Atmadharma magazine - Ank 264
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

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: 16 : Atmadharma : Aso :
je parane sAdhan mAne ke paramAn sukh mAne te parathI udAsIn thAy nahi. svabhAvane
potAthI paripUrNa jANIne te taraph vaL‌yo tyAn jagatanA samasta anya padArtho pratye sAchI
udAsInatA thaI.
sahaj shuddhagnAnAnandasvabhAv to trikAL chhe, paN tenI prApti ane anubhav kem
thAy? te batAve chhe.
“निजनिरंजन शुद्धात्मसम्यक् श्रद्धानज्ञानानुष्ठानरूप निश्चय रत्नत्रयात्मक
निर्विकल्पसमाधिसंजात वीतरागसहजानन्दरूप सुखानुभूतिमात्र लक्षणेन
स्वसंवेदनज्ञानेन स्वसंवेद्यो गम्यो प्राप्योऽहं।...” nij niranjan shuddha AtmAnA samyak
shraddhAn–gnAn–anuShThAnarUp nishchayaratnatrayAtmak nirvikalpa samAdhimAn utpanna evA
vItarAg sahaj AnandarUp sukhaanubhUtimAtra lakShaNathI eTale ke svasamvedanagnAnathI
svasamvedya gamya ne prApta thAun evo hun chhun, juo, svarUp kevun chhe ne tenI prApti kem thAy–
anubhav kem thAy, e banne vAt bhegI batAve chhe. nishchay ratnatrayavaDe mArI prApti thAy
chhe, rAgarUp ke vikalparUp vyavahAr ratnatrayavaDe mArI prApti thatI nathI. svasamvedanagnAnathI
ja anubhavamAn Avun evo hun chhun; svasamvedanagnAn rAg vagaranun vItarAg sahaj AnandanA
anubhavarUp chhe. AvA anubhav vagar bIjA upAyathI shuddhAtmAnI prApti ke samyaktvAdi
thAy nahi. षट्खंडागम vageremAn nijabimbadarshan vagerene samyaktvanI utpattinA
bAhyakAraNamAn gaNyA chhe, paN te to nimitta batAvyun chhe; tyAn paN AvI antaranI
anubhUti vagar to jinabimbadarshan vagere samyaktvanA bAhyakAraN paN thatAn nathI.
AtmAnun gnAn ane AtmAnI anubhUti param AnandarUp chhe, te rAgarUp nathI ke
rAgavaDe thatI nathI; svasamvedanarUp svAnubhUtithI ja AtmasvabhAv anubhavamAn Ave chhe.
A sivAy bIjA koInI temAn apekShA nathI. निज eTale potAnA AtmAnI AvI
anubhUti kem thAy tenI A bhAvanA chhe. bIjA sAme jovAnun prayojan nathI.
svAnubhUtithI ja AtmA jaNAy chhe–vedAy chhe ne pamAy chhe, bIjA upAyathI AtmA
jaNAto nathI, vedAto nathI ke pamAto nathI. anubhUtirUp mArI nirmaL paryAyavaDe ja hun
mane vedAun chhun, mArI paryAyavaDe ja hun mane jaNAun chhun; AtmA taraph DhaLelI nirmaLaparyAyamAn
ja AtmAnI prApti thAy chhe. par taraph DhaLatI paryAyamAn AtmAnI prApti ke anubhUti
thatI nathI. Avun nij svarUp vichArIne vAramvAr tenI bhAvanA karavI.
‘भरितावस्थोहं’–eTale ke mArA svabhAvathI hun bharelo chhun, mArA nijabhAvathI hun
paripUrNa bharelo chhun. jagatanA badhAy jIvo potapotAnA svabhAvathI paripUrNa bharapUr chhe.
Am svabhAvathI paripUrNatArUp asti batAvIne have parabhAvathI shUnyatArUp nAsti
batAve chhe.