: bhAdaravo : 2492 Atmadharma : 11 :
arUpI! vikalpothI paN chaitanyanI bhinnatA batAvavI chhe. agnAnIne
bhedagnAnanI shakti bIDAI gaI chhe, bhedagnAn karavAnI shakti to darek
AtmAmAn chhe paN agnAnI te shakti pragaT karato nathI, tenI te shakti
anAdithI biDAI gayelI chhe. AvA agnAnane lIdhe ja te potAne ane
parane ekamek mAne chhe, gnAnane ane rAgane ekamek anubhave chhe. ‘hun
chaitanya chhun’–evo svAnubhav karavAne badale ‘hun krodh chhun, hun rAg chhun’–em te
anubhave chhe. aho, divyadhvani chaitanyanA ekatvasvabhAvano DhanDhero vagADe
chhe, gaNadharo–santo ane chAre anuyoganA shAstro bhedagnAnano DhanDhero pITIne
kahe chhe ke chaitanyasvabhAv to anAdi–anant, akRutrim, nirmaL vignAnaghan
chhe, ne rAgAdibhAvo to kShaNik, navA, parAshraye, utpanna thayelA malin
bhAvo chhe, temane ekatA kem hoy?–na ja hoy.–paN agnAnI AvA
vastusvabhAvathI bhraShTa thaIne vAramvAr anek vikalparUpe tadrUp pariNamato
thako teno kartA pratibhAse chhe.
ahIn to te kartApaNun chhUTavAnI vAt samajAvavI chhe. “rAgAdinun
kartApaNun agnAnathI ja chhe” –em je jIv jANe chhe te jIv te rAgAdinA
kartRutvane atyantapaNe chhoDe chhe. mArA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn rAganun kartRutva chhe ja
nahi. rAganI khAN mArA chaitanyamAn nathI, mArI chaitanyakhANamAn to
nirvikalpa anAkuL shAntaras bharyo chhe. shAntarasano svAd te ja mAro svAd
chhe, je AkuLatA chhe te mAro svAd nathI, te to rAgano svAd chhe–em
bannenA svAdane atyant bhinna jANato thako gnAnI, chaitanyane ane rAgane
ekasvAdapaNe nathI anubhavato, paN chaitanyanA svAdane rAgathI judo ja
anubhave chhe. chaitanyanA AnandanA nidhAnane pahelAn agnAnathI tALAn dIdhA
hatA, te tALAnne bhedagnAnarUpI chAvI vaDe kholI nAnkhyA, chaitanyanA
AnandanidhAnane khullA karIne tenun svasamvedan karyun. jyAn potAnA
nijarasane jANyo tyAn vikArano ras chhUTI gayo, tenun kartRutva chhUTI gayun.
pahelAn nirantar vikArano svAd leto tene badale have nirantar svabhAvanA
Anandano svAd lye chhe.
juo, A chothA guNasthAnavALA samakitI dharmAtmAnI dashA! je
sAdhak thayo, je mokShanA panthe chaDayo, antaramAn jene chaitanyanA bheTA thayA,
evA dharmAtmA–gnAnI matishrutagnAnathI chaitanyanA atIndriy Anandanun
svasamvedan kare chhe: ahA, jagatanA rasathI judI jAtano chaitanyano ras chhe.