Atmadharma magazine - Ank 280
(Year 24 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2493, A.D. 1967)
(English transliteration).

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: mAh : 2493 Atmadharma : pa :
bIjA jIvo dehAdinI kriyAne potAnI mAnIne vartatA dekhIne em lAge chhe ke are, A
jIvo mohathI mUrchhAI gayelA gAnDA chhe, moharUpI bhUt temane vaLagyun chhe.
vaLI gnAnIne bhedagnAnanA abhyAsathI jyAre visheSh draDhatA thAy chhe tyAre tene
A Akhun jagat achet jevun lAge chhe, eTale potAnA chaitanyachintananI ugratA thatAn
jagat pratye lakSha jatun nathI, sahaj udAsIn pariNati varte chhe. chaitanyatattvathI bahAr badhun
mArAthI bhinna chhe –em to pahelethI jANyun ja chhe, ne pachhI temAn sthiratAno abhyAs
karatAn tene jagat sambandhI chintA chhUTI jAy chhe; svarUpamAn joDAN thayun chhe tyAn jagat
cheShTArahit kAShTha–pAShAN jevun lAge chhe, eTale ke parasambandhI chintA tene thatI nathI.
sharUAtamAn to gnAnIne em thAy ke are! A jIvo svarUpachintanamAn vikal varte
chhe eTale ke AtmAnun chintan karavAmAn teo pAngaLA thaI gayA chhe ne mithyA vikalpothI
gherAI gayelA chhe, temanI cheShTAo unmatta jevI chhe. jo ke jagat Akhun gneyapaNe ja chhe, te
kAI mane rAgadveShanun kAraN nathI evun gnAnIne bhAn hovA chhatAn rAganI bhUmikAmAn evo
vikalpa AvI jAy chhe ke arere! chaitanyanidhAnane bhUlIne A jagat bahAvarAnI jem
bahAramAn phAmphAn mArI rahyun chhe, temanI cheShTAo unmatta jevI chhe. –paN pachhI gnAnIne jyAn
visheSh lInatA thAy chhe tyAn paranA avalamban vagar saheje udAsInatA varte chhe; tyAn par
sambandhI chintA ja jAgatI nathI. pote antaramAn sthir thaIne chaitanyapratimA thaI gayo chhe
tyAn jagat nicheShTa bhAse chhe, Akhun jagat gneyapaNe ja bhAse chhe. ‘parajIvo agnAnathI
unmatta varte chhe–temAn mAre shun?’– evo udAsInatAno vikalpa paN tyAn nathI raheto, tyAn
to svarUpamAn joDAN varte chhe tethI parapratye param udAsInatA saheje varte chhe.
juo, A gnAnInI dashA! vikalpa Ave chhatAn gnAnI tenAthI udAsIn chhe, chhatAn
vikalpa chhe teTalI to asamAdhi chhe. pachhI te vikalpa paN chhUTIne svarUpamAn lIn thatAn
evI samAdhi jAme chhe ke jagat sambandhI chintA thatI nathI, ‘arere! Avun param
chaitanyasvarUp, tene jagat kem nathI samajatun’ evo khedabhAv paN tyAn thato nathI. A
rIte antarAtmAnI be bhUmikA siddha karI chhe–ek to vikalpabhUmikA, ane bIjI svarUpamAn
sthiratArUp bhUmikA; vikalpabhUmikAmAn jagat pratye karuNA ane khed AvI jAy chhe ke
are! A jagatanA prANIo bichArA AtmasvarUpane bhUlIne unmattanI jem bhavabhramaN
karI rahyA chhe...jaDanI kriyAmAn ne rAgamAn dharma mAnIne teo mohathI gAnDA thaI gayA
chhe...chaitanyasvabhAvano vivek teo chUkI gayA chhe. prathamadashAmAn antarAtmAne Avo
vikalpa Ave tethI kAI te agnAnI nathI,