Atmadharma magazine - Ank 211
(Year 18 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2487, A.D. 1961)
(English transliteration).

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bhAvamAn kShaNik vibhAvano atyant abhAv chhe, em vibhAvanI atyant viparItatA ane dhruvasvabhAvanun
sAmarthya jANI antaramAn pUrNasvarUpanI ruchi karavI e dharmanun mUL chhe.
svabhAvanI aruchirUp krodhAdi rahit hun gnAtA ja chhun, gnAnamAn rAg nathI evun bhedagnAn jyAre jIv kare
chhe tyAre krodhAdi sAthenun ekapaNArUp agnAn tene maTe chhe. A rIte gnAnathI ja vItarAgI mArganI prApti ane
bandhano nirodh thAy chhe.
visheSh jignAsAthI shiShya pUchhe chhe ke gnAnamAtrathI ja bandhano nirodh kaI rIte thAy chhe? teno uttar kahe chhe :–
(gAthA 7r)
ashuchipaNun, viparItatA e AsravonA jANIne, vaLI jANIne, dukhakAraNo, ethI nivartan jIv kare.
apUrva ane yathArtha vAt samajavA mATe ekAgratAthI tenA bhAvane pakaDavo joIe. ahIn bhedagnAnanI
rIt batAve chhe. (gnAn svabhAvanI aruchi ane vikAramAn kartApaNAnI ruchi tene ahIn mukhyapaNe Asrav
kahel chhe.) Asravo ashuchi, viparIt, ane dukhanAn kAraN chhe; ane AtmA sadA pavitra, nirmaL ane sukhanun
kAraN chhe; em jANIne je jIv gnAnasvabhAvano Adar karanAro thAy chhe, (svasanmukh draShTi kare chhe,
gnAnasvabhAvanun anusaraN karanAro thAy chhe), te jIv AsravothI nivRutti kare chhe.
AtmA dhruvasvabhAvapaNe to sadAy gnAnAnand chaitanya jyot chhe, paN vartamAn vikAr upar draShTivaDe
svabhAvane bhUlIne hun paranI avasthA karI daun, hun tenI rachanAno kartA chhun, hun hAjar houn to tyAn kAm sarADe chaDI
jAy, bagaDelane sudhArI daun evI mAnyatA kare chhe te moTo bhram chhe. temAn gnAtAsvabhAvI chaitanyanI moTI hinsA
chhe, shubhAshubhabhAv mArun kartavya chhe, te mane hit kare chhe e mAnyatA mithyAruchivALI hovAthI svabhAvanI
hinsArUp chhe.
AtmagnAnI em jANe chhe ke rAgAdi doSh chhe te mArun kharun svarUp nathI hun to gnAtAsvarUp chhun. chothe
guNasthAnethI jIvane tenI shraddhA yathArtha hovA chhatAn bhUmikAnusAr dayA, dAn, pUjA, bhaktinA shubhabhAv hoy
chhe. be kaShAyanI chokaDInA abhAv pUrvak ja pAnchamun guNasthAn hoy chhe, tyAn tene yogya dayA, dAn, pUjA,
bhakti uparAnta aNuvratanA shubhabhAv hoy chhe. munidashAmAn traN kaShAyanA abhAv pUrvak mahAvratAdi 28
mULaguN hoy chhe te rAgabhAvone teo Asrav–(mel) mAne chhe. (jem jaLamAn sevAL chhe te mel chhe tem.)
parapadArtha AtmAne dukhadAtA nathI, paN bhUlarUp Asravo ja dukhadAtA chhe. je jIv potAnI prabhutAne
bhUlyo te jIv pAmaratAmAn aTakyo chhe. potAnI UndhAIthI ja puNya–pAp–vikAranI mamatAmAn aTakavun te rog
chhe. sharIrano rog te rog nathI. shubhAshubhabhAv beu vikAr chhe, tenAthI potAnun hovApaNun mAnavun, hit mAnavun,
temAn kartAkarmapaNun mAnavun te moTo rog chhe. kahyun chhe ke:–
“AtmabhrAnti sam rog nahi, sadguru vaidya sujAN;
guru AgnA sam pathya nahi auShadh vichAr dhyAn”
sAchA nimitto pratye to rAg karavA jevo chhe evI mAnyatA ke paravastu mArI ane hun eno–em
pRuthak chIjamAn ekatAbuddhi karavI e moTo bhram chhe. gnAtAsvabhAv akhanD Anandamay chhe tenAthI viparIt puNya
pAp–rAgAdi bhAv chhe. tenI ruchi te moTo rog chhe, trikALIgnAnasvabhAvanI adhikatAnA anubhavavaDe te rog
TaLe chhe. Avo upAy samaje to temAn svasanmukhatArUp vichAr ane dhyAn te upAdAn kAraN chhe ane guru
AgnA nimitta kAraN chhe. jyAn jIv nishchayathI jAgyo tyAn vyavahAr ane tenun gnAn hoy chhe. sanyog–nimitta
ane vyavahAr upar agnAnInI draShTi ane vajan chhe; tethI “pratham vyavahAr joIe, joIe” em mAnI