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are jIv! tun krodhane chhoD! ne kShamAguNane dhAraN kar. muninun sambodhan chhe paN sarva jIvone mATe
upadesh chhe. sAmA jIvonA pariNAm tenA pAse rahyA, bIjAnA pariNAmanI javAbadArI potAnA upar
nathI. paN potAnA pariNAmamAn jIv kShamA rAkhe. jagatanI pratikULatAnA prasange santo andar
chaitanyanI shAntinA kuvAmAn phaDAk karatA UnDe utarI jAy chhe... shrAvak te paN munino bhakta ane
upAsak chhe–teNe paN AvI pariNAm shuddhi pragaT karavA yogya chhe. pancham kALamAn pratikULatA to
anAdi kALathI sanchit evI je krodhajvALA tene dukhadAyak jANIne, kShamArUpI jaLavaDe tun
bujhAv! man–vachan–kAyAthI sarve jIvo upar kShamA pragaT karIne, chidAnandanI shAntine sAdhaje.
mAtA bALakane kahe ke he bhAI! tun to DAhyo chho... tAre Am na karAy, tem AchAryadev kahechhe ke
he kShamAvant! he kShamAguNanA dhArak! tArA bhAvane na jANanArA bIjA tArI nindA kare topaN tun kShamA
rAkhaje. arihanto kShamAmAn shUravir chhe, he muni! tun paN kShamAmAn shUravIr thA! krodh kare te vIr nathI. te
to nirbaL chhe. kShamA te AtmAno svabhAv chhe, tenAthI AtmAnI mahAnatA chhe. paN kharI kShamA kyAre
rAkhI shake? ke deh ane mAnanun mahatva chhoDIne tenAthI AtmAnI mahAnatA chhe. paN kharI kShamA kyAre
rAkhI shake? ke deh ane mAnanun mahatva chhoDIne tenAthI bhinna chaitanyane jyAre jANe tyAre sAchI kShamA
pragaTe. mArA chaitanyamAn jagatanA shabdono pravesh ja kyAn chhe? pachhI shabda kahenAr pratye hun krodh kem karun?
sAmAnA shabdathI nukashAn nathI thatun paN krodhathI ja nukashAn thAy chhe. krodh karanAr pote potAne
nukashAn kare chhe, paN gAL denAr kAI nukashAn karato nathI. mATe he jIv! krodhanA prasang upasthit
thavAnA prasange tun tArA chaitanyanA shAnt kShamA jaLavaDe te krodhAgnine bujhAvI deje.
karoDo pUrvano sanyam hoy. paN krodhavaDe tenun phaL kShaNamAn dagdha thaI jAy chhe. chaitanyane sAdhanAr
munipaNArUp je vRukSha te mokShaphaL ApavAnI taiyArIvALun chhe. paN jo temAn krodharUpI agni lAge to te
vRukShane dagdha karI nAkhe chhe. mATe he muni! sanyamAdinI rakShAne arthe tun kShamAbhAv dhAraN karaje, bhed
gnAnanI bhAvanAnA baLe tun kShamAbhAv pragaT karaje, krodhane pragaT thavA daIsh nahIn. chaitanyanI bhAvanA
sivAy bIjo koI krodhanA nAshano upAy nathI.
have uttam bodhi–ratnatrayanI siddhine arthe ekadam vairAgyabhAvanA bhAvavAno upadesh kare chhe.
दीक्खाकालईयं भावय अविचार दंसणविसुद्धो।
उत्तम बोहिणिमित्तं असार साराणि मुणिऊण।। ११०।।
juo, A vairAgyano upadesh! sansArane asAr jANI, svarUpane sAdhavA mATe jyAre vairAgyathI
muni dIkShA lIdhI te vakhatanA tIvra vairAgyane uttamabodhi nimitte he jIv! tun smaraN kar. tenI bhAvanA
bhAv. vishuddhachittathI eTale ke samyagdarshanAdi nirmaL pariNAm sahit thaIne tun utkRuShTa vairAgyanI
bhAvanA kar. muni thatI vakhate AkhA jagatathI udAs thaIne svarUpamAn ja rahevAnI kevI ugra bhAvanA
hatI! jANe svarUpathI bahAr have kadI Avavun ja nathI–AvA uttam vairAgya prasanganI bhAvanAne pharIpharI
bhAvIne he jIv! tun tArA ratnatrayanI nirmaLatA kar.
chidAnandasvabhAvane ja sAr jANyo ne sansArane asAr jANyo te jIv chaitanyanI ugra bhAvanAvaDe
bhAvashuddhi pragaT kare chhe. chidAnand svabhAv pavitra–akaShAy chhe, tenI bhAvanAthI kaShAyo naShTa thaIne
samyagdarshanAdi pavitra bhAv pragaTe chhe. chaitanyane sAdhavA mATe je vairAgyanI dhArA ullasI, ke rAganA
kALe je vairAgyabhAvanA jAgI ke maraNaprasang AvI paDe te vakhate jevI vairAgya bhAvanA hoy–evA
vairAgyane tun sadAy nirantar dhyAnamAn rAkhIne vAramvAr bhAvanA bhAvaje. vairAgya bhAvanAne shithil thavA
daIsh nahi. je ArAdhanA upADI tene jIvanaparyant nirvahan karaje. ArAdhak jIvane tIvra rog vagere
pratikUL prasange vairAgyanI dhArA visheSh upaDe