: 24 : Atmadharma : bhAdaravo :
vi....vi....dha
va....cha....nA....mRu....ta
(Atmadharmano chAlu vibhAg: lekhAnk : 12)
(171) balihArI santonI
gnAnI sansAramAn gRuhasthapaNAmAn rahyA hoy, rAg–dveSh–krodhAdi kaleshapariNAm
amuk thatAn hoy, paN ene enI lAL lambAtI nathI, kemake e ja vakhate bhinnatAnun
bhAn bhegun chhe. sansAranA game tevA kaleshaprasango ke pratikUL prasango Ave, paN jyAn
chaitanyanA dhyAnanI sphUraNA jAgI tyAn te badhAy kalesho kyAy bhAgI jAy chhe; game tevA
prasangamAny enA shradhdhA–gnAn gherAI jatA nathI. jyAn chidAnand–hansalAnun smaraN karyun tyAn
ja duniyAnA badhA kalesho alop thaI jAy chhe; to e chaitanyanA anubhavamAn to kalesh
kevo? emAn to ekalo Anand chhe,...ekalI AnandanI ja dhArA vahe chhe. vAh! balihArI
chhe AvA santonI.
(172) sukhanI shraddhA
jem siddhabhagavanto koIpaN bAhyaviShayo vagar ja potAnA AtmAthI ja sukhI
chhe. tem mArun sukh paN mArA AtmAmAn ja chhe; sukh te AtmAno svabhAv ja chhe. te
kyAy bahArathI nathI Avatun–evo jeNe nishchay karyo tene pAnch IndriyanA koI paN
viShayamAn sukhanI kalpanA chhUTI jAy chhe. mArun sukh mArA svabhAvamAn ja chhe–em jyAn
sudhI shraddhA na thAy ne potAnA Atmasukhano potAne anubhav na thAy tyAnsudhI koIne
koI prakAre paramAn sukhanI kalpanA, moh, ane bAhya viShayonI AkuLatA maTe nahi.
(173) jaDIbuTTI
chaitanyasvarUpanun chintan karavun te sansAranA sarva dukhono thAk utAravAnI jaDIbuTTI
chhe. mATe kahe chhe ke are jIvo! A chaitanya–svarUpanA chintanamAn kalesh to jarA paN nathI
ne tenun phaL mahAn chhe, mahAn sukhanI tenA chintanamAn prApti thAy chhe, to ene kem
dhyAnamAn chintavatA nathI! ne bahAramAn ja upayogane kem bhamAvo chho? A chaitanyanA
chintanarUp jaDIbuTTI tamArI pAse ja chhe, ene sUnghatAn ja sansAranA sarvakaleshano thAk
kShaNabharamAn UtarI jashe.
(174) svarUpasAdhanamAn ekanun ja avalamban
nijasvarUpanI sAdhanA potAnA svabhAvanA ja avalambane thAy chhe, temAn bIjA
koInun paN avalamban kAm Avatun nathI. mATe he