: pra. chaitra : Atmadharma : 11 :
pinD mAro AtmA chhe––tenun grahaN karavun. AtmAnun raTaN karavun––te ja
karavAnun chhe. ‘hun jANanAr chhun, mArAmAn vedanA nathI, dukh nathI, vyAdhi nathI; hun
gnAnane Anandano pinD chhun. ’ pote potAnun kAm karavun. jAgRutI rAkhavI; shAnti
rAkhavI. A to ArAdhanAno kAL Avyo chhe––mATe enA vichAr karavA. koI
sambhaLAve, na sambhaLAve, paN pote potAnun raTaN chAlu rAkhavun.
bhAI, sharIr tArun kahyun nathI mAnatun
to tenA upar prem shA mATe kare chhe?
gurudev vairAgyano utsAh jagADatAn kahe chhe ke: bhAI sharIramAn pheraphAr thAy
temAn AtmAne shun? vikalpane chintA karavAthI shun maLe chhe? chintA sharIrane kAm
Ave tem nathI, tem chintA AtmAney kAm Ave tem nathI––Am banne bAjuthI te
nirarthak chhe. sharIr thoDun ja kAI tArun mAnavAnun chhe? Anandane shAnti badhun AtmAmAn
chhe, bAkI A dhULanA DhIngalAmAn kAI nathI; maphatano AmathI Am, ne AmathI tem
karyAn kare chhe. sharIr to chhoDIne javAnun chhe, te kAI rahevAnun nathI.
are, A sharIr tArun kahyun mAnatun nathI to tenI sAthe prem shun karavA kare chhe?
potAnun mAne nahi enA upar prem sheno? sharIramAn AtmAnun dhAryun thAy nahi.
sharIranI kriyA te jaDanI kriyA chhe. juone, samayasAr vagerenI TIkAmAn chhelle
AchAryadev kahe chhe ke A TIkAnA shabdonI rachanA––e paramANuthI banelI chhe, te
mArun kArya nathI. jyAn TIkA lakhavAnI AvI sthiti.. tyAn A to TheTh kyAn Avyun!
AtmA andar ekalo abandhasvarUp chhe. antarmukh thaIne temAn jeTalo rokAy
teTalo ja lAbh chhe, shubhAshubh vikAramAn rokAyelo chhe teTalun nukashAn chhe. bAkI to
bahAramAn jem chhe tem chhe. A sharIranI sthiti juone! sansAr evo ja chhe.
paravastu tArAthI tadna judI–temAn tun shun kar?
sharIr nabaLun paDyun... paN je ApaNI sAmun thAy, je ApaNun dhAryun na kare
tenA sAme shun jovun? A sharIr to ADoDiyun chhe... e to unTanA aDhAre ang
vAnkA–jevun chhe. enI to upekShA karavA jevI chhe ke jA, tArA sAme hun nathI joto!
jem gharamAn koI sAmun thAy, ADoDAI kare to tenI sAthe vyavahAr shun karavo? ––
tene gharamAn koN rAkhe? tem sharIr to AtmAthI viruddha svabhAvavALun chhe, e
ghaDIkamAn pharI jAy ne ADun chAle, enI sAthe sambandh shun karavo? enun lakSha toDI
nAkhavun. andar rAg rahit AtmA chaitanyasUrya birAje chhe tenI sAme jo. dehanI
anukULatAmAn ke rAgamAn Anand mAne chhe te to dukh chhe; chaitanyasvabhAv AnandarUp
chhe tenun lakSha karavun.
shuddha gnAnarUpI AtmA A dehadevaLamAn santANo chhe. bhAI! jyAn tArA
sharIranA paramANu pharavA mAnDyA tyAn tene koN roke? kAn gnAtA rahIne jAN... ne kAn
vikalpa karIne dukhI thA. potAnA astitva, vastutva vagere guNo