: phAgaN : 2492 Atmadharma : 5 :
chamakat
chaitanyasUrya ane
chaitanyahansalo
(paramatmaprakash ga. 19 – 120)
A AtmA AnandasvarUp chaitanyasUrya chhe, te kem bhAse? to kahe chhe ke nirmaL manamAn
AtmA jaNAy chhe, eTale ke rAgarahit nirmaL gnAnapariNAmamAn A chaitanyasUrya AtmA
dekhAy chhe. malin rAgAdi bhAvothI jenun chitta malin chhe tene te malin chittamAn AtmA
dekhAto nathI. jem vAdaLAnA ADambaramAn sUrya dekhAto nathI tem chaitanya anubhUtithI viruddha
evA krodh–kAmAdi vikArI bhAvorUp vAdaLAn vachche chaitanyasUrya dekhAto nathI. chaitanyanI
anubhUti vaDe kAm–krodhAdinA vikalporUp vAdaLAn vIkherAI jatAn, nirmaL gnAnarUpI
AkAshamAn kevaLagnAnAdi anantaguNarUpI kiraNothI jhaLahaLato shuddhAtmArUpI sUrya dekhAy chhe.
jem malin darpaNamAn mukh dekhAtun nathI, tem rAgadveSh sAthe maLelI malin
gnAnapariNatimAn AtmA anubhavAto nathI. rAganA range rangAyelun gnAn shuddha AtmAne jANI
shakatun nathI. bhedagnAnanA baLe gnAn jyAn rAgathI judun pariNamyun tyAn te rAg rahit gnAnamAn shuddha
AtmAnun svasamvedan thAy chhe. anant kiraNothI chamakato chaitanyasUrya sAkShAt birAjI rahyo chhe
paN agnAnIne rAganI ruchirUp melane lIdhe te dekhAto nathI. rAgathI jarAk judo thaIne dekhe
to nirmaL gnAnadarpaNamAn AtmasUrya spaShTa dekhAy, enun sAkShAt svasamvedan thAy.
A chaitanyasUrya pote potAnI paryAyamAn jaNAy chhe, rAgamAn te jaNAto nathI.
rAgamAn chaitanyanun pratibimb nathI paDatun. je nirmaL paryAy antar svabhAvanI sanmukh thaI te
paryAyamAn chaitanyamUrti bhagavAn sAkShAt dekhAy chhe, ne ene dekhatAn apUrva Ananda thAy chhe.
shAnt–shAnt pariNati thaIne andar Thare tyAre bhagavAn AtmA dekhAy. rAgamAn ekamekapaNe
je pariNati varte temAn chaitanya bhagavAn dekhAy nahIn. krodhAdithI pariNAm hAlak–Dolak thayA
karatA hoy evA ashAnt pariNAmathI AtmA anubhavamAn Ave nahi. nirvikalpa shAnt
pariNAm vaDe AtmA anubhavamAn Ave chhe; evA shAntapariNAmamAn ja Ananda chhe.