Atmadharma magazine - Ank 278
(Year 24 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2493, A.D. 1967)
(English transliteration).

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anubhavanA abhyAsanI preraNA
(samayasAr kaLash 34 nA pravachanamAnthI)
are jIvo, A chaitanyatattva antaramAn svasamvedan vaDe gnAnIone anubhavagamya
chhe, yuktithI ne AgamathI paN te siddha thAy chhe. he bhavya! he AtmAnA shodhak! bIjA
nakAmA kolAhalathI tun virakta thA...ane antaramAn gnAnasvarUp AtmA dehathI judo chhe
tene anubhavavA mATe ekadhAro chha mahinA prayatna kar...antarangamAn bhedagnAnano abhyAs
kar, nishchaLapaNe–laganIpUrvak antaramAn abhyAs kar. em karavAthI tane tArA antaramAn
ja bhinna–chaitanyatattva anubhavamAn Avashe. are jIv! tun nishchaLapaNe abhyAs kar to
chha mahinAmAn jarUr tane AtmaprApti thAy. chha mahinA sudhI AtmAnI laganImAn lAgyo
rahe ne temAn bhang paDavA na dye to nirmaL anubhUti thayA vagar rahe nahi. ek sharat chhe
ke bIjo kolAhal chhoDIne prayatna karavo. are, mArun chaitanyatattva shun chhe? –em antaramAn
kutUhal karIne, tenI sanmukh thaIne abhyAs kar. chha mahinA to vadhumAn vadhu kAL Apyo
chhe. koIne TUnkA kALamAn paN thaI jAy. pariNAmamAn evo tIvra ras chhe ke AtmAnA
anubhavanA abhyAsanI dhArAne toDato nathI. sharIranun–kuTumbanun shun thashe–evA vikalpanA
kolAhalane mUk ek bAjun, ne chaitanyasvabhAvanA mahimAnun gholan kar. antarmukh thavAno
prayatna chha mahinA kar ne bahirmukhanI chintA chhoD. tun bahAranI chintA na kar topaN tenun
je thavAnun chhe te thavAnun chhe, ne tun chintA na kar topaN tenun kAI aTakI javAnun nathI. mATe
tun tenI chintA chhoDIne ekavAr to satatapaNe tArA AtmAnA prayatnamAn lAg...chha
mahinA to chaitanyanA chintanamAn tArA upayogane joD. AvA dhArAvAhI prayatnathI jarUr
tane Anandasahit tArA antaramAn AtmAno anubhav thashe.
ahA, juo to kharA! AchAryadeve kevI komaLatAthI samajAvyun chhe! AtmAnA
anubhavanI kevI preraNA ApI chhe! bhAI, tArI vastu tArA antaramAn chhe, tenI sanmukh
prayatna karatAn te prApta thayA vagar rahe nahIn.