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kare chhe. prIti karavA yogya je chaitanyasvarUp tene na jANyun eTale dehAdimAn prIti varte chhe,
ane dehAdinI upekShA karavAne badale tene UnDe UnDe dveShabuddhi thaI jAy chhe. chaitanyanA
AnandarUp samAdhi nathI tyAn UDe UnDe asamAdhino bhAv varte chhe eTale ‘sharIrane sUkavI
nAnkhun ke sharIrano nigrah karun’ evI dveShabuddhi tene thAy chhe; ene tyAgamAn shAnti nathI
paN dveSh chhe. A jaD sharIr to mArA gnAnAnandasvarUpathI atyant bhinna chhe em je nathI
jANato te agnAnIne sharIramAn ja anugrah ane nigrahanI buddhi thAy chhe, te vAt kare chhe–
न जानन्ति शरीराणि सुखदुःखान्यबुद्धयः।
निग्रहानिग्रहधियं तथाप्यत्रैव कुर्वते।। ६१।।
A sharIr to jaD chhe, te kAI sukh–dukhane jANatun nathI. temaj te sharIramAn kAI
sukh–dukh thatun nathI chhatAn mUDh jIv te sharIramAn ja hey–upAdeyabuddhi karIne temAn dveSh ane
prIti kare chhe. mithyAdraShTijIv gharabAr chhoDIne jangalamAn jaIne rahe, ne shubhabhAvathI
svargamAn jAy, tyAre paN chaitanyanI shAnti vagar sharIr upar dveShanI buddhithI ja teno
tyAg chhe. ‘sharIr dvArA dharmanun sAdhan karavA mATe tene AhArAdi Apun, athavA
upavAsAdi vaDe sharIrano nigrah karun’ –evI jenI buddhi chhe tene anantAnubandhI rAg–dveSh
paDyA ja chhe, chaitanyanA amRutanun vedan tene nathI eTale tene samAdhi nathI paN
asamAdhi ja chhe. sharIrane ja sukhanun sAdhan mAnyun tyAn tene poShavAnI rAgabuddhi chhe, ane
sharIrane dukhanun sAdhan mAnyun tyAn tenA upar dveShabuddhi chhe, eTale te sharIr pratyenI
chintAthI nirantar asamAdhi ja vede chhe. paN hun to dehathI bhinna gnAnadarshanasvarUp chhun, dehamAn
mArun sukhadukh chhe ja nahi–em gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay karato nathI, badhAy paradravyothI
AtmAne bhinna jANIne sarva paradravyathI upekShit thaIne gnAnAnandasvarUpamAn prIti karavI te
ja samAdhino upAy chhe. dharmIne chaitanyasvarUpamAn ja prIti chhe, potAnA chaitanyasvarUp
sivAy dehAdi pratye tene upekShA ja chhe; gnAnasvarUp AtmA shAntino ne Anandano sAgar
chhe–temAn vaLatAn dehAdi pratye saheje upekShA varte chhe; dharmIne AtmabhAve par pratye upekShA
varte chhe. agnAnIne AtmabhAvanI to khabar nathI ne parane chhoDavA jAy chhe–tethI temAn
tene dveShabuddhi ja paDI chhe. jyAn AtmAnI shAnti nathI tyAn koI ne koI prakAre baLatarA
(sanyoganI abhilAShA) paDI ja chhe. chidAnandasvarUp AtmadravyamAn pariNatinI ekAgratA
vagar dehAdi pratye sAchI upekShA thatI nathI. chaitanyanA AnandamAn ekAgra thatAn rAg–dveSh
thatA ja nathI. tyAn dharmIne dehAdi pratye IShTa–anIShTabuddhi thatI nathI, eTale anAkuL
shAntirUp samAdhi ja rahe chhe.
chaitanyanA atIndriy Anand pAse dharmAtmAne jagatanA samasta bAhya viShayonun