Atmadharma magazine - Ank 264
(Year 22 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2491, A.D. 1965)
(English transliteration).

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: 4 : Atmadharma : Aso :
e chaitanyavastuno AsvAd param sukhakar chhe. AtmAno rasik thAy tene apUrva Anand
AvyA vinA rahe nahi. deDakun ke hAthI, sinh ke vAgh, gAy, ke bakarI nArakI, devo,
manuShyo, 8 varShanAn bALak ke moTA vRuddha, strI ke puruSh, badhAy jIvone kahe chhe ke hamaNAn ja
mohane chhoDIne shuddhaAtmAne anubhavo. AtmAnA rasik thAy te badhAyathI Avo
anubhav thaI shake chhe. ne jene shuddhagnAnasvarUp ruchyun tene tenA param Anandano sAkShAt
svAd Ave chhe. ekalo anumAnagochar rahyA kare ne sAkShAt anubhavarUp na thAy–em
nathI. enA rasiyA thavun joIe. eno rasiyo thaIne, eTale jagatano ras chhoDIne,
svamAn ekatva kar ne par sAthenun ekatva chhoD, tatkShaN chhoD, em karatAn tatkShaN tane
chaitanyanA param Anandano sAkShAt anubhav thashe.
prashna:– Am karavAthI shun phaL Ave? shun kAryasiddhi thAy?
uttar:– pratham to mahAdukhadAyI evA mohano tyAg thAy chhe, ne
gnAnAnandasvarUpanA apUrvasukhano anubhav thAy chhe.–Am sukhanI asti ne mohanI
nAsti; arthAt AnandanI prApti ne mohano tyAg–evI kAryasiddhi thAy chhe, A uttam
phaL chhe. vAramvAr AvA svAnubhavano abhyAs karatAn vibhAvapariNAm ke karmano sambandh
jIv sAthe ek kShaN paN raheshe nahi, te jIvathI bhinnapaNe ja raheshe. ekavAr
svAnubhavathI ekatvabuddhi chhUTI te chhUTI, pharIne kadI temAn ekatvabuddhi thavAnI nathI.
pariNati parabhAvathI judI paDI te paDI, have te pariNatimAn rAgAdi parabhAvo ke
karmabandhan kadI ekamek thavAnA nathI; ek samay paN AtmAmAn te Takashe nahi, koI
prakAre AtmA sAthe tenI ekatA thashe nahi. juo, A svAnubhavavaDe kAryasiddhi thaI;
hamaNAn ja mohano nAsh karIne AvI kAryasiddhi karo.–Am svAnubhavanI josadAr preraNA
ApI chhe.
dharmIjIvane bhedagnAn thayun, svAnubhav thayo ne moh tUTayo,–have parabhAvo kadI
svarUpamAn praveshavAnA nathI, parabhAvo sAthe kadI ekatA thavAnI nathI; gnAn kadI rAgAdi
sAthe tanmay thavAnun nathI. gnAn sadAy gnAnapaNe ja raheshe, svamAn ja sadA ekatva raheshe.
pahelAn agnAnathI bandhakaraNashIl hato, tenAthI chhUTIne have svabhAvano anubhavanashIl
thayo, te pharIne kShaNamAtra paN bandhan sAthe ekatva pAme nahi. svAnubhavavaDe mohano nAsh
thatAn AvI apUrva dashA khIlI.