Atmadharma magazine - Ank 222
(Year 19 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2488, A.D. 1962)
(English transliteration).

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karIne tame mudit thAo.....rAgathI atyant bhinna chaitanyanA anubhavavaDe Anandit thAo.
jIve jyAn bhedagnAn karyun tyAn tene ‘santa’ kahyo: he santo! AvA bhedagnAnavaDe have tame mudit thAo,
prasanna thAo, Anandit thAo. chaitanyanA anubhavamAn santone (avirat samyagdraShTi paN santa chhe tene
paN) atIndriy Anandano anubhav thayo chhe. Avun bhedagnAn ane AvI anubhUti te apUrva mangaL chhe.
jene AvI dashA pragaTI chhe te santo paN mangaLarUp chhe, ne anya jIvone paN te mangaLanun kAraN chhe.
bhedagnAnI nishank jANe chhe ke hun gnAn ja chhun. game tevA prachanD karmodayano ghero Ave to paN hun mArA
gnAnamayapaNAne kadI chhoDato nathI, mAro gnAnabhAv kadI rAg sAthe tanmay thato nathI, gnAn kadI agnAnarUp
thatun nathI. shatrunjay upar pAnDavo jevA dharmAtmA jyAre dhyAnamAn chhe tyAre duryodhanano bhANej vairabuddhithI
temane dhagadhagatA angArA jharatA lohAbhUShaNo paherAve chhe, sharIr saLagI UThe chhe,–evA vakhate paN pAnche
pAnDavone antaramAn bhAn chhe ame to gnAn chhIe, sharIr saLage topaN amArun gnAn gnAnatvane chhoDatun
nathI.–AvA bhAn uparAnt chaitanyadhyAnamAn lInatAnI shreNI vaDe traN pAnDavo to tyAn ja ghAti karmone
bhasma karIne kevaLagnAn pragaT karIne mokSha pAme chhe. bahAranA agni vaDe nokarma–sharIr saLage chhe te ja
vakhate antaramAn shukladhyAnarUpI agnivaDe karmonI bhasma thAy chhe. game tevA upasargamAn ke pariShahamAn
gnAnIne (gRuhasthI–samyagdraShTine paN) potAnA gnAnasvabhAvanI pratIt chhuTatI nathI. hajAr kAraNo bhegA
thavA chhatAn gnAnanI gnAnasvabhAvathI chhoDAvavA ashakta chhe. jem game tevA agnimAn tapta thavA chhatAn sonun
to sonun ja rahe chhe. te potAnA suvarNapaNAne chhoDatun nathI. tem gnAnI game tevI pratikULatA ke
anukULatAnA gherA vachche paN potAnA gnAnapaNAne chhoDatA nathI, te gnAnamay ja rahe chhe. hajAr kAraNo ke
duniyAnA anant kAraNo bhegA thAy, anantI pratikULatA thAy, vIjaLI paDe ke vajra paDe topaN gnAnIne
potAnA gnAnasvabhAvamAn kadI sandeh paDato nathI, ‘mArun gnAn rAg sAthe bhaLI gayun’–evo sandeh tene
paDato nathI, te gnAnamayasvabhAvapaNe ja pariName chhe; bhedagnAnajyoti jAgI te have gnAnane ane rAgane
ek thavA detI nathI; gnAnIne gnAnamay pariNamanathI chhoDAvavA koI samartha nathI.
bAhyI, sItAjI, rAjImatI, chandanA, anjanA, ‘vagere’ anek dharmAtmA satIo upar game tevAn
prasang AvavA chhatAn teo potAnA gnAnasvabhAvamAn nishankapaNe gnAnapaNe ja vartatA hatA; achintya
gnAnadhArAno pravAh temane vaheto hato. gnAnI samakitIne pratikULatAnA ganj Ave topaN tenun gnAn
rAgathI bhinnapaNe potAnA gnAnasvabhAvamAn ja ekatApaNe varte chhe, kShaNe kShaNe tene shuddhatA vadhatI jAy chhe;
enun nAm pariShah ane upasarga sahyA kahevAy, ne ene nirjarA thAy.
koI kahe ke keTalun sahan karavun?–to.....kahe chhe ke are bhAI! gnAnasvabhAvamAn AkhA jagatathI
judApaNe TakI rahevAnI tAkAt chhe, gnAn udAr chhe, dhIr chhe; ghaNA pratikUL sanyog bhegA thAy tethI gnAnane
bagADI dye ke gnAnane agnAn karI nAnkhe–e vAt ashaky chhe. gnAnI gnAnabhAvamAn pariNamyo ne gnAnadhArA
UpaDI te gnAnanI achchhinnadhArAne toDavAnI koInI tAkAt nathI. gnAnadhArAnI sahanashIlatAne koI had
ke maryAdA nathI; ‘ATalI pratikULatA hoI tyAn mArun gnAn TakI shake paN tethI vadhAre pratikULatAmAn mArun
gnAn na Take’–em gnAnIne kadI thatun nathI. gnAnanI tAkAt amaryAd chhe, tenI sahanashIlatA paN amaryAd
chhe, tethI gnAn dhIr chhe, udAr chhe.
AvI gnAnadashA pragaT karavA mATe antaramAn ghaNI pAtratA ne ghaNo prayatna joIe. ahA, keTalI
taiyArI! keTalI dhagash! keTalI jAgRuti! bhedagnAnavaDe jAgyo tyAn bandhabhAv bhAgyo, ne gnAn
rAgAdibhAvothI judun paDIne svabhAv sAthe abhedapaNe pariNamavA lAgyun; te gnAnInI dhArAne toDavAnI
koInI tAkAt nathI. are, narakamAn to keTalI pratikULatA chhe chhatAn tyAn paN shreNik jevA asankhyAtA
dharmAtmAjIvo chhe te badhAy gnAnapaNe ja rahe chhe, rAgathI