Atmadharma magazine - Ank 245
(Year 21 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2490, A.D. 1964)
(English transliteration).

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ponnUr yAtrA–ank Atmadharma : 21 :
are bhAI, ekavAr tun A vAt lakShamAn to le. bIjo pakSha chhoDIne A vAt
lakShamAn le. najIkanun evun A sharIr–man ke vANI teno AdhAr paN tun nathI, teo paN
tArA AdhAr vagar ja nijasvarUpe kArya karI rahyAn chhe, to jagatanA bIjA padArthonI shI
vAt! chhoD eno pakShapAt! thA atyant madhyastha, par pakSha chhoD ne gnAnanun lakSha
kar....sharIrAdi achetan, ane hun gnAnamUrti chetan;––te achetan padArthonI kriyAno
AdhAr hun kem houn? AdhArapaNe, kartApaNe, prayojakapaNe ke anumodakapaNe paradravyanA
kArya sAthe mAre kinchit sambandh nathI. tenI sAthe mAre kAnIj lAgatumvaLagatun nathI, mATe
teno pakShapAt chhoDIne, atyant madhyasthapaNe hun mArAmAn ja rahun chhun. A pramANe jene paranA
kAryonI draShTi atyant UDI jAy te svanA kAryane sambhALI shake. paN jyAn paranA kAryonun
abhimAn karIne temAn ekatvabuddhithI vartato hoy tyAn sva taraph kyAthi vaLe? svagney
ane paragneyanI atyant bhinnatA jeNe jANI nathI te paragneyathI nirapekSha thaIne svagneyamAn
kyAthi Avashe?
bhedagnAnavaDe sva–paragneyanI atyant vahenchaNI karIne gnAnI jANe chhe ke sharIrAdinAn
kAryonun kAraN achetanadravya chhe, hun tenun kAraN nathI; mArA kAraNapaNA vagar ja teo
svayam kharekhar kAraNavALA chhe. sharIranI kriyA jIvanA kAraN vagar thAy? ke hA, jIv
kAraN thayA vagar ja te achetanadravyo kharekhar kAraNavALA chhe. to pachhI mAre teno pakSha
kem hoy? ––hun to atyant madhyastha chhun mArI dashA vachche ane tenI dashA vachche atyant
bhed chhe, atyant judAy chhe, atyant nirapekShatA chhe. mATe mArA svagneyane ja avalambato
thako hun A paradravyo pratye atyant madhyastha chhun; temanA pratye mane jarApaN rAg ke dreSh
nathI. A gney Am pariName to ThIk, ne Am pariName to aThIk, agar hun jarAk
kAraN thaIne (ke nimitta thaIne) temane pariNamAvun–evo bilakul pakShapAt mane nathI.
hun to gnAtA thaIne madhyastha rahun chhun
ahA, juo to kharA... A madhyasthabhAvanA! gnAnasvabhAvasanmukhanI A
bhAvanA bhavano nAsh karanArI chhe, pharIne sharIrAdi paradravyano sanyog ja na thAy te
bhavabhramaN ja na rahe––evI bhedagnAnanI arpUv bhAvanA chhe. A bhAvanA bhAvavA jevI
chhe. A bhAvanA karatAn gnAnasvabhAvanA Ashraye ekadam haLavo thaI jAy, AkuLatAno
bojo maTI jAy.
jo parano pakShapAt karun to hun mArA gnAnajIvanane khoI besun. hun to gnAn chhun; mArun
kAraNapaNun to mArA gnAnabhAvamAn ja chhe, paramAn kyAnk mArun kAraNapaNun nathI–Am
bhedagnAn karIne gnAnasvabhAv taraph vaLavAne badale jenA abhiprAyamAn em jor Ave ke
‘hun nimittakAraN to chhun ne! vyavahArathI to paranun kAraN chhun ne! ’ ––tenA abhiprAyamAn
parano pakShapAt chhe, tene hajI paradravyanA abhimAnanA ukaraDAthI khasavun nathI, tene
madhyasthagnAtA nathI rahevun paN hajI par taraph jhUkIne tenun nimitta thavun chhe.