTyA tyAn tenA nimitto (vastrAdi) paN saheje chhUTI jAy
chhe, tethI teno tyAg karyo em nimittathI kahevAy chhe. kharekhar bAhyapadArthone grahavA–chhoDavAnun gnAnI mAnatA
nathI, tene grahaN ne tyAg to antaramAn potAnA bhAvanun ja chhe. te antaramAn svabhAvane grahIne (shraddhA–gnAn–
anubhavamAn laIne) rAgAdine chhoDe chhe. jeNe rAgathI pAr chidAnand svabhAvane jANyo ja nathI te rAgAdine
chhoDashe kaI rIte? agnAnIne AtmAnun to bhAn nathI ne bAhyapadArthone ja dekhe chhe, eTale bAhya sanmukh ja
vartato thako rAg–dveShathI parapadArthone grahavA–chhoDavAnun te mAne chhe; te UndhI mAnyatAmAn to tene svabhAvano
tyAg thaI jAy chhe ne rAgAdi vibhAvanun grahaN thaI jAy chhe.–paranun grahaN tyAg to tene paN thatun nathI.
A gAthamAn traN vAt batAvI chhe.
(1) paramAtmAne kAI grahaN–tyAg karavAnun kahyun nathI.
(ra) antarAtmAne potAnA anrtabhAvomAn ja grahaN–tyAg chhe.
(3) bahirAtmA bahAramAn grahaN–tyAg karavAnun mAne chhe.
(1) paramAtmA to chidAnandatattvane samasta paradravyone parabhAvothI bhinna jANIne, chaitanyasvarUpamAn
ja sthir thaI gayA chhe, eTale temaNe grahavAyogya evA potAnA gnAn–Anandane grahI lIdhA chhe ne chhoDavAyogya
parabhAvone sarvathA chhoDI dIdhA chhe, tethI teo kRutakRutya chhe, have kAI grahavAnun ke chhoDavAnun temane bAkI rahyun
nathI. A rIte paramAtmA to grahaN–tyAgathI rahit chhe.
(ra) antarAtmAe potAnA chidAnand svarUpane samasta paradravyo ane parabhAvothI bhinna jANyun chhe;
paN hajI temAn pUrI lInatA thaI nathI ne rAgAdi sarvathA chhUTyA nathI, eTale te anrtaprayatnavaDe shuddha gnAn
Anandane grahavA mAnge chhe tathA rAgAdine chhoDavA mAnge chhe. bAhyapadArthothI to pote judo ja chhe–em jANyun chhe
eTale bahAramAn to kAI grahavA–chhoDavAnun te mAnatA ja nathI. antarmukh thaIne grahavAyogya evA shuddha
AtmAne grahaN karIne (–temAn ekAgra thaIne) rAgAdi parabhAvone tyAge chhe. A rIte antarAtmAne potAnA
bhAvamAn ja grahaN–tyAg chhe.
(3) bahirAtmA antaranA chaitanyatattvane jANato nathI ne bAhyapadArthone ja dekhe chhe, eTale
bAhyapadArthomAn ja te IShTa–anIShTapaNun mAnIne tene grahavA–chhoDavA mAnge chhe. te jene IShTa mAne chhe tenA upar
rAgano abhiprAy chhe, ane jene anIShTa mAne chhe tenA upar dveShano abhiprAy chhe. A rIte, vItarAgI
abhiprAyanA abhAvamAn tene parabhAvono tyAg to nathI, paN rAgadveShanA abhiprAyathI te bAhyapadArthonA
grahaN–tyAg karavAnun mAne chhe.–eTale kadAch bAhyamAn tyAgI digambar sAdhu thaIne vanamAn rahe topaN tene
asamAdhi ja chhe. chaitanyamAn antarmukh thaIne mithyAtvAdi parabhAvone chhoDyA vagar kadI samAdhi thAy ja nahi.
dharmAtmA kadAch gRuhasthapaNAmAn hoy topaN chaitanyamAn antarmukh thavAthI mithyAtvAdi parabhAvo jeTale anshe chhUTI
gayA chhe teTale anshe temane samAdhi ja varte chhe, khAtAn–pItAn, bolatAn–chAlatAn, jAgatAn–sUtAn, sarva prasange
teTalI vItarAgI samAdhi–shAnti tene vartyA ja kare chhe.
bahAranA grahaN–tyAg uparathI antaranA mAp thAy tem nathI. anrtadraShTine nahi jANanArA bAhyadraShTi–
mUDh loko bAhya tyAg dekhIne chhetarAy chhe, dharmAtmAnI anrtadashAne teo oLakhatA nathI. bAhyamAn kAI tyAg
na hoy, rAjapAT ne bhogopabhoganA sanyog vachche rahyA hoy chhatAn, dharmAtmA kShAyik samakitI hoy ne
ekabhavatArI hoy; ane mithyAdraShTijIv moTA rAjapAT ne hajAro rANIo chhoDIne, digambar tyAgI sAdhu
thaIne vanamAn raheto hoy...chhatAn anant sansArI hoy! bahArathI jonArA mUDh jIvo kaI Ankhe Anun mAp
kADhashe? kaI rIte tene oLakhashe? te to bAhyadraShTinI mUDhatAne lIdhe, bAhyatyAg dekhIne anantasansArIne paN
moTo dharmAtmA mAnI leshe, ne ekAvatArI dharmAtmAne te oLakhashe nahi. antarano abhiprAy oLakhyA vagar
dharmI–adharmInI sAchI oLakhAN thAy nahi. ।। 47।।