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bhavIe. he jananI! A sanyogamAn kyAy amane chen nathI, amArun chitta to AtmAmAn
lAgyun chhe. (pravachanasAr gAthA 201–202 mAn dIkShA prasange dIkShArthI sharIranI jananI
vagerene vairAgyathI sambodhe chhe te vAt gurudeve ahIn yAd karI hatI...jANe Avo koI dIkShA
prasang najarasamakSha banI rahyo hoy evA bhAvo gurudevanA shrImukhathI nIkaLatA hatA.)
–A pramANe sansArathI virakta thaIne e rAjakumAr dIkShA lye ne andar lIn
thaIne AtmAnA Anandane anubhave.–vAh, dhanya e dashA!
bIje divase e ja vairAgyanA pharI pharI gholanapUrvak pravachanamAn paN gurudeve
kahyun:– dharmI rAjakumAr hoy ne verAgya thatAn mAtAne kahe ke he mAtAjI! A rAjamahel ne
rANIo, A bAgabagIchA ne khAnapAn e sanyogamAn kyAy mane chen paDatun nathI,
emAn kyAy mane sukh bhAsatun nathI; mA! A sansAranAn dukho have sahyA jatAn nathI. have
to hun mArA Anandane sAdhavA jAun chhun.–mATe tun mane rajA Ap! A sansArathI mAro
AtmA trAs pAmyo chhe, pharIne have hun A sansAramAn nahi Avun. have to AtmAnA
pUrNAnandane sAdhIne siddhapadamAn jaIshun. mAtA! tun mArI chhellI mAtA chho, bIjI mAtA have
hun nahi karun, bIjA mAtAne pharI nahi rovaDAvun. mATe AnandathI rajA Ap. mAro mArga
apharagAmI chhe. sansAranI chAr gatinA dukho sAmbhaLIne tenAthI mAro AtmA trAsI
gayo chhe; are, je dukho sAmbhaLyA paN na jAy (sAmbhaLatAny Ansu Ave) e te dukh
sahyA kem jAy? –e dukhothI have bas thAv...bas thAv. AtmAnA AnandamAn amArun
chitta choTyun chhe te sivAy bIje kyAy have amArun chitta choTatun nathI. bahAranA bhAvo
anantakAL karyA have amArun pariNaman andar DhaLe chhe andar jyAn amAro Anand bharyo chhe
tyAn ame jaIe chhIe. svAnubhUtithI amAro je Anand ame jANyo chhe te Anandane
sAdhavA mATe jaIe chhIe.
svAnubhUti vagar AtmAne Anand thAy nahi. navatattvonI gUnchamAnthI shuddhanayavaDe
bhUtArtha svabhAvane judo pADI, je shuddhAtmAnI anubhUti karI temAn koI vikalpo ke
bhedorUp dvait dekhAtun nathI, ekarUp evo bhUtArtha AtmasvabhAv ja anubhUtimAn prakAshe
chhe.–AvI anubhUti vagar AtmAne Anand thAy nahi.
jyAre AvI anubhUti sahit rAjakumAr sansArathI virakta thaIne mAtA pAse rajA
mAnge, tyAre mAtA paN dharmI hoy te kahe ke bhAI! tun sukhethI jA ne tArA AtmAne sAdh. je
tAro mArga chhe te ja amAro mArga chhe. amAre paN e ja svAnubhUtinA mArge AvavAnun chhe.