Atmadharma magazine - Ank 274
(Year 23 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2492, A.D. 1966)
(English transliteration).

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: 22 : Atmadharma : dvi. shrAvaN : 2492
tyAn to agni varasAvato Uno vAyaro Ave chhe ne taravAnI tIkhI dhArA jevA pAndaDA
tenA upar paDe chhe, te tenA sharIrane chIrI nAnkhe chhe. te bichAro dIn nArakI dukhI thaIne
chIchIyArI kare chhe.–paN tyAn eno pokAr koN sAmbhaLe?
te nArakIne bIjA nArakI loDhAnA saLIyA sAthe bAndhIne agnimAn sekI nAnkhe chhe;
pahAD uparathI Undhe mAthe pachhADe chhe; dhAradAr karavatavaDe tenA sharIrane vidAre chhe; sharIramAn
bhAlA jevI soy bhonke chhe, sUyAnI aNImAn parovIne tene pherave chhe; ghaNA nArakI tene
magadaLavaDe mAthe evo pITe chhe ke tenI Ankho bahAr nIkaLI jAy chhe. pUrve jeNe
abhimAn sevelun evA te nArakI jIvane dhagadhagatA loDhAnA Asan upar parANe
besADe chhe, ne kAnTAnI pathArI upar suvaDAve chhe.
A prakAre narakanI atyant asahya ne bhayankar vedanA pAmIne bhayabhIt thayelA te
nArakInA manamAn em chintA thAy chhe ke arere! agnijvALA jevI garam bhUmi bahu ja
kaShTadAyak chhe, ahInno vAyaro sadA agninA taNakhAn varasAve chhe; dishAo evI saLage chhe–
jANe Ag lAgI hoy! ne megh to dhagadhagatI dhUL varasAve chhe. ahIn chArekorathI dukh–dukh
ne dukh chhe. amArA pUrvabhavanA pAp ja amane A prakAranun dukh ApI rahyA chhe. ahInnI
vedanA eTalI tIvra chhe ke koIthI sahan na thAy; mAr paN eTalo paDe chhe ke sahan na thaI
shake. AyuSh pUrun thayA vagar A prAN paN chhUTatA nathI; ane dukh detA A nArakIone
koI rokI paN shakatun nathI. are, AvI paristhitimAn ame kyAn jaIe? shun karIe? kyAn
UbhA rahIe? kyAn besIe? kyAn visAmo laIe? ame sharaNanI AshAe jyAn jyAn
jaIe chhIe tyAn tyAn UlaTun vadhu ne vadhu dukh pAmIe chhIe. are, ahInnA apAr dukhathI
ame kyAre chhUTashun? kyAre Ano pAr Avashe? amArun AyuShya paN sAgar jevaDun moTun chhe.
A prakAranA vAramvAr chintanathI te nArakIne atyant mAnasik santApavaDe maraN jevun dukh
thayA kare chhe. A viShayamAn adhik kahevAthI shun lAbh chhe? TUnkamAn eTalun ja bas chhe ke
jagatamAn jeTalA bhayankar dukho chhe te badhAy dukhone duShkarmoe narakamAn ekaThA karI dIdhA chhe.
AnkhanA ek TamakAr mAtra paN sukh te nArakIne nathI; dinarAt tene dukh dukh ne dukh ja
bhogavavun paDe chhe. senkaDo dukhanA bhammarathI bharelA narakarUpI samudramAn DubelA te nArakIone
sukhanI prApti to dUr rahI paN tenun smaraN thavun ye bahu mushkel chhe. ThanDI–garamInA dukh tyAn
asahya ne achintya chhe; sansAranA koI padArthanI sAthe e dukhanI tUlanA thaI shake tem nathI.
te badhA nArakIo hInAng, kUbaDA napunsak, durgandhI, kharAb kALA rangavALA kaThor ane
dekhavAmAn apriy hoy chhe. marelA kUtarA–bilADA–gadheDAnA kalevaranA DhagalAmAnthI je durgandh
Ave tenA karatAny nArakInA sharIr vadhu durgandhI chhe.–Am pUrvanA pApakarmothI te jIvo
atishay dukhI chhe.