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svabhAv sAthe bhaLIne ekaras thaI gayo.–AvA ekarasapaNe chaitanyanA shAntarasano nirvikalpa anubhav thayo,
temAn badhuy samAI jAy chhe; Akhoy AtmA ane AtmAnA badhAy dharmo temAn samAI gayA.
dharmAtmAne chaitanyanA rasanun ja rasikapaNun thayun chhe, e sivAy jagatanA koI padArthano tene ras nathI,
prIti nathI; vikalpano paN tene ras nathI. nirvikalpa upayog vaDe param vItarAgI vignAnaras svAdamAn
Avyo teno ja dharmIne ras lAgyo chhe...tethI kahyun chhe ke:–
anubhav chintAmaNi ratan anubhav hai rasakUp
anubhav mArag mokShako anubhav mokShasvarUp.
upayog antarmukh thaIne jyAn chaitanyanA pUramAn bhaLyo tyAn gnAnano pravAh gnAnamAn ja vaLyo....e
pravAh vegapUrvak vadhIne kevaLagnAn thAy chhe. e pravAhamAn anant guNonA nirmaL pariNamanano sAth chhe. gnAn
ja antarmukhapaNe gnAnane vadhAratun jAy chhe, bahAramAn koInun avalamban nathI. pote potAnA svAlambanathI ja
potAmAn lIn thatun jAy chhe. AvI anubhavI dharmAtmAnI dashA chhe: te vikalpanA akartApaNe shobhe chhe ne abandh
ja rahe chhe.
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je jANe chhe te jANe ja chhe :
je kare chhe te kare ja chhe.
je vikalpano kartA thAy chhe te kevaL vikalpane kare ja chhe; te kartA thaIne vikalpane ja rache chhe paN
mokShamArgane jarA paN rachato nathI; are, vikalpanA kAryathI judA gnAnane jANato paN nathI. ane je gnAnI
bhedagnAnavaDe gnAn ane rAgane bhinna bhinna jANe chhe te kevaL jANe ja chhe, te vikalpane jarApaN karato nathI.
samyagdraShTine jeTale anshe samyagdarshanAdi chhe teTalA anshe abandhapaNun chhe, ne jeTalA anshe rAgAdi chhe teTalA anshe
bandhan chhe–em kahyun, paN teno artha em nathI ke samyagdraShTine te rAgAdinun kartRutva chhe. dharmI to jANanAr ja
rahe chhe. gnAnabhAvano ja kartA thaIne pariNamato thako vikalpanA ansh mAtrane gnAn sAthe ekamek karato nathI;
gnAnI gnAnapaNe ja rahe chhe, vikalpano kartA thato nathI. vikalpane ja kArya mAnIne tenA kartRutvamAn je aTakyo te
kadI AtmAne jANato nathI. ane je AtmAne gnAnasvabhAvI jANe chhe te kadI vikalpane karato nathI. vikalpa
thAy te gnAnathI bahArane bahAr rahe chhe. “gnAnIne rAg chhe” em kahevun te upachAr chhe, gnAnIne to gnAn ja chhe,
ne rAg to tene gneyapaNe ja chhe, gnAnanA kAryapaNe nathI.
aho, gnAnanI andar vikalpanI kriyA jarApaN bhAsatI nathI. ane vikalpanI andar jANavArUp kriyA
jarApaN bhAsatI nathI. gnAn ane vikalpa bannenI jAt ja judI; gnAnamAn vikalpa nathI ne vikalpamAn gnAn
nathI. gnAnanI atIndriy AnandathI bharelI anubhUti thaI tyAn vikalpanun kartRutva svapney na rahyun. shAntarasanA
svAd pAse vikalpanI AkuLatAnA svAdane potAno kem jANe? ane je vikalpanA svAdamAn aTakyo te
chaitanyanA shAntarasane kyAthi anubhave?
A rIte gnAnI ane agnAnInI pariNatinI dishA ja judI chhe. gnAnI to gnAtA ja chhe ne vikalpano
kartA nathI; ane agnAnI vikalpane ja kare chhe paN gnAnanA nirvikalpasvAdane anubhavato nathI.
gnAnI ane agnAnInA bhinna bhinna kAryanI oLakhAN dvArA AchAryadeve svabhAv ane vibhAvanun
bhed–