: pa8 : Atmadharma : brahmacharya–ank (chotho) : shrAvaN : 2493
bodhi nimitte draDh vairAgyabhAvanAno upadesh
bhAvaprAbhRut gA. 110 mAn param vairAgyano upadesh ApatAn shrI
kundakundaprabhu kahe chhe ke he jIv! ten sansArane asAr jANIne svarUpane sAdhavA
mATe jyAre vairAgyathI munidIkShA lIdhI te vakhatanA tIvra vairAgyane uttamabodhi
nimitte tun yAd kar...pharI pharI tenI bhAvanA bhAv. vishuddha chittathI eTale ke
samyagdarshanAdi nirmaL pariNAm sahit thaIne tun utkRuShTa vairAgyanI bhAvanA
kar. munipaNAnI dIkShA vakhate AkhA jagatathI udAs thaIne svarUpamAn ja
rahevAnI kevI ugra bhAvanA hatI!–jANe ke svarUpathI bahAr have kadI Avavun ja
nathI. AvA uttam prasange jAgelI vairAgyabhAvanAne he jIv! pharI pharIne tunn
chidAnandasvabhAvane ja sAr jANyo ne sansArane asAr jANyo te jIv chaitanyanI
ugra bhAvanAvaDe bhAvashuddhi pragaT kare chhe. chidAnand svabhAv pavitra–akaShAy chhe, tenI
bhAvanAthI kaShAyo naShTa thaIne samyagdarshanAdi pavitra bhAv pragaTe chhe. chaitanyane sAdhavA
mATe je vairAgyanI dhArA ullasI, ke roganA kALe jai vairAgyabhAvanA jAgI ke maraNaprasang
AvI paDe te vakhate jevI vairAgya bhAvanA hoy evA vairAgyane tun sadAy nirantar
dhyAnamAn rAkhIne vAramvAr bhAvanA bhAvaje. vairAgyabhAvanAne shithil thavA daIsh nahi.
je ArAdhanA upADI tene jIvanaparyant nirvahan karaje. ArAdhak jIvane tIvra rog vagere
pratikUL prasange vairAgyanI dhArA visheSh upaDe chhe. pratikULatA Ave tyAn ArtadhyAn na kare
paN svabhAv taraph jhUke ne tIvra vairAgyavaDe ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAne puShTa kare. muninI
jem shrAvakane paN A upadesh lAgu paDe chhe. he jIv! samyagdarshananI nirmaLatA pragaT
karI, sansArane asAr jANI, antarmukh thaIne sArabhUt evA chaitanyanI bhAvanA bhAv,
vairAgyanA prasangane yAd karIne tenI bhAvanA bhAv ke jethI tArA ratnatrayanI shuddhatA
thaIne kevaLagnAnanI prApti thAy. sAr shun ane asAr shun...ene oLakhIne tun sArabhUt
AtmAnI bhAvanA kar.
dIkShA vakhatanA ugra vairAgya prasanganI vAt laIne AchAryadev kahe chhe ke ahA,
dIkShA vakhate shAnt chaitanya dariyAmAn lIn thaI javAnI je bhAvanA hatI, jANe ke
chaitanyanA AnandamAnthI kadI bahAr ja na Avun, evI vairAgyabhAvanA hatI, te vakhatanI
viraktadashAnI dhArA tun TakAvI rAkhaje... je sansArane chhoDatAn pAchhun vALIne joyun nahi,
vairAgyathI kShaNamAn sansArane chhoDI dIdho, have AhArAdimAn kyAy rAg karIsh nahIn. tem
jeNe chaitanyane sAdhavo chhe teNe AkhA sansArane asAr jANI param vairAgyabhAvanAthI
sArabhUt chaitanyaratnanI bhAvanA vaDe samyagdarshanAdinI shuddhatA pragaT karavI. *