: mahA : ra494 Atmadharma : 5 :
jem sUtar ane netarane meL khAy nahi tem jene AtmAnI oLakhAN karavI hoy tene
ane jagatane meL nahi khAy. samyagdraShTirUp sUtar ane mithyAdraShTirUp netarane meL nahi khAy.
AchArya dev kahe chhe ke he bandhu! tun chorAshInA kUvAmAn paDyo chhe, temAnthI pAr pAmavA mATe game
teTalA pariShaho ke upasargo Ave, maraN jeTalAn kaShTo Ave topaN tenI darakAr chhoDIne, puNya–
pAparUp vikArabhAvano beghaDI pADoshI thA, to chaitanyadaL tane judun jaNAshe. ‘sharIrAdi tathA
shubhAshubh bhAv e badhun mArAthI judun chhe ne hun enAthI judo chhun, pADoshI chhun, em ek vAr
pADoshI thaI AtmAno anubhav kar.
sAchI samajaN karIne najIkamAn rahelA padArthothI hun judo, jANanAr–dekhanAr chhun; sharIr,
vANI man te badhAn bahAranAn nATak chhe, tene nATakasvarUpe jo. tun teno sAkShI chho, svAbhAvik
antarajyotithI gnAnabhUmikAnI sattAmAn A badhun je jaNAy chhe te hun nahi paN tene jANanAro
teTalo hun–em svatattvane jAN to kharo! ane tene jANIne temAn lIn to thA! AtmAmAn shraddhA,
gnAn ane lInatA pragaT thAy chhe tenun Ashcharya lAvI ekavAr paradravyono pADoshI thA.
jem musalamAnanun ghar ane vANiyAnun ghar najIk–najIk hoy to vANiyo teno pADoshI
thaI rahe chhe paN te musalamAnanun ghar potAnun mAnato nathI? tem tun paN chaitanyasvabhAvamAn TharI
par padArthono be ghaDI pADoshI thA, AtmAno anubhav kar.
sharIr, man vANInI kriyA tathA puNya–pApanA pariNAm te badhun par chhe. UndhA puruShArthavaDe
paranun mAlikIpaNun mAnyun chhe, vikArI bhAv taraph tArun bahAranun lakSha chhe, te badhun chhoDI, svabhAvamAn
shraddhA, gnAn ane lInatA karI, ek antarmuhUrta eTale be ghaDI chhUTo paDI chaitanyamUrtine chhUTo jo. te
mojane andaramAn dekhatAn sharIrAdinA mohane tun turat ja chhoDI shakashe. ‘झटिति’ eTale jhaT daIne
chhoDI shakIsh. A vAt sahelI chhe kemake tArA svabhAvanI chhe. kevaLagnAn–lakShmIne
svarUpasattAbhUmimAn TharIne jo, to par sAthenA mohane jhaT daIne chhoDI shakIsh.
traN kAL traN lokanI pratikULatAnA ganj ek sAthe sAmA AvIne UbhA rahe topaN
mAtra gnAtApaNe rahIne te badhun sahan karavAnI shakti AtmAnA gnAyak–svabhAvanI ek samayanI
paryAyamAn rahelI chhe. sharIrAdithI bhinnapaNe AtmAne jANyo tene e pariShahonA ganj jarA paN
asar karI shake nahi eTale ke chaitanya potAnA vepArathI jarA paN Dage nahi.
koI jIvatA rAjakumArane–ke jenun sharIr komaL chhe tene jamashedapuranI agninI bhaThThImAn
ekadam nAkhI de ane tene je dukh thAy tenA karatAn anantagaNun dukh pahelI