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vastumAn hovA chhatAn tene je nathI svIkArato ne koI ek bhAvane ja ekAnta pakaDI lye chhe,
to te mithyAdraShTi ja chhe. paN sarvagnadeve vastumAn ek sAthe joyelA anekabhAvo (puruShArtha,
svabhAv, niyat vagerene) ek sAthe je svIkAre chhe teno to nirNay sAcho chhe. ne
vastusvarUpano svIkAr thatAn pariNati antarasvabhAvamAn vaLIne nijakArya karI ja rahI chhe.
vastusvabhAvanun agAdh sAmarthya pratItamAn svIkAryun tyAn te svIkAranArI pariNati pote paN
agAdh sAmarthyavALI thaI gaI chhe. agAdh sAmarthya gnAnamAn pragaTI gayun chhe. kevaLagnAnamAn to
apAr sAmarthya chhe paN tene nakkI karanAr mati–shrut gnAnamAn atyAre paN agAdh mahimA
pragaTyo chhe. tene antaramAn potAnun kArya thaI ja rahyun chhe.
gnAnIne potAnA AtmAmAn kArya sadhAI ja rahyun chhe, tyAn bIjA te jANe enI shI
jarUr chhe! eTale bIjAne dekhADavAnun ke kahevAnun kyAn rahe chhe! mATe gnAnIne bIjAne kAI
dekhADavAno bhAv nathI. (A nyAy kahetI vakhate gurudev ghaNA bhAvapUrvak gnAnIno mahimA
samajAvatA hatA.)
aho, je gnAnIne antaramAn ‘ThIk’ thaI ja rahyun chhe, pote potAnun ‘ThIk’ karI ja rahyA
chhe–hit sAdhI ja rahyA chhe–tyAn, ‘A ThIk kare chhe’ em bIjA jANe to ThIk evun kyAn chhe?
bIjAne dekhADavAnun shun kAm chhe? amArun kAm andar chAlI ja rahyun chhe! bIjA jIv potAmAn
evun ThIk karashe tyAre Ane oLakhI leshe. ahIn jevI gnAnadashA chhe tevI sAmAmAn Avashe
tyAre te Ane oLakhI leshe–ke ThIk, Ane Am thayun chhe! bAkI bIjA to shun oLakhashe?
bIjAne enA jevun thAy tyAre Ane oLakhene?
Am ghaNA mahimApUrvak ghaNA bhAvathI kahyun hatun. charchAmAn vAramvAr gurudevanA mukhathI
evA udgAr nIkaLI jatA ke “aho! jinashAsan!! vAh! vAh! tArI balihArI chhe!
tArA rahasyo ghaNA UnDA chhe.”
ahoho! ’ em thAy (eTale ke mahimA Ave) paN te to potAmAn ne potAmAn
chhe. ahoho–kahIne kAI bIjAne batAvavAnun nathI. kevun gambhIr tattva! A to pote potAnun
karI levAnun chhe. andar ahoho karyun (eTale ke apUrva kArya karyun) –tyAn bIjA tene ‘ahoho’
kahe–to santoSh thAy evun kAI nathI. eno santoSh to potAthI ja chhe; potAnA
anubhavano santoSh potAmAn ja chhe.
ahA, A vastusvabhAvanI vAt jeNe svIkArI, hun gnAn chhun em nirNay karyo ene
pachhI thoDA ja bhav hoy. AmAn to mokShano nirNay chhe, AtmAno nirNay chhe. A rIte A
khAs prayojanabhUt vAt chhe.
Am svabhAv mahimAvALI ghaNI saras charchA thaI hatI. tenI A to mAtra TUnkI
yAdI chhe.