Atmadharma magazine - Ank 255
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

< Previous Page   Next Page >


PDF/HTML Page 12 of 29

background image
: poSh : : 9 :
dehathI virakta thaIne tArA AtmAne nijasvarUpanA chintanamAn joD. temAn tane param
AnandanI sphUraNA thashe.
ahA, samabhAvamAn sthit dharmAtmA–yogIne tenI nirvikalpa samAdhimAn vItarAgI
achintya paramaAnandane Apatun je koI param tattva sphUrAyamAn thAy chhe te ja paramAtmA
chhe. vyavahArathI vimukh thaIne shuddhAtmAnA anuShThAnamAn (anubhavamAn) je sthit chhe evA
koI viral yogIne apUrva paramaAnand pragaTe chhe. AvA paramAnandasvarUp je koI
paramatattva chhe te ja upAdey chhe, ne tenAthI viparIt bIjun badhuy hey chhe–em he shiShya!
tun jAN.–Am jANIne tun tArA AtmAne ja upAdeyarUp karIne temAn tArA upayogane
joD...temAn tane koI apUrva Anand sphUrAyamAn thashe.
joradAr thA
koI kahe: are, AvaDI moTI vAt? amArI shakti to thoDI ne A to bahu moTI
vAt! to kahe chhe ke–are jIv! tun joradAr thA...hun nAno nathI paN siddha jevo chhun–em
joradAr thaIne AtmAne paramAtmapaNe pratItamAn le. ‘hun namAlo, hun rAgI, hun pAmar, hun
agnAnI,–AvaDI moTI paramAtmA thavAnI vAt amane kem samajAy! ’–evI DhIlI vAt
gnAnamAnthI kADhI nAnkh, ane ‘hun pUro, hun vItarAg, hun paramAtmA, hun sarvagnasvabhAvathI
bharelo’ em nishchayasvabhAvane draShTimAn laIne tun joradAr thA...e svabhAv taraphanun jor
karatAn paramAnandanA anubhavanI sphUraNAsahit, agnAn TaLIne gnAn thashe, rAg TaLIne
vItarAgatA thashe, pAmaratA TaLIne prabhutA khIlashe. paN ekavAr vyavahAramAnthI bahAr
nIkaLIne chidAnand shuddha svarUpamAn nishchal thA. e shuddhadraShTimAn ne e svAnubhUtimAn evun jor
chhe ke kevaLagnAn ane siddhapad Ape. mATe he mumukShu! tun joradAr thA. AtmAnA svabhAvano
utsAh kar. vyavahArathI (–vikalpothI–rAgathI) dUr thaIne AtmAnI samIp thA.
koN samIp...ne koN dUr?
dharmAtmAne potAno shuddhAtmA ja samIp chhe, ne parabhAvo to dUr chhe; agnAnI
svabhAvane dUr rAkhIne parabhAvone samIp kare chhe; ne gnAnI parabhAvone dUr karIne
svabhAvamAn ja samIpatA kare chhe. mArI nikaTanI–angat vastu hoy to te mAro svabhAv ja
chhe, e sivAy koI parabhAvo mArA nikaTanA nathI, mArA angat nathI, e to mArAthI
pArakA chhe, dUr chhe. Am svane ja nikaT jANIne ane parane dUr jANIne, nij svarUpanI ja
sanmukh thaIne tene dhyAv. tArun svarUp tane param AnandarUpe anubhavAshe. bhAI! tane A
bhavadukh vhAlA na hoy ne mokShasukhane tun anubhavavA chAhato ho, to tArA dhyeyanI
dishA palaTAvI nAnkh...AtmAno rang lagADI jagatathI udAs thaI antaramAn
chaitanyasvabhAvane dhyAv...e dhyAnamAn tane param Anandamay mokShasukh anubhavAshe.