lamban chhe, ne tenA vaDe ja eTale ke bhAvashrutane antarmukh karIne ja AtmAnA svabhAvano nirNay thAy
chhe. AtmA kevo? ke gnAnasvabhAvarUp; gnAnasvarUp AtmAno nirNay shrutagnAnane antarmukh karIne thAy
chhe. anubhav karanAr jIv pahelAn AvA AtmAno nirNay kare chhe. te nirNay sva taraph DhaLato chhe; te
nirNayamAn vikalpanun avalamban nathI, svabhAv taraph DhaLatA gnAnanA baLe te nirNay thAy chhe. Avo
nirNay te darshanamohane atyant mand karI nAnkhe chhe. mArA anubhav mATe mane gnAnanun ja avalamban chhe,
vikalpanun avalamban nathI–Avo draDh nirNay karyA pachhI nirNayanA jore mati–shrutagnAnane svasanmukh
karatAn bhagavAn AtmAnI pragaT prasiddhi thAy chhe. svasanmukh thayelA mati–shrutagnAn Indriyo ke manadvArA
pravartatA nathI. temane Indriyonun ke mananun avalamban chhUTIne AtmAnun ja avalamban rahyun chhe, tethI te
atIndriy thayA chhe. AvA mati–shrut vaDe AnandanA anubhav sahit AtmAnI prasiddhi eTale ke
anubhav thAy chhe.–A anubhavanI rIt chhe. vikalpanA vedanamAn AtmatattvanI prasiddhi thatI nathI, temAn
to rAg ane AkuLatAnI ja prasiddhi thAy chhe. shrutagnAnanA vikalpo paN AkuLatA upajAvanArA chhe. te
shrutagnAnane maryAdAmAn lAvIne eTale ke antarmukh karIne Atmasanmukh karatAn tatkAL bhagavAn AtmA
nij–AnandarasathI pragaT thAy chhe. Atmasanmukh thavun te shrutagnAnanI maryAdA chhe. vikalpamAn aTakavun te
shrutagnAnanI maryAdA nathI. are, parasanmukh shrutanA vikalpothI to AkuLatA utpanna thAy chhe, to te shAnt
anAkuL chaitanyarasanA vedananun sAdhan kem thAy? are prabhu! bAhya padArthone prasiddha karanArun parasanmukh
gnAn to AsravabhAvasahit chhe to te svAnubhavarUp samvaranun kAraN kem thAy? gnAnane antarmukh karatAn ja
samasta vikalpo chhUTI jAy chhe, vikalpane sAthe laIne chaitanyamAn praveshAtun nathI paN tene bahAr rAkhIne
(–vikalparahit thaIne) ja chaitanyamAn pravesh thAy chhe.–A ek ja paramArtha upAy chhe. viruddha vikalpo
(kudevAdinI mAnyatAnI buddhi) to dUr raho, paN sAchA dev–guru ane temaNe kahelAn yathArtha tattvonA
vikalpo te paN svAnubhavamAn praveshavAnun sAdhan nathI. paN jyAre atyant vikalparahit thaIne gnAnane
svasanmukh kare tyAre tatkAL nijarasathI svAnubhavanA Anandasahit AtmA pragaT thAy chhe. AvA
svAnubhav vaDe ja AtmA samyak svarUpe dekhAy chhe. tethI te ja samyagdarshan chhe, ne te ja samyaggnAn chhe;
tene ja ‘samayasAr’ kahevAy chhe.
svasanmukh thaIne ekAkAr thayA tyAn chaitanyagoLo samasta vikalpothI chhUTI jANe ke vishvanI upar tarato hoy!
evo anubhav thAy chhe. te nijarasathI–shAnt chaitanyarasathI bharapUr chhe; temAn param shAntirUp nirAkuLatA chhe;
kevaL ekalo chaitanyaghan AtmA vishvathI judo anubhavamAn Ave chhe. A rIte akhanD pratibhA samay, anant,
vignAnaghan, param AtmasvarUpane jyAre A AtmA svasamvedanathI anubhave chhe tyAre–te vakhate ja AtmA
samyakpaNe dekhAy chhe, ne jaNAy chhe, tethI te ja samyagdarshan ane samyaggnAn chhe. AvA anubhav pahelAnI
shraddhAne samyagdarshan kahetA nathI, ne AvA anubhav pahelAnnA gnAnane samyaggnAn kahetA nathI. svAnubhav
pahelAn je shraddhA–gnAn hatAn te yathArtha na hatA. te hajI vikalpamAn kyAy aTakatA hatA, temAn AtmAnI prasiddhi
na hatI. ane A to nirvikalpa anubhavathI, gnAnanA ja anubhav vaDe samyakshraddhA ane samyaggnAn thayA chhe,
temAn bhagavAn AtmAnI prasiddhi thaI chhe.