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je kAI IShTa–vahAlun–sukharUp chhe te AvI svAnubhUtimAn ja samAy chhe.
are jIv! A IShTanI prAptino avasar chhe; santo tane tArA IShTanI prAptinI rIt
batAve chhe. pahelAn IShTanun svarUp nakakI kar....AtmAnun shuddhasvarUp shun chhe te gnAnamAn laIne
sIdho tene anubhavamAn le. ‘sIdho’ eTale vachamAn bIjI koI parabhAvanI AD rAkhyA
vagar ekalA gnAn vaDe AtmAne anubhavamAn le ‘hun anubhav karun’ eTalI vRuttinun paN
jyAn utthAn nathI, chhatAn AtmA svayam kartA thaIne svAnubhavarUp kAryapaNe pariNamI jAy
chhe; pote nijasvabhAvathI ja svagneyanA gnAtApaNe pariName chhe, temAn koI bIjAnun avalamban
nathI, gnAtA ne gney evA bhed paN nathI. dravya–paryAyanI ekatA thaIne svasamvedanapaNe
AtmA pariNamyo tyAn IShTanI prApti thaI, atIndriy Anandanun vedan thayun.
pahelAn svasamvedanagamya AtmAno barAbar nirNay kare, tyAre ja svAnubhavanI
shakti khIle. kyAy paN parAvalambananI buddhimAn ke paramAn mIThAsanI buddhimAn UnDe UnDe
aTakyo chhe tyAn sudhI AtmA svasamvedanamAn Avato nathI. bhAI, A to AtmAno rang
chaDAvavAnI vAt chhe; rAgano jyAn rang hoy tyAn AtmA anubhavamAn Ave nahi. bhAI!
IShTarUp AtmAne tAre anubhavamAn levo hoy to pahelAn enun svarUp gnAnamAn le. IShTanun
jevaDun svarUp chhe tenA karatAn jarAy ochhun mAnIsh to tane tArun IShTa hAthamAn nahi Ave.
param shuddhatattva mahAn tene IShTa na mAnatAn rAgane–puNyane sanyogane je IShTa mAne, te
rAg vagaranA chaitanyanI prAptino puruShArtha kyAthi upADashe? je jene IShTa mAne te tenI
prAptino prayatna kare. je rAgane IShTa mAne te rAganA prayatnamAn rokAy, paN shuddhAtmAno
prayatna tene upaDe nahi. ane shuddhAtmAne ja jeNe IShTa mAnyo te jIv rAganA prayatnamAn
rokAy nahi, rAgathI pAr chaitanyane te svAnubhav vaDe prApta karashe.
bhAI, IShTano upAy paN IShTarUp ja hoy, arthAt shuddhasvabhAvanI prAptino
upAy paN shuddhabhAvarUp ja hoy, kem ke upey ane upAy (sAdhya ane sAdhan) banne
ek jAtinA hoy, viruddha na hoy. IShTa vItarAgatA, ne tenun sAdhan rAg–em na hoy;
jem IShTa rAg vagaranun chhe tem tenI prAptino upAy paN rAg vagarano ja chhe. rAgane
sAdhan banAvIne pragaTe evo AtmAno svabhAv chhe ja nahi.
jene je IShTa mAne tene te dhyAve; ek kor shuddha AtmasvabhAv chhe, ekakor
rAgAdi ashuddhatA tathA sharIrAdi sanyogo chhe, have je jIv rAgane ke sharIrane sukharUp–IShTa
mAne te jIv te rAgane ja dhyey banAvIne temAn tanmay varte paN te rAgathI pAr evA
shuddhAtmAne dhyey banAvI shake nahi ane jeNe shuddhAtmAne dhyey banAvyo, ene ja IShTarUp
ne sukharUp jANyo te jIv tenAthI viruddha evA rAgAdine ke sharIrane kadI IShTarUp mAnatA
nathI eTale temAn tanmay thatA nathI, enAthI bhinna shuddhaAtmAne ja IShTapaNe dhyAvI
dhyAvIne paramAnandamay paramAtmadashAne prApta kare chhe.–te ja mahAn IShTa chhe.