Atmadharma magazine - Ank 219
(Year 19 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2488, A.D. 1962)
(English transliteration).

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te gnAnamay pariNAm chhe, tenI utpatti gnAnIne bhedagnAnapUrvak thAy chhe; paN agnAnIne rAganun kartRutva chhe, te
rAgamAnthI samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritranI utpatti thatI nathI. kartA ane karma ek jAtanA abhinna hoy, athavA
kAraN ane kArya ek jAtanA abhinna hoy; agnAn kAraN ane gnAn tenun kArya, athavA agnAnI kartA ne
gnAn tenun karma em banatun nathI. tathA gnAnI kartA ane rAg tenun karma ke gnAn kAraN ane rAg tenun kArya–
em paN banatun nathI.
ahA, gnAnI ane agnAnInI jAt ja judI; bannenA kAryanI jAt ja judI. agnAnIpaNun te paryAy chhe;
te kevun chhe? ke agnAnamay chhe; agnAnI pote agnAnamay chhe, tethI tenA badhAy bhAvo agnAnajAtane chhoDatA
nathI, agnAnamay ja hoy chhe, ane gnAnI pote to gnAnamay chhe, tenA gnAnamayabhAvamAnthI sarva bhAvo gnAnamay
thAy chhe, tenA koI bhAvo gnAnajAtane chhoDatA nathI.
gnAnI ashubh vakhatey gnAnamay bhAve pariName chhe.
agnAnI shubh vakhatey agnAnamayabhAve pariName chhe.
aho, A taphAvat kaI draShTithI oLakhashe! agnAnIne strI AdinA avalambanavALo ashubhabhAv
palaTIne, dev–gurunA avalambanavALA shubhabhAv thAy tyAn te jANe ke mArA bhAvanI jAt palaTI gaI, A
shubh mane dharmamAn sahAyak thashe,–paN ahIn kahe chhe ke bhAI, tArA badhAy bhAvo agnAnamay ja chhe, tArA
bhAvanI jAt palaTI nathI. bhedagnAn vagar pariNAmanI jAt palaTe nahi. rAganA avalambane abandhapariNAm
kadI na thAy; agnAnIne rAganA avalambanano abhiprAy hovAthI tenA badhAy pariNAm bandharUp ja chhe, tene
gnAnamay–abandhapariNAm thatA nathI.
jenA abhiprAyamAn ja em chhe ke, hun–gnAnasvarUp AtmA to kartA, ne rAg mArun kArya, tenA
abhiprAyamAn ja gnAn ane rAganI ekatvabuddhi paDI chhe; evA agnAnamay abhiprAyapUrvak je kAI pariNAm
thAy te agnAnamay ja hoy, paN gnAnamay na hoy, eTale ke bandhabhAv ja hoy, abandhabhAv jarA paN na hoy.
ane tethI UlaTun, jene gnAn ane rAganun bhedagnAn varte chhe, rAganA anshamAn paN svabhAvabuddhi vartatI
nathI ne gnAnasvabhAvamAn ja ekatAbuddhi varte chhe evA gnAnInA je koI pariNAm hoy te badhAy gnAnamay ja
hoy, agnAnamay na hoy. bandhabhAvamAn gnAnIne kadI ekatA thAy nahi. rAgapariNAmane gnAnI kharekhar
nijabhAv (–svabhAvarUp bhAv) mAnatA ja nathI, tene potAnA svabhAvathI bhinna ja jANe chhe. mATe rAg te
kharekhar gnAnInun kArya chhe ja nahi, paN te rAg vakhate rAgathI judun rahIne tene jANanArun je gnAn, te ja
gnAnInun kArya chhe, te gnAnapariNAm abandh chhe, ne te gnAnapariNAmamAn tanmayapaNe ja gnAnI Upaje chhe.
shuklaleshyAnA shubh pariNAm hoy to paN gnAnI te pariNAmanA kartApaNe UpajatA nathI; te shubh
pariNAm gnAnanI jAt nathI. agnAnIne shuklaleshyAnA pariNAm hoy te vakhate paN te agnAnamay bhAvane ja
kare chhe, kem ke shuklaleshyAnA je bandhapariNAm temAn ja te gnAnane ekamek mAne chhe, paN te bandhapariNAmathI
rahit gnAnane jANato nathI. ane gnAnI to ArtadhyAnanA pariNAm vakhatey abandhagnAnabhAve ja pariName chhe,
ArtadhyAnamAn te tanmay nathI pariNamatA paN gnAnabhAvamAn ja te tanmay pariName chhe; mATe tenA bhAvo
gnAnamay ja chhe. antarmukhanA abandhapariNAmane bahirmukh–bandhapariNAm sAthe te bheLavatA nathI.
prashna:– gnAnIne ek samayamAn thoDok Anand ane thoDunk dukh banne dhArA sAthe chhe ne?
uttar:– kharekhar to je AnandarUp gnAnabhAv chhe tenun ja gnAnIne kartRutva chhe; je dukh ke vikAr chhe te to
gnAnathI bhinna pariNAm chhe, tenun kartRutva gnAnIne nathI. mATe gnAnIne to gnAnamay pariNAm ja chhe.
aho, juo to kharA A gnAnInA antaranA khel! gnAnInA pariNAm gnAnamay ja chhe. jem bhagavAn
sarvagnadev jagatanA rAgAdi pariNAmonA gnAtA ja chhe tem sAdhakadharmAtmA paN rAgAdi pariNAmonA gnAtA ja
chhe, bannenA gnAtApaNAmAn kAI pher nathI. vAh sAdhak thayo tyAn sarvagnanI hAramAn beTho. antarachakShunI najare
jue to ja gnAnI oLakhAy tevA chhe.