Atmadharma magazine - Ank 213a
(Year 18 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2487, A.D. 1961)
(English transliteration).

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aShAD : 2487 : 9 :
svarUpanI bhAvanA karavAyogya chhe,–ke jethI AtmA sadAy sthiratAne pAme.
nirjarA adhikAramAn A shlok mUkIne em kahyun ke AvA AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA te ja nirjarAno
upAy chhe.
shravaNamAn–vAnchanamAn–vichAramAn–bhAvanAmAn–shraddhAmAn–gnAnamAn sarvatra potAnA AtmasvarUpane ja
Adaravun. Am sarvaprakArathI AtmasvarUpanA anubhavano prayatna karatAn jarUr tenI prApti thAy chhe, ne
avidyAno nAsh thaI jAy chhe. ahIn to abhyAs, shravaN, tatparatA, ArAdhanA, vAnchavun, pUchhavun, dekhavun,
jANavun–ItyAdi ghaNA bol kahIne e batAvyun chhe ke kharA jignAsune AtmasvarUpanA anubhavanI jhankhanA ne
dhagash keTalI ugra hoy? bIje badheyathI pAchho vaLIvaLIne sarva prakArathI ek chaitanyanI ja bhAvanAno prayatna
kare chhe. jem ekanoek vahAlo putra khovAI gayo hoy tyAn mAtA tene kevA kevA prakAre shodhe!! ane koI
tene teno patto maLavAnI vAt sambhaLAve to kevA utsAhathI sAmbhaLe!! tem jignAsune AtmAnA svarUpanA
nirNay mATe evI lay lAgI chhe ke vAramvAr tenun ja shravaN, tenI ja pRuchchhA, tenI ja IchchhA, temAn ja tatparatA,
teno ja vichAr kare chhe, jagatanA viShayono ras tene chhUTato jAy chhe ne AtmAno ja ras vadhato jAy chhe.–
AvA draDh abhyAsathI ja AtmAnI prApti (anubhav) thAy chhe.
jignAsune AtmAnI kevI laganI hoy te batAvavA ahIn mAtA–putrano dAkhalo Apyo chhe; jem
koIno ekano ek vahAlo putra khovAI jAy to te kevI rIte tene DhUnDhe chhe! je maLe tene te vAt kahe, ne
jANakArone e ja pUchhe ke ‘kyAy mAro putra dekhyo?’ ek miniT paN teno putra tenA chittamAnthI khasato
nathI, dinarAt tenI prApti mATe tIvra utsukatAthI jhUre chhe...tem AtmasvarUpanI jene jignAsA jAgI chhe te
AtmArthI jIv satsamAgame tene DhUnDhe chhe, tenI ja vAt pUchhe chhe ke ‘prabho! AtmAno anubhav kem thAy?’
AtmasvarUpane prApta karavAnI bhAvanA dinarAt varte chhe, ek kShaN paN tene bhUlato nathI...ek AtmAnI ja
lay–laganI lAgI chhe. AvI laganIthI draDh prayatna karatAn jarUr AtmAno anubhav thAy chhe. mATe te ja karavA
jevun chhe–em AchAryadevano upadesh chhe.
(vIr san. 2482 aShAD sud dasam: mangaLavAr)
AtmA gnAnAnandasvarUp chhe evun jene bhAn thayun chhe tene vAramvAr te taraph ja valaN rahyA kre chhe. ane
jene AtmAnA anubhav mATe ruchi–dhagash jAgI chhe te paN vAramvAr teno ja prayatna karyA kare chhe. ‘ruchi
anuyAyI vIrya’ eTale ke jene AtmAnI ruchi jAgI hoy teno prayatna vAramvAr AtmA taraph vaL‌yA kare chhe.
dehamAn jene Atmabuddhi chhe te dehane sarakho rAkhavA rAtadin teno prayatna ne chintA karyA kare chhe, putrano
jene prem chhe te putranI pAchhaL dinarAt kevA jhUre chhe! khAvA–pIvAmAn kyAy chitta lAge nahi ne ‘mAro putra’
evI jhUraNA te nirantar karyA kare chhe! tem A chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI jene kharekharI prIti chhe te tenI prApti
mATe dinarAt jhUre chhe eTale ke temAn ja vAramvAr prayatna karyA kare chhe...viShayakaShAyo tene ruchatA nathI...ek
chaitanya sivAy bIje kyAy tene chen paDatun nathI. enI ja bhAvanA bhAve chhe...enI ja vAt gnAnIo pAse
pUchhe chhe... enA ja vichAr kare chhe. jem mAtAnA viyoge nAnun bALak jhUre chhe ne tene kyAy chen paDatun nathI,
koI pUchhe chhe ke tArun nAm shun?–to kahe chhe ke “mArI bA!!! ’ khAvAnun Ape to kahe ke ‘mArI bA!!’ em
ek ja jhUraNA chAle chhe...mAtA vagar tene kyAy jamp vaLato nathI. kemake tenI ruchi mAtAnI godamAn ja
poShANI chhe; tem jignAsu AtmArthI jIvanI ruchi ek AtmAmAn ja poShANI