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rajakaN ke riddhi vaimAnik devanI,
sarve mAnyA pudgal ek svabhAv jo.
AtmAnA paramAtmasvabhAvanI bhAvanA
karatA karatA bhagavAn rAg dashAne ullanghI gayA.
shubharAganA kaIyAne chhoDIne bhagavAn apramatta
AtmadhyAnamAn lIn thaIne chaitanyanA atIndriy
AnandamAn mashagul thayA. tyAre ek sAthe sAtamun
guNasthAn temaj chothun gnAn temane pragaTyun.
23. akaShAyI chidAnand svarUpane sAdhatA
sAdhatA bhagavAn evI bhAvanArUpe pariNamI thayA
chhe ke–
krodh pratye to varte krodh svabhAvatA,
mAn pratye to dInapaNAnun mAn jo.
mAyA pratye mAyA sAkShIbhAvanI,
lobh pratye nahIn lobh samAn jo.
krodh–mAn–mAyA–lobhathI pAr chidAnand
tattvanA shAntarasanAn vedanamAn bhagavAn mashagul
thayA. –enun nAm munidashA.
24. munidashAmAn jhulatA bhagavAn
jagatathI udAsIn thayA chhe, krodhAdi te amArA
svabhAvamAn nathI; ame to kShamAnA ne shAntarasanA
bhanDAr chhIe. upasargan ane pariShahone sAkShIbhAve
sahan karavA ame taiyAr chhIe, –AvI dashA
bhagavAnane vartatI hatI.
2p. are, kevaLagnAn pAse amArI
pAmaratA chhe. paN ame dIn nathI, ame to
chaitanyanA sAdhak sant chhIe–muni chhIe. jagatanI
anukULatA ke pratikULatA upar rAg–dveSh karavAnun
amArAmAn nathI. amAro kAraN paramAtmA ja
amArun avalamban chhe, tenA avalambane amArI
paramAtmadashA pragaTashe.
26. vaLI bhagavAnanI munidashA kevI
hatI? tenI bhAvanA bhAvatAn dIkShAvanamAn gurudev
ghaNA vairAgyarasathI kahe chhe ke–
bahu upasarga kartA pratye paN krodh nahi,
vande chakrI tathApi na maLe mAn jo,
deh jAy paN mAyA thAy na romamAn;
lobh nahi chho prabaL siddhi nidAn jo.
aho, AvI munidashAnI bhAvanA bhAvavA jevI
chhe.
27. vaLI, e dhanyadashAnI bhAvanAne
utkRuShTapaNe malAvatAn gurudev kahe chhe ke–
ekAki vicharato vaLI smAshAnamAn,
vaLI parvatamAn sinh vAgh sanyog jo;
aDol Asan ne manamAn nahi kShobhatA,
param mitrano jANe pAmyA yog jo.
28. are, AvA AtmadhyAnamAn kyAre magna thashun?
chaitanyanA AnandanA amRutakunDamAn kyAre lIn thashun?
shAntinAth vagere tIrthankaro chakravartInA vaibhav vachche
rahelA tyAre paN AvI bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA.
29. pachhI bhagavAnane vairAgya thatAn jyAre
dekShA lye chhe ne pAchhaL strIo vilAp kare chhe tyAre
bhagavAn kahe chhe ke: are, rANIo hun mArA rAgane
kAre rokAyo hato; mAro e rAg have marI gayo
chhe. have ame koInA bandhanamAn aTakavAnA nathI.
are, rANIo! tamArA rAganA vilAp amane
ogALI shakashe nahi ke amane rokI shakashe nahi.
30. chaitanyanA AnandamAn lIn thato AtmA
jyAn vairAgyathI UchhaLyo tyAn jagatanA pariShahonI
pratikULatA tene bALI shakashe nahi, ke jagatanI
anukULatAnA ganj tene gALI shakashe nahi.
31. mahAvIr bhagavAn to bAlabrahmachArI
hatA. dIkShA vakhate mAtAne AghAt lAge chhe tyAre kahe
chhe ke he mAtA! tame rajA Apo! tame putramohane
chhoDo. A sansAramAn koN putra ne koN mAtA! ame
to amArI shuddhapariNatirUpI mAtA pAse jashun ne
kevaLagnAnarUp putra thashun. pachhI mAtA paN rajA Ape
chhe ke putra! dhanyatAro avatAr! ne dhanya tArI
bhAvanA!! tIrthankar thaIne jagatano uddhAr karavA
tAro avatAr chhe.
32. bhagavAn mahAvIre Aje asthiratAno rAg
toDIne chidAnandasvarUpamAn lInatArUp munidashA
pragaT karI.