Atmadharma magazine - Ank 239
(Year 20 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2489, A.D. 1963)
(English transliteration).

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bhAdaravo: 2489 : 2p :
bharatachakravartI chha khanDanA rAjamAn rahelA chhatAn chidAnandatattvanA bhAnasahit vairAgI hatA. are!
ame A rAjanA kAm karanArA nahi, ame to chaitanyano anubhav karIne AnandanA khajAnA kholanArA
chhIe. bIjA bhAvonA kartA ame nathI, ne te amArun svarUp nathI. e ja rIte shreNIkarAjA je atyAre
narakanA sanyogamAn chhe, –tIrthankaraprakRiti bandhAy chhe, –paN andaranI pariNatimAn bhAn chhe ke A narakano
sanyog, A tIrthankaraprakRitino sanyog ke tenA kAraNarUp pariNAm– te badhAy mArI chaitanyapariNatithI
bhinna chhe. chaitanyanI pariNati te ja hun chhun. –AvI pariNati vagar gnAnadashA kahevAy nahi.
gnAnapariNati jene khIlI chhe te dharmAtmA rAgAdinA pariNAmane jANe chhe, paN te pariNAmane
gnAnabhUmimAn dAkhal karato nathI, gnAnabhUmithI tene judA ja jANe chhe. mithyAtvanI bhUmikAvALA tIvra
rAgadveSh ke kaShAyo to dharmIne hotA ja nathI; narakAdinun halakun AyuShya paN dharmanI bhUmikAmAn bandhAtun
nathI; te uparAnt ahIn to kahe chhe ke dharmanI bhUmikAmAn devAdinun je Unchun AyuShya bandhAy chhe teno kartA
dharmIjIv nathI; shubh pariNAmanuny kartRutva gnAnamAn nathI.
aho, ek taraph gnAnabhAv, ne bIjI taraph badhAy parabhAv, bannenI jAt ja judI; bannenI dhArA
ja judI. samakitIne tIrthankaraprakRiti bandhAy–em kahevAy paN kharekhar e tIrthankaraprakRitinun ke tenA
kAraNarUp shubharAganun kartRutva samakitInI pariNatimAn nathI. samakitInun pariNaman to gnAnamay ja chhe.
gnAnamay pariNamanamAn vikAranun ke jaDanun kartRutva kem hoy?
vikAr to melo chhe, ne gnAn to pavitra chhe; pavitra gnAnabhAvamAn melanun kartRutva kem hoy?
gnAnapariNati te ja gnAtAnI chAl chhe. malinatA te gnAtAnI chAl nathI. are, ekavAr Avun bhedagnAn
to karo! gnAnanun svarUp shun ne vikAranun virUp shun–te bannenI bhinna bhinna jAt oLakhIne jyAn gnAnarUp
pariNamyo tyAn badhAy parabhAvanun kartRutva chhUTI gayun. –Anun nAm dharma chhe.
prabhu AtmAno svAd to vignAnaghanarUp chhe, Anandamay nijarasathI bharelo svAd te ja
AtmAno svAd chhe. kaShAyano svAd AkuLatAthI bharelo chhe, te svAd AtmAno nathI. jyAn chaitanyamAn
DUbakI mAre tyAn nirAkuL achalit shAntarasano svAd Ave chhe. je svAd bahidraShTimAn jIve kadI chAkhyo
nathI; je svAd chAkhatAn anant sansArano thAk kShaNamAtramAn UtarI jAy chhe.
AtmA... eTale AnandathI bharelun sarovar!
AtmA... eTale chaitanyaprakAshI sUrya!
AtmA... eTale vignAnarasano bhanDAr!
AtmA... eTale shAnt chaitanyasvAdanI samudra!
chaitanyatattva UnDun chhe; UnDun eTale shubhAshubh lAgaNIothI pAr; te chaitanyatattvane sparshyA vinA
parabhAvanA kartRutvathI ja jIv sansAramAn rakhaDe chhe. sansAramAny te kAI sharIrAdinAn kAm nathI karato.
bhAI, tAre paranAn kAryo sAthe to sambandh nathI, ne shubh–ashubh bhAvo paN kharekhar tArA
svabhAv sAthe sambandhavALA nathI, –to tun teno kartA kem thAy chhe? gnAnAnandasvabhAv taraph vaL to
AnandarasanI sphuraNA thAy.
sAkar vageremAn svAd hoy, paN shun AtmAmAn svAd hoy? to kahe chhe ke hA; vItarAgI
shAntarasano anAkuL svAd AtmAmAn chhe. shAnt chaitanyarasano pinD AtmA chhe, anubhavamAn teno svAd
Ave chhe. –chaitanyano Avo nirAkuL shAnt svAd jagatanA bIjA koI padArthamAn nathI.
shubhAshubharAgamAn AkuLatAno kaShAyelo svAd chhe; tenA kartRutvamAn je aTake chhe te chaitanyanA
Anand–