: 24: Atmadharma :jeTh:
jA.....temAn tane sharam nathI lAgatI? vikAranI lAgaNImAn tanmayatA vaDe tArA AkhA
chaitanyaratnAkarane tun DhAnkI rahyo chhe. nirmaL chetanA pariNatirUpe pariNamIne teno kartA
thAy ne atIndriy Anandane bhogave evo tArA AtmAno svabhAv, tenA upar
balAtkArathI tun tene vikAranA kartRutvamAn rokI rahyA chhe ne dukh bhogavI rahyo chhe. have e
mithyAbuddhi chhoD.....chhoD! ne vikArathI bhinna gnAnasvarUpane dekh.
jenAmAn je vastu na hoy te parANe UbhI karavI–enun nAm balAtkAr chhe;
AtmavastunA svabhAvamAn gnAn–AnandanI mIThAs chhe; vikAr AtmavastunA svabhAvamAn
nathI, chhatAn agnAnathI temAn vikAranun kartApaNun mAnIne agnAnI balAtkArathI vikAranun
kartRutva Ubhun kare chhe. gnAnI svabhAvanA baLapUrvak e vikAranA kartRutvane chhoDe chhe. ek
mANas chokakho hoy–nirdoSh hoy ne tene koI kahe ke nA, tArAmAn kalank chhe, em parANe
kalank nAkhe to te balAtkAr chhe; tem chidAnand svabhAv shuddha, kalank vagarano chhe, te
svabhAvane na svIkAratAn agnAnI kahe chhe ke emAn vikAranun kartRutva chhe, ame parANe
mithyAbuddhithI AtmAnA svabhAvamAn vikAranA kartRutvanun kalank nAnkhe chhe te balAtkAr chhe,
pote potAnA AtmasvabhAv upar balAtkAr kare chhe, ne tethI sansAramAn rakhaDIne dukhI
thAy chhe.
jem mRugajaLamAn–jhAnjhavAmAn jaL na hovA chhatAn mRugalA agnAnathI tene jaL
mAnIne pIvA doDe chhe; e mRuganI tRuShA kayAnthI maTe? ne tene kyAthi shAnti thAy? tem
vikArIbhAvo te jhAnjhAvAnA jaL jevA chhe, temAn chaitanyanI shAnti na hovA chhatAn agnAnI
jIv mRugalAnnI mAphak agnAnathI temAn shAnti mAnIne tenA kartRutvamAn dhase chhe, paN
vikAranA kartRutvamAn chaitanyanI shAnti kyAthi maLe? are bhAI, vikAramAn tArI shAnti
kevI? tArA AtmAne enA kartRutvamAn tun na rok, mRugajaLamAnthI jo mRugalAne pANI maLe
ne tRuShA chhIpe to vikAramAnthI tane shAnti maLe! vikAramAnthI tun parANe shAnti levA mAngIsh
paN emAn shAnti chhe ja nahi, enA kartRutvamAnthI tane kadI shAnti maLavAnI nathI! shAntinun
dhAm tArun chaitanyatattva chhe, emAn vikAranA kartRutvanI gandh paN nathI. AvA svabhAvanun
sevan kar to apUrva samyakatvAdirUp shAnti maLe, ne AkuLatA TaLe.
jyAn pANI nathI tyAn bhramathI mRugalA doDe chhe, tem jemAn shAnti nathI evA
parabhAvamAn agnAnI bhramathI hit mAne chhe. bhAI, vikArI bhAv to jher chhe, tAro
svabhAv to amRut chhe; tene badale e vikArabhAvanun kartRutva svabhAvamAn mAnIne tun tArA
amRutasvabhAvane jherarUp mAne chhe, e moTo baLAtkAr chhe. are jIv! svabhAv ane
parabhAvano bhed pAD! tun paramAtmA moTo, tAro svabhAv moTo ane tArI bhUl paN
moTI, tun ja tArA baLathI tArI bhUlane toD to te tUTe. bhUl moTI ne te bhUl bhAngIne
samyaksvabhAvanun bhAn karatAn teno lAbh paN ghaNo moTo chhe. bhUl bhAngatA chaitanyanA
apAr amRut sAkShAt anubhavamAn Ave chhe.
(kalashaTIkA–pravachan)