Atmadharma magazine - Ank 220 (English transliteration). Page: 17.

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shun karIe? svatantra chhe jIv! anAdikALano chhe, tIrthankaranA samavasaraNamAny anantavAr jaI Avyo

chhe; shun kAI bAkI rAkhyun chhe? bApu! tArI lIlA judI chhe. kramabaddha samajatAn to gaLIne ogaLI gayo andar!
AhA! konun karun? kyAn karun? koN kare? hun gnAn chhun, Anand chhun. gnAtAnA svabhAvamAn Avyo tyAn vikAro mand
paDI gayA; anantAnubandhI kaShAyo gaLI gayA; anantI paranI kartAbuddhi hatI te TaLI gaI. Anun nAm
kramabaddhano nirNay, ane akartApaNAnA gnAnanun tanmayapaNun chhe. enA vinA kramabaddhanun nAm lIdhA kare ne
pApabhAvamAn vartyA kare e to moTo svachchhand chhe.

tame nishchayanI vAt karo chho paN vyavahArano lop thaI jashe, are! vyavahAr lUnTAI jashe!–em ek

jaN kaheto hato. shun thAy, bApu! satya to Avun chhe. Avun satya jene samajAy tenI dashAmAn komaLatA, karuNA,
namratA, vinayatA, bhakti e bhAv khase nahi. shun thAy? ek vAt kahevA jAy tyAn bIjI chhoDI de, ne A
kahevA jAy tyAn pahelI khove. nishchay kahevA jAy tyAn vyavahAranI maryAdA shun chhe te vAt bhUlI jAy, ne jyAn
vyavahAr kahevA jAy tyAn vyavahArathI lAbh thAy em mAnI bese. tIrthankaronA kALamAn tIrthankarothI paN
samajyo nathI evo bhaDano dIkaro chhe, to atyAranA kALanI shI vAt? ghaNI pAtratA ane ghaNI naramAsh
hoy ene A vAt kAne paDyA pachhI antarmukh thaIne ruchi thAy, ane pariNaman to koI anant puruShArthe
hoy chhe.... anant puruShArthe hoy chhe....anantAnubandhIno nAsh anant puruShArthathI thAy chhe...anant sansAranI kaT
thaI gaI, anant svabhAvanI sAmagrIno dariyo bhAL‌yo–mAnyo–jANyo tyAn sansAr chhUTI gayo.

kramabaddhamAn ke nishchayamAn je vastunI sthiti hoy te kahevAmAn Ave, te na samaje ne ADunavaLun karIne

svachchhandI thAy,–to shun upadeshane kAraNe te thAy chhe?–nA; ane je samaje chhe te paN shun upadeshane kAraNe samaje
chhe.–em chhe? nA; ToDaramallajIe kahyun chhe ke nishchayano upadesh sAmbhaLIne vyavahAramAn svachchhandI thasho to temAn
upadeshano vAnk nathI, vaktAno vAnk nathI. nishchayanI vAt sAmbhaLIne vyavahArano rAg kyAn kevo hoy te bhUlI
jAy, svachchhande pravarte ane kahe ke eto e kALe evo rAg AvavAno hato! paN are bApu! eno nirNay
kare enI dashA to kevI hoy? are bhAI, tun shun laIne beTho A! are prabhu! em nathI kahetA; sAmbhaL to
kharo bhAI!

shun thAy? koI koIthI samaje tevo chhe? bhaDano dIkaro chhe. enI ashuddhatA bhI baDI, ne shuddhatA bhI

baDI. ashuddhatAnI UndhAI eTalI ke anant tIrthankaro bhegA thAy to ya samaje tevo nathI. ane shuddhatAnun
sAmarthya pragaTyun temAn evun sAmarthya chhe ke anantA virodhIo UbhA thAy–sAtamI narakamAn keTalA virodhI chhe?
mAraphAD kare. sharIranA kaTakA kare, bhalene lAkh pratikULatA hoy, virodh chhe kyAn amArAmAn? anantA virodhI
hoy topaN AtmAnun bhAn bhUlato nathI ane samavasaraNanI anantI anukUL sAmagrI maLI chhatAn UndhAImAn
ashuddhatA bhUlato nathI. shun thAy? enI chIj avaLI ke savaLI ene kAraNe ja UbhI thAy chhe. kAI bIjAne
kAraNe thatI nathI.

AchAryadev to kahe chhe ke, bIjA vikalpothI have bas thAo. ame kahIe chhIe, vastusthiti A chhe ke

pUrNa gnAnaghanarUp AtmAno anubhav karavo.–A mUL mArga chhe. jene parameshvar thavun hoy, potAnA antaramAn
parameshvarane jovA hoy tenI vAt chhe. AtmAne parameshvararUpe jue to paryAyamAn parameshvaratA thAy. mATe pUrNa
gnAnasvarUp AtmAno anubhav karavo, enun vedan–shraddhA–gnAn–ramaNatAthI karavun te ek ja mokShamArga chhe; A
uparAnt kharekhar bIjun kaIpaN sArabhUt nathI, kAI ja sArabhUt nathI.

amArAthI ATalA mANaso samajyA em mAne, paN bhAI! bIjA samaje ke na samaje te to tenI

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