Atmadharma magazine - Ank 259
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

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: 30 : Atmadharma : vaishAkh :
anubhavagochar thayo tyAn koI prakAranI bhrAnti rahetI nathI, dehamAn–rAgamAn–vikalpamAn
kyAy ekatvabuddhi rahetI nathI, sarva taraphathI shuddhaAtmA ja prakAshamAn thAy chhe.
shuddhaAtmA evo chhe ke teno anubhav karatAn koI bhrAnti rahetI nathI; baddha–spRuShTa
Adi bhAvothI rahit svabhAv jyAn anubhavamAn spaShTa AvI gayo; tyAn svabhAvamAn
bandhan ke ashuddhatA hashe–evI koI shankA rahetI nathI.
prashna:– shuddhAtmAnA anubhavamAn vikAr na hoy, e to barAbar, parantu to pachhI je
rAg–dveSh–moh athavA sukhadukharUp pariNAmone koN kare chhe? ne koN bhogave chhe?
AtmA to shuddhasvarUp chhe. pachhI A ashuddhabhAvo AvyA kyAthi?
uttar:– bhAI, svAnubhavamAn AtmA shuddha chhe, paN jyAre svAnubhav na hoy ne
vikAr kare tyAre jIv ja teno kartA ne bhoktA chhe. e kAI jaD nathI; chetanano vikAr
chhe; ne svAnubhavapaNe jIv teno kartA nathI; paN je jIv shuddhapariNatirUp nathI
pariNamato, ne ashuddhatArUp pariName chhe, tenI paryAyamAn vikAr chhe teno kartA te jIv
pote ja chhe; bIjo koI teno kartA nathI, ke karme te karAvyo nathI. agnAnabhAvathI jIv ja
te kare chhe ne jIv ja tene bhogave chhe. gnAnI jANe chhe ke A rAgAdibhAvo chhe te jIvanI
vibhAv pariNati chhe, upAdhirUp bhAv chhe. shuddhasvarUpamAn tenun kartRutva nathI,–paN
shuddhasvarUpane anubhave tyAre tenun kartRutva chhUTe. A rIte shuddhAtmAnA vichAr vakhate te
vikAr jIvanun svarUp nathI. ek kahyun. paN nijasvarUpano vichAr kare nahi; nijasvarUp
shun chhe tene jANe nahi–anubhave nahi, ne kahe ke vikAr AtmAmAn chhe ja nahi.–to te tenI
bhrAnti chhe. bhAI, shuddhasvarUpanI draShTi ane anubhav pragaT karyA vagar paryAyamAnthI
ashuddhabhAvonun kartRutva chhUTe nahi; rAgAdi ashuddhabhAvo jIvanI sAthe bandhAyelA chhe,–jIvanI
paryAyamAn chhe,–paN shuddhasvarUpamAn e koI ashuddhabhAvo pratiShThA pAmatA nathI, shobhA
pAmatA nathI, shuddhasvarUpamAn te pesI jatA nathI. AtmA sAthe jANe te ashuddhatA pinDarUp
thaI gaI hoy–em paryAyadraShTithI dekhAy chhe, paryAyamAn te vidyamAn chhe, paN
shuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI te bahAr chhe, shuddha svarUp te vibhAvarUp thaI gayun nathI. mATe
AvA samyaksvabhAvane anubhavamAn lyo. shobhA to AvA shuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI chhe,
vibhAvothI AtmAnI shobhA nathI. vibhAvone AtmAnA shuddhasvarUpamAn sthAn nathI,
AtmAnA svarUpamAn vibhAvonI pratiShThA nathI.
shuddhasvarUpe vartamAnamAn chhe, ne ashuddhatAy vartamAnamAn chhe, paN banne ekamek nathI;
baddha–spaShTa Adi vibhAvo chhe, te svabhAvapaNe nathI, e to navA sambandhapaNe thayelA chhe.
e chhUTI jatAn AtmAnA svarUpamAnthI kAI chhUTI jatunn nathI, kemake te bhAvo shuddhasvarUpathI
bahAr chhe.