Atmadharma magazine - Ank 241
(Year 21 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2490, A.D. 1964)
(English transliteration).

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kArataka 2490 23
chhe paN agnAnI te shakti pragaT karato nathI, tene te shakti anAdithI bIDAI gayelI chhe.
AvA agnAnane lIdhe ja te potAne ane parane ekamek mAne chhe, gnAnane ane rAgane
ekamek anubhave chhe. ‘hun chaitanya chhun’–evo svAnubhav karavAne badale ‘hun krodh chhun, hun
rAg chhun’ em te anubhave chhe. aho, divyadhvani chaitanyanA ekatva svabhAvano DhanDhero
vagADe chhe. gaNadharo santo ane chAre anuyoganA shAstro bhedagnAnano DhanDhero pITIne kahe chhe
ke, chaitanyasvabhAv to anAdi anant, akRutrim, nirmaL, vignAnaghan chhe, ne
rAgAdibhAvo to kShaNik, navA, parAshraye utpanna thayelA malinabhAvo chhe, temane ekatA
kem hoy? na ja hoy. paN agnAnI AvA vastusvabhAvathI bhraShTa thaIne vAramvAr anek
vikalparUpe tadrUp pariNamato thako teno kartA pratibhAse chhe.
ahIn to te kartApaNun chhUTavAnI vAt samajAvavI chhe. “rAgAdinun kartApaNun
agnAnathI ja chhe”–em je jIv jANe chhe te jIv te rAgAdinAn kartRutvane atyantapaNe
chhoDe chhe. mArA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn rAganun kartRutva chhe ja nahi. rAganI khAN mArA
chaitanyamAn nathI. mArI chaitanyakhANamAn to nirvikalpa anAkuL shAntaras bharyo chhe.
shAntarasano svAd te ja mAro svAd chhe, je AkuLatA chhe te mAro svAd nathI, te to
rAgano svAd chhe–em bannenA svAdane atyant bhinna jANato thako gnAnI, chaitanyane
ane rAgane ekasvAdapaNe nathI anubhavato, paN chaitanyanA svAdane rAgathI judo ja
anubhave chhe. chaitanyanA AnandanA nidhAnane pahelAn agnAnathI tALAn dIdhA hatA te
tALAnne bhedagnAnarUpI chAvI vaDe kholI nAkhyA, chaitanyanA AnandanidhAnane khullA
karIne tenun svasamvedan karyun. jyAn potAnA nijarasane jANyo tyAn vikArano ras chhUTI
gayo, tenun kartRutva chhUTI gayun. pahelAn nirantar vikArano svAd leto tene badale have
nirantar svabhAvanA Anandano svAd le chhe.
juo, A chothA guNasthAnavALA samakitI dharmAtmAnI dashA! je sAdhak thayo, je
mokShanA panthe chaDayo, antaramAn jene chaitanyanA bheTA thayA, evA dharmAtmAgnAnI muni
shrutagnAnathI chaitanyanA atIndriy Anandanun svasamvedan kare chhe. ahA, jagatanA rasathI
judI jAtano chaitanyano ras chhe. indrapadanA vaibhavamAn paN te ras nathI. samakitI indra
jANe chhe ke amArA chaitanyanA atIndriy svAd pAse A indrapad to shun! AkhA
jagatano vaibhav paN tUchchha chhe. chaitanyano ras atyant madhur atyant shAn....ta! atyant
nirvikAr....jenA samvedanathI evI tRupti thAy ke AkhA jagatano ras UDI jAy.
shAn...ta...shAnt chaitanyanun madhurun vedan thayun tyAn AkuLatAjanak evA kaShAyonun kartRutva kem
rahe? kaShAyothI atyant bhinnatAnun bhAn thayun. juo, svasanmukh thaIne AvA svAdanun
svasamvedan karavAnI mati–shrutagnAnanI tAkAt chhe. mati–shrutane svasanmukh karIne
dharmAtmA AvA chaitanyasvAdanun pratyakSha svasamvedan kare chhe.