Atmadharma: rajIsTar nan. jI. 82
AnandajananI
vairAgyabhAvanA
aho, aDol digamba2vRuttine dhAraN karanArA, vanamAn vasanArA ane chidAnandasvarUp
AtmamAn DolanArAn munivaro–jeo chhaThThe–sAtame guNasthAne AtmAnA amRutakunDamAn jhUle chhe,
temano avatAr saphaL chhe... evA sant munivaro paN vairAgyanI bAr bhAvanAo bhAvanA
jevI chhe. A bhAvanAone AnandanI jananI kIdhI chhe; kemake vastusvarUp anusAr vairAgyanI
bhAvanAonun chintavan karatAn chitanI sthiratA thaIne bhavya jIvane Anand thAy chhe ane te
sAmbhaLatAn ja bhavyajIvone mokShamArgamAn utsAh Upaje chhe. ahA, tIrthankaro paN dIkSha vakhate
jenun chintan kare evI vairAgyarasamAn jhUlatI A bAr bhAvanAo bhAvatA kyA bhavya
mokShamArgano utsAh na jAge? ?
AtmA gnAnAnandasvarUpe nitya chhe tenun jene bhAn ane bhAvanA nathI, ne dehanA
sanyoganAn ja Atmabuddhi karIne varte chhe evo agnAnI jIv, bandUkanI goLI Ave tyAn “hAy!
hAy! hamaNAn mAro nAsh thaI jashe”– evA agnAnathI tIvra bhay pAmIne mahA dukhI thAy chhe.
tyAre, nitya gnAnAnandasvarUpanI bhAvanA1kSh bhAvanAr gnAnI to nirbhay chhe ke mArA
gnAnAnandasvarUpane vindhavAnI ke naShTa karavAnI tAkAt, bandUkanI goLImAn ke jagatamAn koI
padArthamAn nathI. –A rIte gnAnAnandasvarUpanI bhAvanApUrvak gnAnIne samAdhAn varte chhe. kadAchit
bhayane lIdhe rAgadveSh thaI Ave topaN gnAnAnandasvarUpanI bhAvanA khasIne to rAgadveSh tene
thatA ja nathI, tethI tenA rAgadveShanun pramAN ghaNun ja alpa hoy chhe. ane agnAnI kadAchit rAShTra
vagerenA abhimAnane lIdhe himmatapUrvak sAmI chhAtIe bandUkanI goLI jhIlato hoy topaN,
nitya gnAnAnandasvarUpanI bhAvanA nahi hovAthI ne dehAdi paradravyomAn Atmabuddhi hovAthI tenA
abhiprAyamAn rAgadveShanun pramAN ghaNun ja tIvra (anantAnubandhI) chhe.
ahA, bhAvanAnun valaN kaI taraph jhUke chhe tenA upar AdhAr chhe. gnAnInI bhAvanAnun
valaN AtmasvabhAv taraph jhUke chhe, te bhAvanA AnandanI jananI chhe ne bhavanI nAshak chhe.
anitya, asharaN vagere bAre prakAranI vairAgyabhAvanAono jhUkAv to nitya–sharaNabhUt
chidAnand svabhAv taraph ja hoy chhe. dehAdi sanyogone anitya jANIne tenAthI virakta thaIne
nitya gnAnAnandasvabhAvamAn vaLavun–te ja kharun anityabhAvanAnun tAtparya chhe. ane A rIte
svabhAv taraphanA jhukAvapUrvak vairAgyabhAvanAonA chintanathI dharmAtmAne Anand vadhato jAy
chhe, tethI bAr vairAgyabhAvanAo AnandanI janetA chhe, Anandane janma denArI mAt chhe. mATe
AnandanA abhilAShI jIvoe vastusvarUpanA lakShapUrvak e bhAvanAo bhAvavA jevI chhe.
(–dvAdashAnuprekShAnA pravachanomAnthI)
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shrI digambar jain svAdhyAy mandir TrasTa vatI prakAshak ane
mudrak: harilAl devachand sheTh, Anand prinTing pres –bhAvanagar