: 32 : Atmadharma : bhAdaravo :
batAvyun chhe. bhAI, svAnubhav vakhate gnAnaupayog potAnA shuddhaAtmAne ja svagney
karIne temAn thambhI gayo chhe, pahelAn upayog bahAranA anek gneyomAn ne vikalpomAn
bhamato, te maTIne upayog potAnA svarUpane ekane ja jANavAmAn ekAgra thayo.
ek to A visheShatA thaI; ane bIjI visheShatA e thaI ke, pahelAn savikalpadashA
vakhate anek prakAranA rAgadveSh–shubhAshubh pariNAm thatA, svAnubhav vakhate
shuddhopayog thatAn buddhipUrvakanA samasta rAgAdi pariNAmo chhUTI gayA. kevaL
nijasvarUpamAn ja tanmay pariNAm thayA. AvI visheShatAne lIdhe svAnubhavakALamAn
siddhabhagavAn jevo je atIndriy svAbhAvik Anand anubhavAy chhe te vachanAtIt
chhe, jagatanA koI padArthamAn e sukhano ansh paN nathI. Indriyajanit sukho karatAn
A sukhanI jAt ja judI chhe; A to AtmAjanit sukh chhe, AtmAnA
svabhAvamAnthI utpanna thayelun chhe. joke, jeTalI vItarAgatA thaI chhe teTalun
Atmikasukh to savikalpadashA vakhatey dharmIne varte chhe, parantu nirvikalpadashA vakhate
upayog nijasvarUpamAn tanmay thaIne je atIndriy param Anand vede chhe tenI koI
khAs visheShatA chhe. ahA, svAnubhavano Anand shun chhe tenI kalpanAy agnAnIne
AvatI nathI. jeNe atIndriy chaitanyane kadI joyo nathI, jeNe IndriyaviShayomAn ja
Anand mAnyo chhe tene svAnubhavanA atIndriy AnandanI gangh paN
kyAthi hoy? are, AvA svAnubhavanI charchA paN jIvane durlabh chhe. jeNe gnAnane
bAhya–Indriy viShayomAn ja bhamAvyun chhe, gnAnane andaramAn vALIne atIndriy vastune
kadI lakShagat karI nathI tene e atIndriyavastunA atIndriyasukhanI kalpanA paN
kyAthi Ave! ‘khAkharAnI khIsakolI kerIno svAd kyAthi jANe?’ tem
IndriyagnAnamAn ja lubdha prANI atIndriyasukhanA svAdane kyAthi jANe? gnAnIe
chaitanyanA atIndriy sukhane jANyunn chhe, eno apUrva svAd chAkhyo chhe, e sukh
ene nirantar varte chhe; te uparAnt ahIn to nirvikalpadashAmAn tene AnandanI je
visheShatA chhe tenI vAt chhe.
shankA:– ame to gRuhastha; gRuhasthane AvI svAnubhavanI vAt kem samajAy?
samAdhAn: bhAI, svAnubhavanI A chiThThi lakhanAr pote paN gRuhastha ja
hatA; ane jemanA upar A chiThThI lakhelI chhe teo paN gRuhastho ja hatA; eTale
gRuhasthone samajAy evI A vAt chhe. AtmAnun satyagnAn to gRuhasthane paN thaI
shake chhe. munidashA jevI svarUpasthiratA gRuhasthane na hoy parantu AtmAnun gnAn
munidashA jevun ja gRuhasthadashAmAny thaI shake chhe. temAn kAI pher paDato nathI. ane
Avun AtmagnAn kare te ja gRuhasthane dhanya kahyo chhe; shrIkundakundasvAmI to kahe chhe ke
he shrAvak! tun nirmaL samya–