: aShAD : 2492 Atmadharma : 19 :
chidAnand svarUp AtmAnI sambhAL kar to tArun bhramaN TaLe ne mukti thAy.
jem pANImAn nImak (mIThun) mishra thatAn te khArun lAge chhe, tyAn kharekhar pANIno
khAro svabhAv nathI, khArun to mIThun chhe; tem AtmAmAn karma taraphanA valaNathI rAg–dveSh–
moharUp AkuLatAnun vedan thAy chhe, te AkuLatA kharekhar AtmAnA chaitanyasvabhAvano
svAd nathI, te to karma taraphanA valaNavALA vikArIbhAvano svAd chhe. hun to chaitanyasvarUp
chhun–gnAn ne Anand ja mArun sharIr chhe–evI anrta svarUpanI sAvadhAnI karatAn chaitanyanA
svAdano anubhav thAy chhe. paN agnAnIjIv bhrAntine lIdhe tene jANato nathI ne karma
taraphanA valaNanA rAgAdirUp svAdane ja te AtmAno svAd mAne chhe. rAg te dharma nathI–
em kadAch dhAraNAthI kahe, paN antaramAn te rAganA vedanathI judo paDato nathI, sUkShmapaNe
rAganI mIThAsamAn ja te aTakI gayo chhe, paN rAgathI pAr thaIne gnAnabhAvano anubhav
karato nathI. jyAnsudhI rAgathI pAr gnAnAnandasvarUpane na jANe tyAnsudhI te agnAnI
bahirAtmA sansAramAn ja paribhramaN kare chheAA 68AA
bahirAtmA yathArtha AtmasvarUpane nathI jANato, to te kone AtmA mAne chhe?–te
have kaheshe.
santonI vAt
santo kahe chhe: bhAI! tAre atyAre AtmAno Anand
kamAvAno avasar Avyo chhe tene tun chukIsh nahi.
AchAryadev kahe chhe ke svAnubhavathI hun je shuddhAtmA dekhADun
chhun temAn sandeh karyA vagar tArA svAnubhavathI tun pramAN karaje!
anAkuL svarUpanun dhyAn anAkUL pariNati vaDe ja
thAy chhe; te dhyAnamAn ja Anand sphUre chhe.
vikalpa to AkuLatA chhe, AkuLatAmAn AnandanI
sphuraNA kem thAy?
AtmA jaDato nathI–em koI kahe, to tene kahe chhe ke
bhAI! jyAn AtmA chhe tyAn tun gotato ja nathI pachhI kyAthi
jaDe? antarmukh thaIne gnAnabhAvamAn shodh to jarUr AtmA
jaDashe. parabhAvamAn shodhye te nahi maLe.