JUNE : 1965 : varSha 22: ank AThamo
AtmArthIne AtmAnI aprApti
shobhe nahi
(AtmaprAptinA kolakarAr) (vai. sud bIj)
bharyA sarovar pAse jAy ane pANI pIdhA vagar
tarasyo rahe–e te kAI shobhe? na shobhe; pANI pIne tRupta
thAy e ja shobhe. tem Anandanun bharyun sarovar A chaitanya
bhagavAn AtmA, tenI sanmukh jaIne antaramAn
anubhavano abhyAs kare, ane anubhavaprApti na thAy–
e te kAI shobhe? aprApti na shobhe; paN svAnubhavanI
prApti thAy, thAy ne thAyaj! –te ja shobhe chhe. antar
svabhAvanI sanmukh jAy....ne tenA anubhavanI aprApti
rahe–e te shun shobhe chhe? nA; bhagavAn chaitanya pAse jAy
ne khAlI hAthe pAchho Ave–e shobhe ja nahi, eTale em
bane ja nahi. sArA uttam rAjA pAse gayelo mANas paN
khAlI hAthe pAchho na phare, to jagatano kolAhal chhoDIne
je jIv A chaitanyasvabhAv pAse Avyo ne tenA
anubhavamAn satatapaNe vAramvAr abhyAs kare chhe te
svAnubhav vagar pAchho na phare, tene svAnubhavanI prApti
thAy ja.
–AvA AtmaprAptinA kolakarAr santoe
samayasAramAn karyA chhe.